Alohaas.


I love today, hohos. :D
Was suppose to meet at 7/11 with the 6a gang at 1pm, but yuhming have not finished her trainning yet, so i waited for her. I went to her house and her dog kept licking my leg lah. D: Umm, then at around 2:30, we went to andy's house because the guys were there already. We played a prank on andy, hahas. Exchanged gifts there and went to dhouby to watch "i am legend" D:
I regret watching it, lols. So i was like listening to my songs with my earpiece and not watching the scary parts when the monster pops out. So i'm like only watching half the show. Heeees.
After that, we walked around then we went back to serangoon to eat beancurd or something.
There was this bowl of beancurd which has 2 or 3 scoops of syrup so it was like super sweet and nice for me though. :D
Then we went back to andy house to get the gifts, so the guys were like so nice to help carry yuhming and my presents back home. Nice friends indeed. [:
So i got a cute piggy soft toy from yuhming.
A nice pink watch plus 4 anything drink from maojie and matthew. Lol.
A pretty braclet from zhehao.
And a sweet snow globe from andy.

:D
I love them,

Now i'll go back watching Tokyo mew mew, its a kawaii show, try watching it. :D
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Oh yah
Happy 13th birthday Phan Zheng Jun a.k.a meowmeow. :D

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Aloha.


I'm going out later with the 6a peeps to somewhere.
Hmms, met ivana at 5pm yesterday and we realised that the dance starts at 7pm instead of 6pm, so we went outarm park first and bought some stuffs. I love ivanaa , :D Then we met up with prissaye and junnies at around 6:45 and went up to the dance studio for dance.
Practiced the 'durian dance' Hahaha, funny name luhs. Had alot of fun although the teacher was like fierce. D: Had dinner and went back home.
Yes, i love the meowmeows.

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Don'tyouevenrealisethatyouhavehurtme,allthosewords.Theyreallyhurtalright?Shesawmetearing,
youwerejustsoinsensitive,youcanmakemesmilebutontheotherhand,youcanmakemecry.ihateyoufordoingthistome

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Arghhs.

I'm tired of putting up with their nonsense everytime, can't you guys just give me a break. I'm tired alrights, really really tired.
Stop showing off that you have this much gans or whatever because i seriously don't give a damn and it is so annoying, really. Stop showing me your friggin attitude as and when you like, and then act like nothing has happened, don't you even feel bad? Doing things that makes me angry and then saying an insincere sorry , after that you just walk off? I hate your miss i-know-everything attitude, miss-i-am-cleverer-than-you thinking.
Zzz.

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I'm in a terrible mood, nothing is going right. I have to thank ivana for being there for me even though she doesn't read my blog. I love you girl, :D Best sisters forever.

I don't feel like blogging , maybe until school starts.
But can anyone tell me when does school even start? D:

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Alohaaas.


Went out with queenie and mandy for our piercings.
Umms, bought yuhming's xmas present on the way, i think its super cute luh. So i've bought everyone's present for the gather on friday.
Suddenly, blogging ain't fun D:

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Aloha.


Sorry for not posting D:
I'm really busy with the 2 blogs i'm suppose to do, plus i need to go out with friends, and busy with dance.
Shall blog when i'm free. :D

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Gosh, i don't like them, D:
Yet i'm forcing myself to like them.
Stupid me. l:

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Alohaa.


Argh, that asshole totally pissed me off so much that i scolded him infront of some people. I'm not even sorry, gee.
Anyways, i earned $16 today, not that good, besides, it rained today. Luckily, some nice lady gave ivana and I an umbrella. Sianned, i have to find ice cream partner for tomorrow's sale, plus ivana have booked 2 carts, was actually going to do with wenda but she couldn't make it for some reason. Ivana is doing with her friend and she don't allow me to do alone because it's dangerous. Haha, x:
It's either I find one now or don't do tomorrow. D:
What a bad day today.

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Hihihi.


Yesterday's sale was terrible, but i think today's sale is going to be good.
I only earned $10 yesterday, so lol. D:
What can i do, i need money to buy the 5 of them Christmas presents unless that stupid nyonya manager gives me my pay. l:
Ohwells.

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Arghs.


My codes have gone haywired!
Now i have to fix them and i dont know how long it will be. D:

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Alohaas.


Was suppose to go swimming tomorrow with prissaye and zhengjun but then something cropped up, so we have to postpone it to some other day. Siannnned. D:
I woke up at 5am this morning, unbelievable! Plus i slept at 12am the night before. So i went to bathe because it was so cold, watched some tv before finally going back to sleep all the way until 10am. l:
I tried to read my biology text book this afternoon but i could not understand alot of things. I can say i have totally no interest in poa. Damn, i think i'll do badly next year. D:
& i have to start buying Christmas Prezzies for the upcomming gathering. But first i have to get my pay. D:

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Alohaaas.


Today was such a funfunfun day with meows! I love meows.
I woke up late today and missed taekwondo, because when i looked into yangzheng, i didn't see any tkd members and i went home. D: Little did i know that all of them was inside the concourse. It's so lol. So around 10.15, i went back for dance, and i saw them. So my first thought was "oh shyte" l: Talked around and went up to the ava room.
We learned some new dances, fast beat and soothing music which has no beat. After dance, ate chicken rice with ivana and zhengjun darlings. [: Ummm, after eating, zhengjun went back home while ivana followed me home to get my dance stuffs for wuyuewuxiang. Then we trainned to kovan, to meet up with her dear but in the end, he didn't come due to his work. Argh, he made us wait for him like idiots. l: Okays, so prissaye, yilin and zhengjun came to kovan to find us. We watched the care bear show due to boredness. Gee, then we walked around kovan and then to sweet talk, saw zhehao on the way back to the mrt. Trainned to outurm park for dance.
Dance from 5:30 to 8:30pm , we presented our 'zhou ma' to yan lao shi, and learned the durian dance. Hahaha, plus we have to act like damn 'san ba' D: Because this dance is about aunties. Hahaha, after dance had a small briefing.
We stayed back awhile to take pictures of us jumping, cartwheeling and spilt jumping, the effect was nice. :D All the photos are in my phone but i can't upload them, sadsad.
Trained to dhouby because ivana's dear and friends want to meet her, and might as well have dinner with us, in the end, we wasted 15mins there 'arguing' because they wanted to eat at plaza and we wanted to eat at serangoon. We trainned back to serangoon without them. Ate at mac, had so much laughter there, meowmeows are loved. :D

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Alohaaa.


I've submitted 2 skins for blogskins so far.
It will be nice of you to just go and view, comment and rate maybe?

#1, Princess of your heart:


#2, Fly me to the moon:


Thanks. :D
Shall post later.

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You are really special to me, because you are my most special friend.
I will never want to loose you, because you are someone dear to me.
No matter what happens, our friendship will never end.
Thank you special friend. [:

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Alohaaa


I'm using my brother's laptop to blog now,
and Today, i went out with yuhming, andy, maojie, matthew and zhehao. Everyone except yuhming and zhehao, met at serangoon mrt at around 1:45pm, of course i was the most punctual while matthew was 10 mins late, andy and maojie was like half and hour late lah, D: Everytime also liddat, lols. You seriously can't trust boys when they ask you to meet at a certain time, girls, remember to reach there 10 mintues later. :D
We trainned to kovan and met zhehao who had tuition, and then to dhouby to meet yuhming. We watched the golden compass. It was so LOL sitting beside andy luh. He screamed like a girl whenever he hears people screaming. The whole show was complicated and it lasted for 2 whole hours, during the beginning, whereby they where slowly explainning the whole show, that part was sooo boring to me. D: I kept asking yuhming and andy about the characters, whether they were good or bad guys and what were they. Lol, andy was my explainer then, it seemed like he watched the whole movie before. Haha. After the movie, andy said he would only get out of his seat only when the lights were on, so we watched the whole stupid credit whereby we were spotting our names. Okay, i know its lame. I poured the left over popcorn all over andy, heeees. :D
After the movie, we went to walk around plaza. Skipped dinner and me and yuhming went home and the rest went to pc bunk to play.
The end, [:
Oh yah, thanks for the minnie zhehao.


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I just feel like saying sorry.
Don't ask me why.

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Don't know if we are going out later.
Still discussing.
Ohwells.
:D

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Itdosen'tfeelright.l:Idon'tknowwhy.

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Alohaaas.


I've created a blogskin account, I've lost all my skins before, so i don't want it to happen again. Lols.
Do visit and view my skins next time.
Hees.
LINK

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I have nothing much to do these day fews, all i do is codings of my past few skins i made a few months ago. Yawns.
All of a sudden, i want school to start. l:

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Aloha.


Arghs, my computer can't be fixed, so i shall say byebye to my adobe again. Geeeeee.
Any kind soul would like to help me to get me the authorization code because i already have the activation number.
I'm not looking forward to christmas because I'm not close with my relatives, D:

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should i say its her fault or my fault? D:

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Stuipd andy is reading my blog. LOL.

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Siannned, i don't know what to do.


Geeeeee.

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Aloha.


Was suppose to post in the morning but charlene closed it by accident. Then andy called me to talk about his problem, then maojie joined in the convosation, then he left. So me and andy continued talking for like 2-3 hours, talked about alot of stuffs like primary school things. Hoho.
So now i'm back to blogging.
There's nothing much to blog about recently because i haven't went out since saturday.

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I'm not sure about something, only the meows know what i mean.
I want my wish to come true but what if it don't?
I'm worried and scared that the negetive side will come true.
Sighs

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Gee, some chickennn is using my name to tag pris.
D:
Man this sucks.

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Alohaaas.


I miss PA already, I hope i can see that Qirei guy again somewhere someday. -.-
Due to the tiredness, i woke up at around 10 plus this morning, i need 10 hours of sleep for your info. Watched some videos, and chatted with andy about something, weeets. The rest knew it around a few months ago and i knew it like yesterday yesterday. D: Damn, i'm so slow, so now i have a task to do. This is like so fun, hope i can succeed :D .
Shall post later, :D



ivebeenwishingandwishing.
idontwantthattocometrue.
ijustwantmywishtocometrue.
D:

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Alohaaaa,


I can finally finally blog after like 4 days or so.
I shall skip all the rehearsal part and only blog about today since i'm like so lazy but you can read it at priscillia's blog. Had taekwondo and dance in the morning, mr lee wasn't around so we had to take the class by ourselves again. It was still okay though. After tkd, went for dance, we re-learned one dance and learned like one quarter of the next dance which was super hard. D: After dance, we chionged our chicken rice and zhengjun ran after the 58 without her chicken rice, so we packed it for her to eat later at the performance. Then we went to kallang.
Pris, yilin and I reached PA at 2pm when we were suppose to reach at 2:30pm, so we entered some room called the M.A.D something, we were like so paiseh because the rest of the people inside were all PA people. Soon miss tio arrived and helped us tie our hair, and make-up. Our make-up is like super WOAH, it was wacky and everything, sadly i don't have the pictures. Almost half of our face was black, and we had glitter on our eye lids, try and imagine that you are cooking and the whole stove exploded in the cartoons, that's somewhat how we looked like. Loool. After awhile, the rest came. We had an indoor rehearsal, then we slacked and waited for zhengjun to come back from her 'tagged' workshop. She came when we were having our dinner. Helped her make-up and everything.
Soon it was 7:30pm which was the time to perform, while we were posing, the stupid camera-man kept snapping pictures and plus it was directly at your face, it was so irritating. Hahas, after the performance, we went back to remove the makeup. Pris and I was walking through the changing room and it was very dark, so i screamed and went back to the M.A.D room, we asked miss tio to accompany us to the toilet, she was laughing at us because i screamed. After everybody removed their makeup, we did some 'da tiao', 'deer jump', 'cart-wheels', and learned the finale movements. While learning halfway, some guy called us to hurry up because the finale had started, so we chionged there and danced like crazy, we had soooo much fun luhs, and we konga-ed, hahaha. After the high-ing, we changed and went for dinner with some people from wuyuewuxiang and of course liang lao shi they all. We had some china food according to ivana, liang lao shi became my mother because she was helping me to take the food, she took a small dumpling for me, she asked me to dip it into this sauce which happens to be vinegar and i didn't know, my first reaction was "bleahhh" and plus the dumpling was filled with vegetables D: . Next she took some meat for me which was spicy, and of course i didn't know, lol. So i didn't touch the first few dishes. Then me and zhengjun started the "who is cuter, shawn ( du xiang yi from tian tang niao ) or chengxi" Pris was on my side. :D But we decided on shawn is shuai and chengxi is cute. Hohohos,
After the dinner, we trainned back to serangoon, zhengjun was busy being the photographer, she took alot of nice shots as well as candids. Lol.
So now i'm back home. :D

I saw this guy from the PA who looked like chengxi from one angle, it so omgomgomg alike. I found out that his name was qirei, ivana said he wasn't good looking. Loool.

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here are the photos from yesterday:


Twist. [:


Yilin and Charmaine, meowwwws.


Charmaine and Prissayeeee , meowwwws.


Charmaine and zhengjun, :DDDD


meow family, without ivana. D:

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ALohaaas.


I'm now waiting for the clock to strike twelve, because prissayee, yilin and zhengjun are comming to my house to stay for 3 days 2 nights, i think. Then on saturday, we are going to sleepover at wu yue wu xiang, woohoos. :D
So now i'm going to play counter-stike with zhehao and matthew, zhehao asked me to wait for 20 mins.

& i'm happy because we are going to celebrate birthdays for the 6 of us, hohos.

Maybe i wont be posting until sunday, :D Don't think i'll use the computer.

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Alohaaaas.


I'm here to blog about yesterday's 6a bbq. :D
It was so fun, i love 6a peeps. x3
Met wenda, zhehao, maojie, matthew, andy, amos, wilson, bingxi and samuel at 7/11 at 12pm. Wenda bought 5 bottle of drinks and the boys had to carry them all the way to venus or something. Some didn't want to carry, and expect us to carry. D: We played for 2 hours, first we played cs, and some stranger came and sat beside us and joined in our game. Then he guys decided to play dota, of course me and wenda didn't know how to play so we decided to play audition with wilson and gibson who came later. Wilson is like hell pro, he has a lvl 45 account and a lvl 24 account. D: I was so jealous. And he damn gay lahs, a ordinary 135 bpm or song, he can hit a score of 1 million.
After playing for 2 hours, we went to a busstop and sat 43 to east coast park. Had trouble finding our way there but luckily i asked for directions, boys are so useless :D Found our pit and we went to the beach, andy self-pwned himself into the sea. He was trying to push maojie and he missed i think. Soon the boys went in. Me and wenda didn't want to go down because I didn't bring extra clothes. So matthew said "Later bbq can dry yourself by the fire" Then we went in slowly because it was cold. D: We started pouring the wet sand onto each other heads, it was so fun. After playing, i realised my hair was full of sand. D: They wanted to climb the rocks but i was afraid there was crabs. Lools. Soon, the food came but some of us continued to play in the sea. At around 6 plus, we went to wash up, soaking wet, we standed near the fire to dry ourselfs, what a silly thing to do. Lols. Zhehao and maojie was making the fire while we slacked. At around this time, yuhming came.
We bbq-ed, and i was in-charge of the butter, :D The food was yummy, we stole each other's marshmellow. I was the one who stole and ate the marshmellows that they roasted. Hehehe. :D Some people didn't cook and yet they still have to cheek to keep eating and ask for more food. Arghs, so we reserved some food for us the cookers.
off to the After eating, we cleared up and went to rent bicycles and Rollerblades. At first, the shop was already closing but the uncle was nice to give us exact one hour. Wenda, Amos, Matthew and I bladed, wenda and amos was blading for the first time. The rest rode bicycles, they sent bingxibusstop and came back which took 30mins. D: Then we went blade and cycled around, at 10:30pm we returned except for wenda and matthew who took out their blades and ran back, poor wenda. She fell down alot of times and got cuts on her knees. Wilson was helping her back by cycling and wenda holding on to the back of the bicycle and 'skating' through.
After returning, we cabbed home. Yuhming, wenda, wilson and I shared a cab.
Then i bathed and slept.
I love 6a. Too bad i didn't have the time to take pictures.

Today, watched enchanted with meows and wilchster.
During the movie, we had alot of funny ideas about the movie.
AFter movie, walked around and went home.


Theeee enddddd.

Prissaye:
Yes we are :D

Queenie:
I'm alright now, thanks for your concern! :D

passerby:
Hees, no problem. [:

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Alohaa.


2 hours and 45 mins more to 6a bbq.
I should be back around night time, ohwells.
I'll blog about the bbq tomorrow together with the movie, yay. :D

Prissaye:
You cheer up too [[: We shall stay strong together.

Wilchster:
I will, thanks.

passerby:
Ohs, I've deleted all my skins there. If i'm not wrong, the user is : eeniamrahc.
Maybe i'll submit some skins some other time because now i'm making skins for personal use only. [:

Prissaye: Loool, thanks luh ^^ But i'm making for personal use only. You should make the wuyuewuxiang skin ! :D

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Hi.


I'm really confused, troubled. I don't feel like myself nowadays.
And i think i was too harsh, but what can i do, i have let her know how i feel.
And to make matter worse, i've just learnt that he is going to die around 3 to 6 months later. Now i have two things i'm troubled with. I saw him today at the hospital, he looked so weak until he can't even talk, he can only cough and cough and cough. Sometimes i just feel like going to sleep and not wake up. Sometimes i wish i have amnesia, because i don't want to know or to remember all these bad memories.
But everything is fated, i can't change the facts. So i can't cry over spilt milk, i can only accept this reality.

Tomorrow is the 6a bbq at east coast. I will enjoy it.
And tuesday is the meowmeow movie, i don't know if she will turn up.
And wednesday is the start of my dance camp, i wonder if she will sleepover at my house.

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Alohaa.


Went for tkd and dance. We got back the results, but before that, we were playing with the chou or something.
Pass: Yilin & xinyi
Good: Prissaye and jiayan.
Excellent: Siling
Outstanding: Ivana, zhengjun and I .
Ivana result was the best of all, all were ticks of outstanding except one was excellent. *claps* :D
After dance, ate lunch with ivana and zhengjun, zhengjun came to my house, slacked and met yilin and pris at mrt.
Trained to outurm park, learnt some funny dances. Really enjoyed it.
Trained to kovan to eat, then i dont want to talk about it.

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I'm pissed off, I'm angry. I don't know what to do.
Sometimes i feel like crying because i can't control my anger towards you, Because I can't understand you, even now. I don't understand why must you keep everything to yourself
I don't understand why are you not telling us what happened. If only you did, If only you told us how you felt, why you were angry and upset with us, Maybe this whole thing won't happen. It's just that this is wrong, very wrong. All this quarreling should not have happened, especially when this friendship is really strong, I know this small or big misunderstanding won't ruin our friendship, But I don't know how you feel about this. We will never know if you don't say a single thing, all we want you to do is to tell us what is wrong, can't you?
What happened to you, why aren't you the girl i used to know. The girl who is always happy, always looking at the bright side, the girl who made the day brighter. Now, you emo, you become really sensetive and you keep everything to yourself, what's the matter? When you were crying today, we asked you what happened, but you didn't reply us. We called you, you didn't wait, you just walked off. I was really pissed off with you then, and i know you are really angry with us. I don't like your moodswings, it scares of all us. You think that we don't care about you when you emo, we think you don't care about us, about how we feel when you just walk away and think that its the right thing to do.
When we care about you, we asked you what happened, you ignore us saying everything is okay, but we know you are lying, you are always faking that you are alright. Yusotski. Then you said no one cared about you, when we all did. How about you huh. You don't care about our feelings too, you will never know how we feel when you emo because you don't care how we feel. You may think i'm unreasonable because i'm typing so meanly but that's how i felt when you sent that message last week.
I really have alot to say, but i don't want to get too overboard.
I'm sorry if i'm typing in such a harsh way because i'm really angry right now.
I just want you to be the girl i used to know, I really want to cry. Ever since zhao min lao shi came and teach us, you became a different girl, all the moodswings and keeping to yourself came. You emo-ed during saturdays, it goes on for weeks after weeks after weeks.
I don't know how long this thing will last, I really don't know...

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Second post for today.


While finding one of my new school books for next year to show charlene, i founded my long-lost diary, where the last entry was this year april. After reading, i'm going to start a brand new one and make sure it don't get lost. D:
What really shocked me was i had a crush on someone around early february, which i wrote in my diary, i didn't know that i liked him all the way to around august. Hmms, 6 months, wow, but i don't know if i still have tiny little crushes on him. x: Who knows.
This year is really fast.
Oh wells, that was just some random info i felt like typing.
:D

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Hihi,


I'm feeling really lazy today, i just glued myself infront of the computer watching animes, i love those fairytales kind or love comedy, they are seriously cute.
Zhengjun went to sell her chocolates today, i've quitted that job yesterday, i don't know if i should find another one or something, because having a job is so boring, besides, i have my holidays to enjoy, and i've wasted the whole of november being a waitress. D: And that sucked.
I don't know what do i want right now, i'm trying to find the answers that i don't know.

I don't know why im having these feelings, whenever i make a new friend, and become close, some of them will just 'snatch' him or her away and in the end, that new friend will slowly forget me. It's so unfair. It's hard for me to really make a new friend because in the end, i will get forgotten, thanks to them. When will this end.

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