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I'm just another human being and hence like everyone else, I have my own dislikes and times when I get really annoyed. I'm either quiet or noisy, depending on the group of people I'm with. I believe I can hide my emotions pretty well so I guess I'm harder to understand. Apart from all these, I guess I'm okay. I'm just a typical girl who got her heartbroken.




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♥Friday 24 July 2009♥ @ 2:58 pm
(Blogger's screwed)


It's my bro's bday today. Celebrate. Haha.

It's kinda hard to type in the screwed up blogger. Anyways, it's been quite a while since I last blogged. One reason is that typing like this is making my head ache, and the other reason is I am pure lazy.

Anyways, Wednesday was the O'lvl chinese listening. Well, I wasn't really paying much attention because the radio kept going "bzzzzzz" and I couldn't really catch what the speaker was saying. So I only had 3 answers filled up after the 4 passages have been read. I wanted to copy but it wasn't really an easy job because the girl beside me was covering her answers, plus she did the questions really quickly so I was really shagged because I didn't know how to do. Then, the wind blew her question paper, which she used to cover her answers, up and I happened to be looking at her direction and hence, I saw her answers BY ACCIDENT. Anyways, I was peeking at Jouis' answers, Sorry, because I was desperate. Sian. But in the end, I think I got like 4 to 5 wrong answers? Haha (-.-)

Yesterday. Felicia and I both had to go for the Science remedial. Our remedial was held in 4E2 with some other people from other classes. There is this damn guy, kuan chong, or something who totally irritates Felicia and I. He is a frigging show off lah, saying confidently that the teacher was teaching very slowly. Kanasai. I couldn't catch up lah. Anyways, if he's SO GOOD, then why is he down for the remedial? Stupid kid. But anyways, he totally sucked at Chemistry, Felicia and I totally owned him. My eyeballs will roll automatically by looking at his damn pimpled-face.

So today, there was the O'lvl practical bio test. It was about which light, green or red, can plants photosynthesize in better. So we had to like plan and stuffs. I didn't really know what to write for the discussion and background infomation part. I was practically repeating everything because I was out of points. My answer was the red light, so yah. I only studied yesterday lah (T.T) The only thing I studied which came out was the iodine test, hahaha.

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♥Monday 13 July 2009♥ @ 6:10 pm
(Geeeee)


I seriously think I spranined my left butt. It's kinda funny in a way that it is my butt, and how on Earth did I managed to sprain it. I don't know if it is counted as a sprain, but it really hurts lah. It's like, I cannot blance my weight with my left leg alone. Ohwell. And my class is having the 2.4hm run on Wednesday. Seriously, what a bad time to injured my butt.

School was pretty funny, especially during Social studies lesson. Mr Tan got angry because he thought Felicia and I were laughing at him, when we were like laughing and going gaga about SuperJunior and their Winks! (Haha) Besides, he spelled 'singapore' as 'Songapore'. Anyways, I got totally irritated by Mrs Tan, the teacher who looks like a pregnant woman. I don't understand why she insisted the back row students to move up, it's like who wants to listen to her horrible pronounciation. She can't even pronounce 'Mortality' properly.

We suspect Mrs Goh is having her period today, because she yelled at my class for no darn reason. It's like everyone was doing the practical like a usual class would lah, then she suddenly raised her voice and said we were like fooling around and blahblah, copying people's answer and so on. Seriously, she was really outta her mind today. Anyways, the practical today was about the forces about a fixed pivot(?). So it was pretty easy as Felicia and I simply applied theory and did some calculations to get out answers. We were lazy anyways to balance the ruler and then add the weights on. Call us smart yah. SuetLing and I always never seem to fail playing with each other with the ruler. We would be treating them as swords and killing each other. (Haha)

There's nothing much for me to blog about actually, I'm always typing nonsensical stuffs anyways.

Yet, I still feel jealous about the moments she had with you.

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♥Saturday 11 July 2009♥ @ 2:48 pm
(BTB)


Sorry for the lack of updates yah. So MT oral was on Tuesday, my topic for the conversation was about my views on plastic surgery. There were 2 groups and my group happened to have 2 male examiners who were practically testing the candidates without any emotions and the other group had a fat china woman and a man who was laughing at smiling at her candidates, so unfair. Anyways, Baby, Janus and I were joking around, concluding that we had to 电 the two men in order to get high marks. It was damn funny lah. I suspect Mr wong, the teacher whom I absolutely hate, shortened my reading time. Darn him.

Anyways, school is fun nowadays as Felicia and I would be playing in class AS Mrs tey changed Wenda's and Felicia's seat with each other, unknowningly creating a better seating arrangement for us. (Haha)

Seriously, jiaxin doesn't upload ANY of the pictures we've took since 21 JUNE 2009. Next time cannot trust her with the photo taking. (-.-)

Perhaps the way we are now is good for the both of us.

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♥Sunday 5 July 2009♥ @ 5:36 pm
(Darn)


Arts fiesta. I don't know, so many people said it was boring. You all so pro then come up and perform lah, complain so much. Do you know how tough it is to put up a show anot, all you guys did was to complain and complain. Why not just go to the market and use that big mouth of yours, I'm sure you can do that. To know we did our very very best and that's still not good enough, it's just very very very saddening. Sighs.

Anyways, on Friday, there was a rehearsal before the actual performance. The lunch and dinner sucked. We went back after that to make up and rehears by ourselves. We took super duper alot of photos, screamed crapped joked and it was time to perform. The audience was still alright I guess. I can't remember much, I don't know why. But I think we danced pretty alright because no one dropped the flower or fell. During the finale, Jiaxin and I popped the bigger version of a popper. It was damn hilarious because we were like asking Jerry behind to pop it and he didn't dare. So in the end, Jiaxin and I popped it. Seriously, night shows are the best.

On Saturday afternoon, I reached school at 1pm and make up blahblah. Didn't have any rehearsal or lunch. During the performance, poor Sharon fell twice and Shiqi fell once. They teared, cheer up you two. (: It's alright. There wern't many people watching, it was kinda empty. We gave roses to our two intrustors, Ou lao shi and Mrs Tey! They were so touched. Then Jiaxin and I both received 2 flowers from our dearest Adelle and Yihan. I'm so touched because that was the first time someone gave me flowers.

Went back to the AVA room and I did my tuition homework. Haha. But in the end, we were like singing. Then it was performance time. Ohgosh, there were super duper alot of people. I was nervous and so were my dancers. There was this part of the dance where my flower flew off stage, at that moment I so wanted to cry because without it, the dance would be like screwed. Luckily, Mr Ng something something, the photograper was just below the stage and my flower flew in his direction. So we were like eye-contacting, and I was afriad he wouldn't throw my flower up. But he did but unfortunately, it landed kinda too far away from me and I was wondering what to do. I was whispering for help to my dancers and I think none of them heard me. (-.-) Then my body took over me, I added a new step to pick my flower up and I was laughing to myself afterwards. Luckily, that step look like it's part of the dance. But then , I dropped it again towards the end. However, I managed to pick it up so it was alright. I felt so bad after the dance, it's the same as falling over while dancing. Sighs. Finale was pretty good, but the principal kept on yakking away after that when we were all sweating and it was damn stuffy and hot.

Chionged back to the AVA room, packed and left. But I still hope Jiaxin and I can sneak back into dance, hahahhaa. Pictures and videos next, when Jiaxin uploads them.

To know there's no one for me to dance for, I suddenly felt so lost. I know it's wrong for me to think that way. But it just sucks. Although I truely enjoyed that 6 minutes on stage, perhaps deep down, I feel upset.

To know I am no longer who you care about, its heartwrenching.

Sighs.

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♥Thursday 2 July 2009♥ @ 6:37 pm
(Booo)


I have tuition phobia. (T.T) Everytime I feel so frigging stupid because I don't know how to answer the damn questions. Ohwell.

Actually I don't know what to blog about, perhaps I shall blog on Sunday after the 3 performances on Friday and Saturday.

I seriously feel like studying, I'm not joking. I feel so guilty for not really studying during the holidays.

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But if I let you go, I would never know what my life would be holding you close to me.
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How would I know, if I let you go.
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