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These tears won't
wash you away♥


I'm just another human being and hence like everyone else, I have my own dislikes and times when I get really annoyed. I'm either quiet or noisy, depending on the group of people I'm with. I believe I can hide my emotions pretty well so I guess I'm harder to understand. Apart from all these, I guess I'm okay. I'm just a typical girl who got her heartbroken.




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♥Saturday 28 February 2009♥ @ 11:44 am
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Zhehao old man. (:


This is Gong Yi, lol.


The Card the whole class made, (:


Vivien, Doreen, Janus, XingXuan and YiHui


Reine, SuetLing, ShiTing and Leticia


Lishan, Andrina, HuiSi, Jeslyn and Rachael.


Joyce, Caiying, Cindy, Isabel, Nicole


JiaHui, Elene, Sihui.


Charmaine, Felicia and Wenda.


Muztaffa, Jackson, Leonard and Gongyi.


Rudi, Yangyew, jason and Gongyi
(Not in picture: Darren)


Robin, Gabriel, Jongchi, Jouis, Leon and Gerald.


Aldington, Cherling, Yongcheng and Kenneth.


Mr Arizan and Mrs Goh.


Mdm Zuraidah, BabyTan.


Class 4e3

I haven't got the bbq pictures from yesterday yet, I'll post them up when Felicia sends over. & I shall post later when I get back. Toodles.

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♥Wednesday 25 February 2009♥ @ 7:49 pm
(Sweet-tooth)


Two more days to Gong Yi's farewell party but on the other hand, it means he is leaving for Canada soon. Dang, Ima going to miss him. I asked him if he will miss us, he said yes. I asked him if he will come visit us someday, he said yes. Lol, but most likely he wouldn't have the time to. Ohwell, I still remember last year, Felicia and I were going Gaga over him because he had this really cool look. And when he folded up his sleeves, putting his elbow on the table, and resting his forehead on his fingers, yes we were going gaga over that pose. LOL. But seriously, that pose he made, he looked friggin cool and Omigosh. But that doesn't mean we like him, it just means he looked the coolest in class. So we were just ranking the guys in our class according to their looks, so of course Gong Yi won the first place. LOL. We asked Wenda to join in but she gave us the hell-like-ima-going-to-join-in face, but in the end, she chose Jongchi. Anyways, Gongyi teaches me maths whenever we sit together last year and we laughed when his pen made a 'pop' sound when he bit it. He is such a hardworking chap because he always takes out his black note book which contained hell loads of English Words and their meanings. I was shocked to see 500+ words and he told me he was memorizing them. Mannnnnn, Ima going to miss him!

Yes, finally my class is united. Because everyone agreed to the farewell party and stuffs. & I hope my classmates can give me their photos soon so at least there is a present to Gongyi from the whole class that would be memorable. Ima starting to like my class, well I guess.

Jolene and Adelle gave me this Birthday card. It touched me, because I will definitely miss them when I graduate. ):

Pictures of 20/2/2009
Kudos to Ernest (:


Andy has a very candid face, doesn't he?


I was camera-shy. Lol


See, they bought a cake for us.


This's Jinhao. (:
Ignore the two extras behind. LOL.

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♥Tuesday 24 February 2009♥ @ 5:12 pm
(Happy Birthday Andy & Jinhao!)


I hate Tuesday, because it reminds me of how Mrs Tan pronounces Tuesday - Choosday - Yup, that's how she pronounces it. Hah, I like to irritate her by pretending not to hear whenever she says "The last girl close the door please" until she repeats herself for like 3 to 4 times. After that, I will respond by closing the door. But I have always wondered why the doors have to be closed, it's so stupid.

Stupid zhehao and I are gossiping about people now, it's friggin funny lah. Hohohoho.

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♥Monday 23 February 2009♥ @ 5:00 pm
[I forgot I wasn't suppose to post the lyrics]

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Felicia brought this biscuit to school, it is like those animal crackers y'know? It's plain, simple and delicious. We kept eating it during class, as a result, we had this urge to buy the crackers after school at NTUC. Lol, anyways, I chased Felicia around the class to get the biscuit, hoho. But since I bought them already, I will be snacking them in class tomorrow. :D

PE lesson was hell funny because Felicia and Wenda made me laugh like crap. We had volleyball lesson, I couldn't wack the ball, I couldn't serve it, I couldn't do anything. I wondered why I was so noob in volleyball then Felicia told me the answer, "Your nails" . Lol, perhaps she is right, I was afraid I would break my nails. But seriously, I am among the noobs in volleyball. But I really wanna' learn how to play so I can get to play beach volleyball with Ivana - a promise we made - It would be so cool.

After school, we had lunch together at Serangoon. Then we went to buy the snack that Felicia brought to school today. Haha.

Chatted with Jongchi while playing the piano together. Lol, we were trying to see who could play the fastest for'River Flows In You'. He is a grade 7, like omigosh. Ima only grade 2, LOL. Yes I know Ima noob, l=

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♥Sunday 22 February 2009♥ @ 6:18 pm
19-year-old arrested over SMS hoax about possible terrorist attack in Bugis

SINGAPORE : Police have arrested a 19-year-old in connection with an SMS hoax suggesting a terrorist attack in the Bugis area in downtown Singapore.

Police said that since Friday night, a text message was being circulated around Singapore about a possible terrorist attack in the busy Bugis area.

Several callers to Channel NewsAsia also said they had received the SMS.

Although there was no credible evidence of such an attack, Police said they still took the necessary precautions to enhance security in the area.

Police assure the public there is no cause for alarm as investigations showed the SMS was unsubstantiated.

But it is also giving a stern warning to those who perpetuate such hoaxes, adding that they will not hesitate to take action against them. - CNA/ms

Lol, I received that message from Prissaye.

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Sports Meet 2009.




Lol, I was angry with that Bangala because he almost got into the picture, hence that is where I got my expression from.

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I wonder why you are so sensitive over that matter. I didn't mean to yell at you, I was just angry at what you did. Whenever we talk, we end up quarreling, whenever we want to apologize, we still quarrel because both of us do not want to give in. We both have stubborn characters within us. When it's over, when we stop quarreling, I always end up crying for something I do not know, why? Maybe it's because I feel bad, and guilty and perhaps upset.

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(Happy Birthday YuhLing!)


Went changkat with Ernest on Friday. Training is now more fun and enjoyable, so we celebrate Jinhao and my birthday. I was surprised of course, lol.

Then I actually wanted to sleep when I got home, but then zhehao called and said not to sleep because he has something important to tell me. I knew it was fake when I heard Matthew's laughter at the back, Lol. So at around 12 midnight, zhehao called again and said some crap before asking me to open the door. & hell, they brought this birthday cake and wished me happy birthday. I was like so touched because they were the first to do this surprise thingy, yesterday has to be the best birthday ever in my entire 16 years. So we chatted outside my house for like 2 hours, before I went back to sleep while they went I don't know where. Lol.


Knew them since Primary 5, they are my bestfriends for life and I'll never forget them.
(except for Andy because I knew him since Primary 3)

AnglicanTkd, AndyCheng, AndyTay, Andrew, Anthony, BabyTan, BenjaminSoh, BenjaminLim, Beverly, Brenna, ClaraYeo, Charlene, Daddy, Darren, Felicia, Fiona, Elliot, Damien, Ernest, HsChineseDance, Jane, Jolene, Jongchi, Joyce, JiaXin, Jinhao, KaiXiang, Kangwei, Kenneth, Kevin, Leon, Leonard, Lynette, Mandy, Maojie, Mummy, Pungyee, Sharon, ShiTing, SiangTuan, QiuYi, Velda, Yanqi, Yihan, YiSin, YuhLing, Wenjie, Wenda, Zibing, Zora. & I can't remember already, one day has passed hence my memory failed. l=

& I found someone with the same birthday as me, but I forgot her name.

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♥Thursday 19 February 2009♥ @ 7:31 pm
(The Sister Keeper)


Yes, it's such a sad novel. I actually teared while reading the last part and my heart aches now. Today was just another ordinary day with no interesting events happening. But I started a dream journal, so Ima going to like Analyze them after I reached a 100 dreams. Haha. Last night. Jongchi accidentally messaged me instead of his friend to bring the ear-piece rubbery-thing tomorrow, which is today. And because of that message, I had a dream of me buying a new ear-piece. Stupidddddd!

I think Ima always saying the wrong thing. (shit)

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♥Wednesday 18 February 2009♥ @ 7:21 pm
(Lame Shit)


I finally laughed non-stop for 5 minutes today during Biology lesson. It was hell funny at that moment. It all started when Felicia walked over to my table, I had this evil plan in mind to play a prank on her. So, I told her there was something on her cheeks and I kept pointing where it was using my cheeks as a mirror. When she couldn't get the 'thing' off her face, I finally told her there wasn't anything and burst into laughter. Felicia looked at me and walk away, LOL. From at moment, I just couldn't stop laughing. Wenda laughed at me whenever I started laughing again, Lishan and Andrina looked back and asked what happen, hoho. When I finally stopped laughing, I heard Isabel's laughter across the class, then this made me laugh even more, hell I don't know why. So after sometime, I stopped, thinking that I am done laughing for the day. Then all of a sudden, Jackson shouted at the class:

Jackson: EH CLASS, WHO GOT SEE CHER LING'S GEOGRAPHY WORKSHEET?
Class: Nooo, nahh, Don't have.

Jackson responded by saying "Okay" But he went off-pitch, LOL. Those who heard him, as he speaks kinda softly, burst out laughing. Crapppp! Felicia and I kept recalling that moment he went off-pitch and laughed like crazy. Okay, but I guess he is quite embarrassed to go off-pitch while talking, so I shan't laugh at him anymore, even though its hard.

I think I was like really high during dance, I don't know why, especially after dance. I was like singing and dancing like nobody's business. Sharon was afraid of the song I sang because she kept imagining someone seducing her, LOL.

So I told Wenda about my dream that I had yesterday night, she and Jongchi thinks Ima weird, LOL. So I told them I would become a dreamologist when I grow up, and yes I made that word up, And told them things like maybe Dreams can somehow connect to a hidden world out there. Hah, yes I know it's crap but who cares, lol. But all these defiantly made me more creative, hoho.

So yes, today is enjoyable, (:

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♥Tuesday 17 February 2009♥ @ 5:08 pm
(Hello World)



This is a candid shot taken by Andrina and Jeslyn during Maths Lesson.
Firstly, Ima not showing off my muscles, I was checking out my nails. Lol
Secondly, It looks like Ima doing something to Isabel but hell no okay.
Thirdly, Ima not scratching Isabel's head.

School was alright, Wenda was damn funny, she said "Fuck you" to me when my school bag accidentally smacked into her head, lol. Geography lesson was hell boring, everyone was practically falling asleep. This reminds me of wenda's favourite phrase which is: My eyes are loosing the battle, Lol. & yes hell I hate that Mrs Tan. Apparently, she wore the exact same outfit as last Tuesday. Felicia says she finds Mrs Tan okay because she happens to be her Girl Guide Teacher. Ohwell, Mrs Tan irritates me. Fat.Ugly.Bitch

And yes, I suddenly remembered to blog about my dream last night. I dreamed that I was dead, in a car accident. I saw myself lying in the car, not moving with my eyes closed. Then what happened next was I heard my own voice narrating the story, narrating what actually happened, causing the crash. The car I was in was trying to beat the oncoming vehicles at the cross junction. Then suddenly, a HUGE white Lorry/Van came crashing into the car I was in. From a bird's eye view,the car I was in was being banged into another lane and then an oncoming vehicle crashed into my car and then causing the car to spin around continuously towards the green fence that separates the two roads. That was how I died, but then I came back alive or something and my dream ended. Lol :D

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♥Monday 16 February 2009♥ @ 7:11 pm
(Tell me why)


Another day at school, & yes Ima going for Gongyi's farewell paaarteee on the 27th of this month. Ima going to miss him, although I only sat with him in class during Mr Arizan lessons last year. Sometimes he will teach me maths and I have no idea what he is talking about, and sometimes I totally understand. Sometimes we laugh together in class because what he did was hell funny. So yes, Ima going to miss him when he migrates to Canada for further studies I think.

Went for the prefects investiture at the last minute, lucky isn't it? So I walked with Wenjie to the hall and Mr Ng mistook us as Secondary Ones, damn. Zhehao was super super outstanding when they danced, Lol. Fat Face was as ugly as ever and her dance movements were horrible. I SO WANTED TO LAUGH IN HER FACE, YES I HATE HER BECAUSE I JUST DO. Actually, I don't know why I hate fat face, maybe she just irritates me, well somehow. I don't like what she do, I hate the way the smiles because it makes her face much wider than usual. I totally dislike her every feature and her every action because they just irritate me. She's an eye sore to me, in my eyes, she is nothing but a bitch who tries to bootlick her fellow male friends. Yes, that is how I look at her. I know someone is going to be quite unhappy because this girl happens to be his friend, or should I say, good friend, OR EVEN BESTIE WORXZXZ. Okay whatever, Ima being mean but seriously, this is the only way to vent my frustration so do bear with me folks. But no matter how much I scold and insult her in my blog, my anger for her would not go away because to me, it's not enough to let me be in peace. Goshhhh, but deep down, I know the exact solution for me to not be this angry, for me to relax and never to think about her ever again, but this is the solution which only Me, Myself and I can know because it's such a selfish plan. ):

Stupid, so after that, Wenjie and I went to point to have our lunch. She walked me to the bus stop and her mum fetched her home before it started raining cats and dogs, yes its cliched. 325 took really long to arrive, like 18 minutes or so. Unluckily, I dropped off at the wrong stop and ran all the way to hougang mall and I was drenched by then. Went into the tuition centre and changed into my uniform so it's cool.

(:

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♥Sunday 15 February 2009♥ @ 7:55 pm
(Post it)


So I met BabyTan, Xingxuan & Yihui at hougang mall and walked to the tuition center. We had this instant conversation activity. There were pieces of paper with different kinds of topics on them, hence a few of us chose and we were required to talk about it for a minute. The first girl had the topic 'Natural Reservers', the next girl had 'community spirit' and unlucky enough, I was the third girl, I had the topic 'Old folks home'. When Miss Roberts asked me to try, I was going 'Dang!' So I talked crapped and I had no idea what I was talking about. It was extremely scary, I think my tremulous voice gave me away. Gosh, I was so gald it was overrrrrr. Then Miss Roberts say this activity is to prepare us for Oral Examination, lol.

Dance was alright, Ivana was like crazy because she wore a black turtle neck shirt which is long sleeved and she warp her scarf around her neck. Prissaye and I were like looking at her with puzzling eyes. Lol, but she learnt her lesson when we walked out of the dance studio as the weather was friggin warm. Ivana kept complaining and complaining, Hah.

Tomorrow's school again, yawns.



I'll reach out my hand to you, I'll have faith in all you do.

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♥Friday 13 February 2009♥ @ 11:36 pm
(Blog before I sleep)


Today's friday the 13th, which is also advanced Valentines day. School was not so good, the canteen wasn't open which means no food. Biscuits and NeWater were given out for recess, gosh.

& Oh how I hate Mr Wong, he and his stupid Badminton CCA people. Rude jerks who insist of playing at OUR SPOT. Assholes, gosh! & there was this guy with charcoal-ed skin, small lazy eyes who was really really rude to Mdm Ou. Anyways, I hate the badminton people, well only two of them, who offended us. Gosh, to hell with you two, the charcoal-ed skin guy and the FAT WHITE BOY WEARING BERMUDAS. Pictures will be uploaded soon.

& yes, I quarreled with Mr Wong because his darn badminton people snatched our dance spot, and I almost got Jolene and Adelle into trouble because they were with me. Sorry babes, And Shit that Mr Wong for making Jolene cry, I HOPE YOU CHOKE WHEN YOU EAT ASSHOLE. He and his pervertic eyes, curly-wurly hair and he definitely looks like the taller and skinnier version of cher ling. Seriously man, he is so weird and mental. I was so so so darn furious and I felt so indignant because the stupid badminton people won't budge even though Mdm Ou asked them nicely to move. Hence, I went to quarrel with him. At that moment, I went crazy and I yelled bad remarks at him because the sight of him made me angrier. Lol, he acted oh-so-cool about that, I guess he was speechless because he couldn't argue back, hence he used the method that all coward teachers would use, "Ima going to report you to (someone)"

In the end, he told Mdm Ou and she asked me to apologise to that creepy old man, CRAP. But I did with my fingers crossed. There is NO way Ima going to apologise sincerly to that creepy old man. I still hate you Mr Wong because he watches Porn and he is a sick old man. Asshole. He once told my junior "I can see you naked", which scared the hell out of my junior, Mr wong is just another pervert living in Singapore.

& This is my Friday the 13th, unlucky isn't it?

Zhehao, someone's face DAMN BIG AND FAT, Ima so jealous. LOL.

After dance, went for tkd training. Talked to zhehao on the phone and I came up with a nickname for him called YAYA and I would be PAPAYA. Hence, this would be what we will say when we see each other:

Zhehao: I'm YAYA
Charmaine: I'm PAPAYA
Zhehao&Charmaine: AND TOGETHER, WE ARE YAYA PAPAYA.

LOL, it's friggin funny lahhhhhh!

Met Ernest @ tampines and walked to Changkat together, training was tiring. Gosh, laughed and crapped and Mr Tan drove Joyce, Jemery, Andy and I home.

Ima blogging because I felt like and also to let my hair dry so that I can go to bed. (:

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♥Thursday 12 February 2009♥ @ 7:11 pm
(I'm back)


I hate that Miss Toh, my Chemistry Teacher. I could have gotten another extra 2 marks for the writing of any chemical equation on the last page. My equation was correct but the BaSO4 which I wrote looked like BuSO4 TO HER. Darn it, so I went up to ask for marks.

Charmaine: Miss Toh, my this equation correct lei, I wrote BaSO4.
Miss Toh: Yah I know, but your 'a' look like 'u'
Charmaine: But I correct whaaaaaat. I got do workings, see (points to the workings in pencil)
Miss Toh: HAHA, too bad! Cambridge will also mark you wrong.
Charmaine: Huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ):
Miss Toh: But you are very honest because you didn't change it *pats on my back*
Charmaine: (Walks away feeling so SIANNNNNED)


So my CA1 results are really bad this time round.

English: 21/50
Maths: 18/50 (yes I know, test on Standard deviation also can get 18)
Chinese: 23/50
Chemistry: 24/40
Physics: 24/40
POA: 15.5/30
Biology: 34/40
Social Studies: 12.5/25

So I realized that I do much better in my Sciences than other subjects. I promise I would work hard, I'll get better grades in the next exam (:

& tomorrow, no food would be sold in the canteen and we have to survive on biscuits and new water, (darn)

&& I signed up for the Sunday tuition with BabyTan!

&&& LAU ZHE HAO IS OFFICIALLY A YAYA! (:

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♥Wednesday 11 February 2009♥ @ 8:23 pm
(Bored)


Bio practical today, (ohgosh) Before that, hung out with BabyTan! She is such a cute friend, haha. I think I had a lot of marks deducted because I did not read the measurements properly as I had parallax error. Ohwell, I felt so embarrassed because I went to ask the teacher if I could redo because I was the only one, hah.

Went to dance after the practical, Jolene was crying so bitterly. I felt so sad to see her like that, I hugged her and she burst into tears. ): Then yuling asked me to play the Piano for her to listen, so I did. While playing, Yanqi quickly told me not to play because it made Jolene sadder, because I think the song was sad. I felt so bad! Jolene, I love you and don't be sad! ):

& yes, I love Declan. He's hot. (:

While walking to the bus stop, I saw BabyTan and her friends infront of us. So I called BabyTan and I hid behind Sharon. Lol, but she saw me in the end. It was damn funny :D

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My brother asked me to watch this clip, I think it's damn funny.



I'm learning this song, ( dang )

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♥Tuesday 10 February 2009♥ @ 7:28 pm
( Okay )


Darn that Leonard for getting 4 A1 ALREADY for his CA1 test, crap. This has motivated me to study even harder, DARNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

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( Shucks )


I felt so angry, I felt so upset, I wanted to just cry when Jolene asked me what happened. Damn it. The feeling was so strange, it was telling me things I don't wanna know or hear. I wanted to stop it but it was going on and on. I need a good cry, I need to cry my frustration out, if not things will go worse, I know. ( stupid)

Things aren't going well lately, maybe blogging is the only way for me to vent my frustrations or the only way to cheer up myself up. Yes, I know it sounds stupid. Luckily BabyTan was there for me, if not I'll be crying already.

Some people were hogging at my table & seat during Chinese, and because of that, I was homeless for that period. & I had to stand at the door to talk to BabyTan, and yes she is a veryvery nice friend . I told her I was angry but I don't know why I couldn't frown, she told me I looked more sad than angry. I laughed because I forgot how to be angry.

Maybe I'm just under pressure, because I feel that I'm falling apart. I feel sad most of the times now, & I don't like this emotional change. I don't know who to confine to, because I feel no one can understand what Ima trying to say. & Sometimes when I get really really upset and feel indignant about something, [ this sentence has been deleted ]

Shit.


I'm fighting myself everyday, I'm suffering inside
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I hate my Geography Teacher, Mrs Tan. She isn't skinny, she isn't pretty, she isn't nice. She can't pronounce words properly, and she thinks she is funny. She's trying to make the class like her but her tactics ain't working on me. & Ima so uninterested in her lessons, bitch.










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♥Monday 9 February 2009♥ @ 5:05 pm
This post shall be all about DECLAN GALBRAITH.
YES HELL I LOVE HIM. LOL (:



When Declan Galbraith was much younger, though.


Isn't he hot? (:



Danny Boy


An angel


carrickfergus

(:

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♥Sunday 8 February 2009♥ @ 7:36 pm
(Stupid)

I had a really sad dream yesterday, so I felt depressed in it. So my dream was that Jiaxin and I quarreled over something which I can't remember, I think it was about dance practices. Then she yelled at me ( I can't hear properly though ) , I was so furious and I told her to stop slanging, because she sounds awful when she slangs. ( yes, I know there is no link, Lol ) I went up to the hall and sat down, without waiting for Wenjie. I was actually crying, so when Wenjie came up, she asked me what happened and I said nothing really happened. Then all of a sudden, I felt so sad ( & yes, I could feel that sadness, it felt so real ) and I burst out crying. Then I felt my heart aching, Lol.

You must be thinking why did I cry in my dreams over such a small matter, I don't know myself.

Then the scene changed, my class was at the computer lab, a really huge one. Then Felicia told me to sit with Jongchi, then she laughed. Then what happened next had no link with sitting with Jongchi. So I was talking with my classmates like BabyTan, then I assigned to sit with Wenda by the teacher but Felicia snatched my seat. Lol, then I got upset and angry, I walked out of the computer lab and Felicia was behind me apologizing profusely.

Yeah, I know my dreams are lameeeeeee.

I had another sad dream few years back, when I was in primary school, & it still remains vividly in my mind. I dreamed that my mummy was going for work and I was pulling her, telling her not to go, then I was screaming, and crying and crying. Then she said she would come back, then my dream ended.

I've always been afraid that my dreams could come true, because recently, I haven't been dreaming about good stuffs. Haha, so yeah. I'm not weird, I am just a girl who can recall her dreams better (:

[edit]
jongchi says:
lol sia your dreams
jongchi says:
seriously you publish it then i think it will be the best seller book for the year.

LOl, cool right? (:
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♥Saturday 7 February 2009♥ @ 2:17 pm
Heyyoo.


So I didn't have time to blog yesterday because I reached home @ around 11:40pm. I finally went back to changkat after like 134123412 days, hah. It was fun yesterday, not as tough as previous trainings. Ima going to the library to borrow books, Mandy just motivated me to study even harder because a 9 pointer like her went into poly. Dang it, lol.

Going for dance later in the evening, to celebrate CNY.

So let me tell you guys about my dream I had on Thursday night. I dreamt that I was running around the school, holding my bladder and I couldn't find the stupid toilet. Then someone told me there was a secret place which has a toilet, hence I followed that girl to this corner of the school. Infront of me, lies a wall with a squarish hole. ( We were at the 3rd storey, btw) & she told me to jump through the hole to get to the hidden toilet. I was afraid at first and suddenly, Muztaffa appeared in my dreams, omigosh. Then my dream ended.

Where's the justice? I didn't get to release my bladder in the dreams, crap! Because I felt urgent in my dreams lah.

Ima having weirder dreams everyday, there was once I dreamt of some guys in my class, they had a 'job' ( those 'jobs' in online-games ) One of them was an Archer, the other was a Sword Master ( it is called that in my dreams ) & the last one a magician. Lol, I don't want to write the names of the guys because I think it's embarrassing. HEHE.

But I think my dreams are unique and funny, :D I shall write my dreams IF I can recall them. & Did I post about my dream of Nemo? I think I didn't, I shall write about that dream the next time. (:

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♥Thursday 5 February 2009♥ @ 3:53 pm
Exams are overrr. (screams)


Chemistry was okay for me, I managed to name the unknowns so I guess Ima still safe unless I my answers are all wrong lah. Hah, Ima starting to love chemistry and not forgetting biology. BabyTan and I were like laughing and laughing about anything, it's so fun chatting with her. I was teaching her Chemistry and she taught me POA but no one taught us physics. (Dang it)

I thought the Physics' questions were kinda easy but it's just that I keep getting them wrongly, pure carelessness I guess. I couldn't balance my POA, (dang it)

I took a peek at the English comprehension answers that MrsTey had today, & I have a feeling that Ima going to fail English. Then she took it away, ):

Booooo, I wanna take Art (Damn it)

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♥Wednesday 4 February 2009♥ @ 7:17 pm
Ohmygod, such angelic voices.





ZHEHAO! 中国 says:
wtf
ZHEHAO! 中国 says:
is tt ponyo guys?
, 心玄律 eeniamrahc♥ says:
no -.-
ZHEHAO! 中国 says:
are those ponyo guys?
ZHEHAO! 中国 says:
looks like
ZHEHAO! 中国 says:
LOLS
, 心玄律 eeniamrahc♥ says:
lol
, 心玄律 eeniamrahc♥ says:
vocals friggin high
ZHEHAO! 中国 says:
wah great voice
ZHEHAO! 中国 says:
BUT
ZHEHAO! 中国 says:
freaking gay
ZHEHAO! 中国 says:
wah lan
ZHEHAO! 中国 says:
voice havent break
ZHEHAO! 中国 says:
lol
, 心玄律 eeniamrahc♥ says:
LOl

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Heyoo.


I had a scary dream yesterday night. I dreamt that I was in Taiwan with my family, then when we were going back to Singapore. There was this loud, scream which sounded really real. So in my dream, I ran towards the crowd nearby. I saw a black plane-like object hovering really high up and then all of a sudden, a figure, the pilot perhaps, jumped down from the plane-like object while screaming at the top of his lungs. He landed right into the Forest below him, so the plane was going out-of-control and it finally dropped down into the forest and then, kabooooom! I saw a big explosion. Well, to me, that dream was scary. But in my dream, I knew it was a 'plane' carrying the luggages, hahs. Weird isn't it?

Maths was like difficult for me, Felicia looked at me like Ima very stupid like that because I didn't know how to do question 2, siann. I know its easy but I just don't know. Chinese was omigosh, the comprehension was like friggin difficult lah. It's like you had to infer, just like English comprehension. Stupid exammmmmxzxz.

I have very nice friends who would hear me, who would listen to what I was unhappy about. My life isn't that bad afterall. Thankyou Zhehao & Acab, (:

Okay, I don't know why Ima getting angry over small little things, dang it. I shall elaborate more about what happened today tomorrow, since I needa study now.
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So I realised that you can never do what you said you would. So what for getting so upset over you, because you'll never understand. Maybe all these are just small tiny matters to you, loosing me as a friend is equivalent to not loosing anything important to you at all. Because in your eyes, I wasn't even important in the first place, that's why this happens. I'm used, I'm so used to you lying already. But I still don't know why I wanna' care, to know why you wanna' be like this. Maybe it was because I still cannot forget the time when we are really good friends, and it was always so fun to talk to you. Maybe, perhaps, I don't know. I don't know what to do anymore.

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♥Tuesday 3 February 2009♥ @ 3:55 pm

Darlings for life (:



Kudos to Prissayeee.
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Omigoshhh.


Social studies paper was a killer because I don't think Mr Tan taught my class about the terrorism or Osama thingy or whatever. Maybe he did teach, maybe its just that I didn't listen? But that wasn't the case because Felicia and Isabel were like "Omigosh, stupid Mr Tan, he didn't teach us this topic lah." So let's all blame Mr Thomas Tan for not teaching my class the terrorism part of Social Studies. But maybe we were suppose to read that topic ourselves, maybe. But what's done can't be undone, I just sat at my seat and stonned while Felicia and Isabel were like furious and said they want to complain about Mr Tan. Ahwell, But Mr Tan did say the whole of chapter 1, it's just that he didn't teach.

Thinking back to the moment where I was trying to figure out what was the question talking about, I don't know why I went to write my thoughts down, I seriously don't know why I did that. Maybe I was angry and upset that we didn't learn, or maybe I am just crazy. Hah. So I wrote something like this which makes no sense at all:

Source A is trying to show that Kuwait is safe from Iraq because President Gorge W. Bush is being elected once again at the General elections. This means that Bush will continue to protect Kuwait for the next four years.
The glass of water shows that he is thirsty.
The smile on the old beardy man shows that he is happy that Bush won the elections.
-Then Eleen asked nicole whether the man was Osama or Saddam & I overheard-
So I continued my paper with:
( Omigosh, why is my classmate saying this guy is Osama? You didn't teach us this topic )

& I seriously don't know why I wrote thaaaat ): English & Biology were soso, I don't dare to say that it's easy or its hard, it's just SoSo to me. So I'm currently studying Emaths now, praying and hoping I can at least pass and be able to do the paper tomorrowwww. Maths is my worst nightmare. & I hope that I would be able to understand the chinese paper tomorrow, and not getting frustrated because I don't understand or I keep getting stuck at the first paragraph and also not writing any English words down onto the answer sheet.

Good luck to me! Hohohoh.

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♥Monday 2 February 2009♥ @ 6:45 pm
Exam tomorrow, shiaaat.


Currently studying while memorizin whatever stuffs I can stuff it into my memory box. But seriously man, putting Social studies, Biology & English all together is like so unfair. All those memory work papers in one day, my brain cells are like crying for help already. I scored a 10 for English Mock Test, well I'm not that satisfied though, I really wanna' pass. & I hate those yaya people, stop show offing please. I know you are smart but can you please like spare a thought for us, the stupid ones? Gosh, ): Everday, Ima practically dying in class. So I don't think I have anything to blog anymore, but I'll upload the pictures after exams.

She doubted me, thinking that I couldn't pronounce Japanese words. Hah, as if she is so perfect. I was kinda angry at her at that time because she was so friggin arrogant.
"you don't know how to read de lah" & her tone was seriously BZZ.
Go die please babe.

I can't breathe.

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