Roars.


Currently studying my physics now, I think physics and maths are alike, because they are alwaysalways confusing me. Maths was like hell today, I only know how to do the first and the last question of the paper, the rest is like .. ohmytians. But at least I've tried my best, thanks to his message. Ahems, I think maybe I can get some working marks, so I have at like maybe 10% of passing. My memory is failing me because I couldn't remember the formulae that wenda taught me early in the morning, sadded.
My brother told me not to ask him things about physics, I wonder why, I need serious help.

;♥

Roars.


I'm really trying to chiong my maths now, my brother said that some of my E-maths questions in the next book are like A-maths, is it? I have a 99% chance of failing because i haven't been paying attention, & i think it's too late to chiong now, trying to remember every single formulae. But I know it's no use, and my last resort for tomorrow's paper , peep at other people's answer. LOl. x: I hope the girl diagonally infront of me is good in maths. *laughs*
Even if I do remember every singleeeeee formulae and methods in the text book now, my mind will be 100% or maybe 99% blank when the maths exam starts. Then even the simplest question will look sosososso damn complicated to me because my mind will be in a big mess. Then I'll use my own made up rule in the paper, according to my brother. As a result, i will anyhow plus here minus there, and hence, i will fail.
Hohos.
Roars, i will buck up, i hope.
But then why am I still blogging when i said that i'm chionging my maths. Hmmm...

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Before I forget.


Happy 15th Birthday Maojie, A.K.A

Mr Worm

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Roars.


I feel happy, hmm...
*coughs* Anyways, Zhengjun couldn't make it for dance and ivana was going to wuyue alone right after her work. I reached the mrt like super duper early, 15 mins before the meeting time. Wenbin , my daddy and their friends were inside that tap thingy already and i was outside, but i was kinda shocked when i saw 5 or 6 of his friends when actually he said he was bringing 2 friends. Hahs, trainned to outram park when priscillia reached the mrt,
At one station, all of them alighted except wenbin, my daddy and alex. They walked us to wuyue.

Sad that zhengjunnies didn't come for dance because she needed to do some notice board thing, danced zhou ma, luckily the air-con was on or else we will be sweating like pigs. o_o After dance, wenbin was outside the dance studio, it so happened that wanqi they all saw , so there were like "byee charmaine" , even miss goh saw it, i felt so dotdotdot. Hahhs. So we trainned back to serangoon, i thought ivana was angry with me, it turned out that she was only playing with me, phew.

He walked me back and then charlene saw us from above, LOL, then she being kpo and asked and asked and asked. Hahas. Then i told her to go care about her aaron, x: Then she gave me this face '-.-' D:

Thankyou for today. [:

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i dont care about you or you,
i only care about you.

;♥

ROARS.


Yesterday was fun, I finally went kboxing.
Erms, i slept around 11 plus plus yesterday night and woke up at 2am. Then i don't know why, i suddenly felt like stuying, so i took my maths textbook and all the worksheets to my brother's room since he was awake, then i asked him to teach me. I finished everything at around 4 plusplus, then i went back to sleep . o_o
Okays, i'm starting to love 歐若拉 . I sang it like 5 times yesterday,
Gosh, my nails keep breaking, so they are like so short now. D: *sobbs*

& I shall blog later,

;♥

Roars.


I'm tired. o_o
Bused to wenda to school today but we were a little late, so fiona messaged me asking whether we both died onto the road, how mean, hahas but i told her that i was going up to haunt her. Then we assembled, i love fridays because school ends early which is like 12:35pm. Anyways, i had so much fun with felicia in class today, we were like doing the top 20 boys in class as in from the shuai-est to the not so shuai. It was fun and lame, we both agreed that he was the shuaiest among all. o_o The reason why I'm not writting his name down is because later wenda the big mouth will go say, hohos. :b
I love writting letters, especially to my mrs sissy, o_o I love her to bits, :D
After school, had some Chinese New Year rehearsal, the first dance performance was kinda screwed up luhs, sianned but the second time was much better. Stayed back to correct some dance steps, bigbig thanks to yuling.

After dance, mac with jermaine and suxian. Then jessie joined too because she was a mac . Didn't see her for such a long time already, she became prettier. :D
Then bused 109 home and guess who i saw, i saw him . Lol, the number 1 shuai ge in our class, ( but that's what me and felicia think) x:

I think i'm like so pro, because during chinese lessons, we recieved the friday newspaper and at the back page was the F4 guys. So i was like doodling on him, sort of transform him into a girl and guess what happened? After the 'make-over' he looked like the girl version of qiu yi! Amazing, i have such pro skill! Hahas. I'm not joking you know, even yanqi says sooooo. D:

Currently watching some dance videos, gah, i love the original quan wu, the dancers are like sooooo damn -gaoooo- pro. D: *jealousjealous* o_o
Hs chinese dance, must jiayou! :D
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God, i hate her and her.
She will always always always attitude people.
Gaooo ~

;♥

Roars.


Hao-chan says his school starts at 9am *jealous* but it ends at 6pm *laughs* . Hahaas, sorry hao-chan!

Gahhs, i'm suppose to chiong my studies and homework today, but then i don't feel like it, hmms. I think i will blog later, :D

;♥

ROARS!


I'm soooooo angry! Reminds me of zhengjun laughing so loudly in the movies during enchanted when the princess yelled "i'm so angrry!" Lols. x:
Okay, i'm suppose to be angry, concentrates . She knows why i am angry, & I love her. Weeeets. Backstabbing, Betraying, Lies. Whatever, i'm sick of people lying to me, it's like no one wants to be honest. Why? To not get themselves into trouble i guess. Oh wells, it's their mouth.

I want to take japanese classes lah, but my mummy ask me to master my chinese language first, im jealous because fiona is going to learn like next month, ahhhh!
I have to study now, ca1 is like next tuesday, tooooodles.

;♥

Mandy: Relinked.

Pris: Ahhh, forgot to remove it, hohos. Anyways, i'll tell you during dance. :D

Passer-by: I used photoscape to combine 4 separate pictures together. & Thanks!

Pris: LOL, relax!

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Roars.


Nigel daddy changed my name to mini nigel, D: & now i'm a boy, How cannnnn! Gaoooo, lessons was fun with felicia, i don't know why, she just make me laugh but wenjie is still the best. :D We exchanged letters so a guy from my class asked me why can't I just sms her, So I told him that writting letters make you wait so its like soooo fun. Damn, i can't describe the feeling of waiting though. Assembly was like totally dotdotdot, the talk was about HIV, AIDS etcetc, so it was super erm... Anyways, there was a part on 'how to wear a condom' So people like us were laughing while some boys, especially him, name not mentioned, were listening with their mouth opened, you know. Imagine.. So Me and Felicia were like looking and laughing at them, ahem.

Okay, enough, then stayed back with jiaxin and sharon, to dance with the choir or something, we wanted to use the fans as our props but they were borrowed from other schools, luckily, miss ou had some chou with her, so we borrowed them, but it was blue! They totally clash with our chinese dance costume which are like red. D:

I'm having a really bad runny nose, D:
& she is so irrating lah, saying she became popular. That is like totally so LaughOutLoud cans? Some people agree with me too, loool.

;♥

Ohyah,

I'm not that stupid,
weeeeets.

;♥

Roars,


Changed my Url, zhengjunnies said it sounded emo .
But it's not, it's just something, something.
Ohwells, there wasn't any night dance practice today, & i don't think there is anymore on sundays. Hmm, I screwed my up whole blog just now, i accidently delete the html and realise that i did not even save one copy in my com, arghs. So i was redo-ing the whole blog just now,

I was lazy to go around asking people to relink me , so I placed a link in the other blog that is linked to this blog. It's up to them to relink or not, hohos.
Didn't go kboxing today, ahwells, there will always be a next time. :D

Arghs, my earhole is bleeding thanks to my itchy hand, shall go wash it now,
byebye.

;♥

Roars.


12 more days mr worm, and around 1 more month for me, yuhming and andy lao ma.
Okays, random.
Fiona overslept today, then wenda went to school early for banner, i was almost late, sooooooooo.
Class was okay, damn that darren for playing my games in my phone until my battery was almost dead. D: After school, went to point with jolene and wenjie, went to mac and eat. Then jiaxin and suxuan came, walked around and went for dance.
Urghs, i dont feel like blogging now because i found another anime to watch. Ahhhhhh~ :D
Byeeee!

;♥

I get your message, you dont have to repeat twice,
Because if that is how you feel , then i can't do anything.
Mou shitteita..
I've never thought that this will happen,
Or even turn out this way.
What happened to the promises we made?
Where did they all go?
Lies.
I'm done crying, because i have to be strong from now onwards.
Mou Nakanai.. Mou Nakanai..

Enough is Enough
I know what i'm suppose to do now
Lies

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Roars.


I like my class' notice board now, it looks super cute lahs, thanks to liai who decorated our notice board. I went to school with wenda again, hmms. Lessons were kinda boring today.
I herby conclude that Fiona {aka NaNa :D} has spilt personalities, one minute she can turn in to the forgetful fiona by saying "who are you" Then she goes to her mean side by saying "imh patient" And I prefer her turning into the nice fiona when she types "remember to love fio!" in my phone. LOL, don't get angry. :b
Okay, now i don't feel like blogging, time for the lyrics. xD

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arigatou iwanaiyo
zutto shimatte oku
sayonarawa kagerinai
yume no ato shizukani oritatsu

ryoute ni wa furi sosogu kakera wo
itsumademo itsumademo daite
saigo made waratteru tsuyosa wo
mou shitteita

ohayou mezame wa
mabushikute kanashii
sayonara yurusenai
bokutachi no yowasa ga yokatta

futari ni wa arifureta yasashisa
hana no youni koi no you ni utsurou
hikui kumo kaze wo matsu shizukesa
mou kikoenai

ryoute ni wa furi sosogu kakera wo
itsumademo itsumademo daite
saigo made waratteru tsuyosa wo
mou shitteita

Mou nakanai Mou nakanai nakanai

;♥

Roars,


Currently doing my Physics homework now, hmm i don't really like chemistry because i don't understand it. D: Ohhhohhh, but i'm like so in love with biology! I'm having 4 periods straight tomorrow, anyways bused to school with wenda, hmms. Our chinese teacher didn't come so we wasted one period there, arghs. Plus, people were going around asking people to eat the pandan cake they baked, i ate wanting's pandan cake and it was nice. Then joanne asked a few girls in my class to eat beverly's one and it was like so salty. So we sort of tricked other people to eat the salty pandan cake. Hahas, then after chinese, beverly told me she didn't do the baking, it was her partner. Lol, poor thing.

Fiona didn't take care of her maomao, tsktsk and I defiantly can take better care of maomao. Teehee. Urhs, fiona keep saying i'm from imh, hmm. I wonder why, D: Anyways, i love her alot. :D That's one thing for sure,

You guys should have noticed that i've change my skin as well as my blogskin, [like finally.] Okay, i have nothing to blog about because there is nothing interesting, i want to make my post longer but it's like impossible, ahhhhh! D: But i'll try to think of a way to make it longgerrr.
Weeets.

Damn, i'm going to have a sore throat soon. D:

;♥

Roars:


I've changed my skin and my blog song soon, i hope.
I acutally had the original version of this skin long ago, but it was ugly. So i re-design and now this is how it looks like. Hmms, went to the toilet lesser with wenjie today, tsktsk . But luckily i have my fairy partner felicia to laugh with, wenda still don't laugh at our jokes! D: I hate our pe teacher, he looks so .. umm. Whatever.
Andy promised me that he will bring me to kboxing, yay. My lao ma is the best.
Finally the golden path is at its climax.
randomrandomrandom, i'm being random.
I love wenjie,
I love fiona,
I love Ivana,
I love Prissaye,
I love zhengjunnies,
{maybe i should write my laoma's name, later he kill me xD}

My five{six} mostmostmostmost trusted bestfriends.
I love them all, i'll kill you if you make them sad. ^^

;♥

Roars,


Doing my skin now, shall blog later. xD
Mmm, i love strawberry pocky.

;♥

FOr the meowmeows: [:

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Roars.


I'm seriously going to change this ugly skin sooner or later, it's so plain to my eye now, (when i have the time to make one though)
I love wenjie to bits. Had lunch with her after school, urghs, i missed the laughter i had with her last year. Oh wells, at least i still can laugh with felicia around, but wenda just don't laugh at our jokes, Lol . :D We were playing with our 'wands' early in the morning, wenda was kinda the 'victim' :b . Fiona, get well soon alrights! :D I don't want to see you sneezing tomorrow.
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You have the option to choose to read or not :
Yawns, if you think the person i'm talking about is you, then go ahead. I can't do anything though, not happy with me then scold me lor, because i believe my thinkings are right. Hmmpf. Sometimes being over-sensetive and thinking way too much ain't good for you health, it's just a piece of infomation and you can choose whether to listen or not. Just don't fine me young man because i can always FINE you back. Grrr.

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Roars.


& again, i have exactly 1 hour of blogging before going to bed, sleeping early is good, especially when i need like 10 hours of sleep, or else eye bags will appear, ahhhs. D: My right eye feels so dry now after rubbing it, because i thought that my contact went out of place when it actually dropped out, argghhhs. Haochan is a nice friend indeed, :D (aren't you happy about what i wrote?) Hahhs, anyways there wasn't wuyue dance today, so i brought my shirt and jazz pants for nothing. Ohwells, learnt the correct way of doing the 3 syllables chinese word, i forgot what it is called. It's like jumping while you kick your leg to the back, oh wells. I'll remember the name some day. We trainned back to serangoon, while trainning, four of us took alot of group photos. So we made alot of noise as we were laughing, some people were laughing at us. Lol. Then we took a new meow clan photo as yilin wasn't a part of us anymore since she quitted both dances. Then I walked back with ivana, chatted about some stuff.

He cleared some stuff for me , so arigatou gozaimus [:

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i've changed thanks to you. [:
So don't complain about my attitude now.

;♥

Roars.


I have exactly one hour to blog before i meet my dance darlings, that reminds me that the meowmeow have only 4 members left, it's kinda weird and sad. Oh wells, i have nothing much to blog about anyways. I feel tired and i'm wondering how am i going to stay awake for the 3.5 hours dance, and i think i've forgot the steps. Damn.
Tiredtiredtired.
Okay, i'm going to do a blog skin for my blog right nowwww. ARGHs.
And somehow, i feel weird. l:
Like i'm not myself anymore, like i'm starting to be strangers with myself.
Hmmms.. what is this feeling telling me?

;♥

Roars.


My whole body is aching from yesterday's super tough dance warm-ups. D:
Was almost late for trainning today, mandy & huiming didn't come. Had 2 new-commers, & i am like so super pissed off when i heard that the guys (excluding alvin) were going for the next grading. Arghs, but mr lee said let them go because he some what want them to learn that it is not as easy as they thought because all of them don't teach the class. It is only Charlene, Mandy, Queenie, Alvin and I lor. Plus they are like so arrogant, Jeez.
After trainning, we (queenie, charlene, alvin and I) went to central and eat. Then we went crazy over this machine whereby the balls have to be in-line in a row and you win a small little prize. (fine, we are childish) but it was addicting as well. After playing we went back to my house and we baked some muffins which didn't turn out really well at first. When both of them went home, me and charlene went to bake more which turned out perfectly okay. (i have to potential to become a baker, woots. :D) It taste yummy, i know you are drooling right now, yes right nowwww.
Oh, i love myself. :D

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Replies of tags:

Hao-chan: Thanks :D
Yanqi: Re-linked.
Wenjie: Ahhh, i love and miss you! x3
Pris: Uhh, my brother helped me, i have no idea.
Zhengjun: Well, my taste is the opposite of yours. ^^
Hao-chan: I've watched it, ahhh kotomi so damn poor thing!
Pris: LOL, yeah i knw. -.- Umm, yeah anti-tomatoes! xD

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Roars.


Charlene wants me to accompany her to sit her later bus, so nowadays, i'm reaching school later than usual. At the stop before my school, i met jemery, my ah di. We just said hi and bye because i went off at the next stop. Nothing much happened during lessons.
After school, i accompanied jolene to find her home econs teacher, so when we both reached outside of the room, there was a few secondary 1 girls who asked us if we were from home econs, & we said we were from chinese dance. So one of them said that she didn't get into chinese dance because she handed the form late, and her other 2 classmates also wanted to join. I was like so happy because i found 3 more members who were later comfirmed that they were in chinesedance. :D
Went to the hall next, had dance from 1pm to 6pm, 5 straight hours okay. D: At around 4 plus, our new temporary teacher came. She was strict during warm-ups which is a good thing, went home alone, sadded.
And now i'm having muscles aches all over my body lah. D:

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sadded, it ain't my fault you know? ^^
& i don't like her attitude. D:

;♥

Roars,

Missed the earlier bus this morning, at least charlene accompanied me. Reach school like around 7:15 am. The lessons were okay today, except for maths and the extra chinese lessons, it's so stupid to have another extra lesson after school plus it is chinese. Gee, i don't mind if it was other lesson. And one thing that i was unhappy about is that the extra social studies lesson is during the march holidays, 16 people rather go back to school to study the SS skills than to stay back every monday or tues for 4 weeks, only like around 8 people chose to stayback so the majority won lor. After school, before the chinese lesson, i went to find miss or mrs ng and asked her whether i can change my lesson of SS to thursday like 3e2, but she insist that i go for her march holiday lesson. D: Went for chinese later on, that teacher is like so ... no words to discribe her kind. And she actually told the class that she was pretty. o_o
Okay, anyways, i went home alone after school. Jemery saw me on the bus and he didn't call me, then he messaged me " Lol, saw you on 156 "
So now i'm here blogging,

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watashi noname wa charmaine desu,
ling-chan to yon-de kudasai,
watashi wa jyuugo-sai desu.

sometimes letting go means you are weak, but it means that you are strong to let go. [':

;♥

Back to blog.


Eating tomatoes is good for your skin, they prevent pimples. I want smooth skin but i can't force myself to eat tomatoes. D: Anyone has any other solution for smooth skin without eating veges and tomatoes? Arghs.
Went to school today, nothing much happened. I miss sitting with wenjie but we still can go to the toilet together during lessons :D I don't like my form teacher though..
After school, had lunch at serangoon mac with Wenjie, Joanne, Wanting and qiuyi. Had fun, then i walked with wenjie to the bus-stop. Told her somethings, we both agreed that both of them have NSOH. Chatted with wenjie on the phone until she reached home,
Then at around evening, andy came my house to play the piano.
I love wenjie, :D

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antana wa yusotski desu, i thought we were friends.
私は私にこれをするための憎む

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We watched the fading vapor trails
They were so dazzling, I ran away- I was always weak
I let go, frustrated by the fact
That I couldn't stay unchanged since that day
Couldn't stay unchanged forever

That bird still can't fly well
But someday she will know the feeling of cutting through the wind
The place she can't reach is still there in the distance
She gazes at it, keeping her wish to herself

Children walk along the summer railway tracks
Exposing their bare feet to the blowing wind
We place in the distance the days of our childhood
We place in our hands hope that springs forth

Chasing, chasing the fading vapor trails
It hasn't changed since the day we crossed that hill, and never will
So that we will always have it,
We'll guard the strength of a sea god, surely

The blades of the windmill that turn in the sky
Always have the same dream
The dream of a bird, her wish kept to herself,
Gazing at the place she can't reach

I look back: the sun-baked railway tracks are hidden
By stormclouds- even if they change their shape,
May we always remember
The yesterdays left behind by the seasons...

Chasing, chasing the fading vapor trails
The signal is given too early- we start laughing
So that we can always look straight ahead,
Even if it's slippery with sweat, I won't let go of your hand, ever

We watched the fading vapor trails
They were so dazzling, I ran away- I was always weak
I let go, frustrated by the fact
That I couldn't stay unchanged since that day
Couldn't stay unchanged forever


the song itself is already sad enough to make me cry.
Lala. o_o

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She told me she quitted dance, both wuyue and kaojike.
I'm just dissapointed, she said she have saturday and sunday activities.
Just for those activities, she gave up dancing.
I just don't understand, she have been dancing with us since we were in primary school.
Isn't dancing important to her?
Where did her love for dancing go?

;♥

Roars.


I should change skin soon, this is getting kind of plain.
Had secondary one cca recuitment yesterday, hmms, it was okay. We didn't have that much people who were interested in chinese dance. D: Guitar had like 10 over sec 1 joining. Unfairrrrrr.
Anyways, we all find the dance boring , besides, we have danced that dance for over a year already. Imagine that.
After everything, I waited with jiaxin for her sister, then we ate dinner together, and bused home together.

Still, school's fun with Fiona, Wenjie, Edna, Wenda and some people from my class?
Arghs, i miss sitting with wenjie D:

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Tomorrow is the grading day already, good luck to my group:
Jingwen, Winz and ajun.
I don't know if i can make it there because i'm having a dance practice, sianned. Today's lesson was fun though, everyone was like smiling, i don't know why.
I want to take my second poom because it has been 3-4 years since i've last taken the grading. Damn.
Having dance at wuyue later o_o

;♥

Hohos.

Back to blog.
Today was the second day of school, i'm still okayokay with my class. I really really miss wenjie and edna, all the fun times we had last year. D: Her partner don't know how to laugh at her jokes, it's like so sad and so cold.
I'm not happy not happy not happy with them, but what can i do?

Tiro-No-Uta makes me sad whenever i listen to it. D:
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I was kinda pissed off today at dance thanks to her, I was kind enough to correct her mistake twice, and yet she gave me her frigging attitude twice. Going like "yeah, i know" They saw it too.
Can't believe i have to hold her hand during the dance. D:


kiraikiraikiraikirai

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Roars.


I'm sick and i'm still blogging, hees.
Thanks to the fever, i couldn't go out with the 6a gang today as well as collect my skinnies from prissaye's friend. Butbut i'm getting better already. My ear is swollen D:
Going to mr lee's house tomorrow, i forgot why already.

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I love my current blog song, because it's the theme song of one of my favourtie animes;
Air. :D

kieru hikoukigumo bokutachi wa miokutta
mabushikute nigeta itsudatte yowakute
ano hi kara kawarazu
itsumademo kawarazu ni irarenakatta koto
kuyashikute yubi wo hanasu

ano tori wa mada umaku tobenai kedo
itsuka wa kaze wo kitte shiru
todokanai basho ga mada tooku ni aru
negai dake himete mitsumeteru

kodomotachi wa natsu no senro aruku
fuku kaze ni suashi wo sarashite
tooku ni wa osanakatta hibi wo
ryoute ni wa tobidatsu kibou wo

kieru hikoukigumo oikakete oikakete
kono oka wo koeta ano hi kara kawarazu itsumademo
massugu ni bokutachi wa aru youni
watatsumi no youna tsuyosa wo mamoreru yo kitto

ano sora wo mawaru fuusha no hanetachi wa
itsumademo onaji yume miru
todokanai basho wo zutto mitsumeteru
negai wo himeta tori no yume wo

furikaeru yaketa senro oou
nyuudougumo katachi wo kaetemo
bokura wa oboete ite douka
kisetsu ga nokoshita kinou wo

kieru hikoukigumo oikakete oikakete
hayasugiru aizu futari waraidashiteru itsumademo
massugu ni manazashi wa aru youni
ase ga nijindemo te wo hanasanai yo zutto

kieru hikoukigumo bokutachi wa miokutta
mabushikute nigeta itsudatte yowakute
ano hi kara kawarazu
itsumademo kawarazu ni irarenakatta koto
kuyashikute yubi wo hanasu.

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