Konbanwa.


I'm alone at home, and i'm feeling so lonely, Charlene's at camp while Daddy, Mummy and my brother is at my ahgong's funeral. I didn't have to go because i have school tomorrow, when I recieved the news yesterday, i almost cried but I held my tears back because I didn't want to cry in school. So I had permission to go home during chinese lesson.

& let's see, i have nothing to blog about.
I'm all alone in this house and I don't dare to sleep alone, D: And wake up and find no one.
Damn.

;♥

Roars.


Fiona, it's alright because i'm 7 months older than you andI won't squabble with small little kids. Wahahas. Anyways, bused to school with wenda. Recieved birthday gifts from both wenjie & fiona, :D

It's still the same, no one gives a damn about that mr choo guy.
I managed to listen to maths for 2 periods, because gong yi was sitting beside me so i have to listen in case I feel stupid again. Lol, anyways his report card grades are really pretty because he have two 100 marks. *jealous* . During maths, I was chewing on gummie bears while doing the maths homework, and suddenly he bit something which made a "pop" sound, and I turned to look at him and we both started laughing. I don't know why but the pop sound was funny.
Speaking of funny, I was laughing non-stop from like dhouby[?] all the way to the 7-11 near S-11. LOL, small little things make me laugh. I told matthew that I've stopped laughing already over 20 times but after that I continued laughing, so this morning I told wenjie that my laugh box wasn't working because I used too much laughter yesterday.

Since i'm on the subject about yesterday, I should just type it out as well.
Met yuhming at 1:50pm, passed her the present and bused to the mrt to meet maojie, matthew and zhehao. Trainned to vivo where we watched "L change the world" even though Matthew and I didn't even watch death note 1 or 2. After the movie we had pasta mania for dinner and went to watch a little bit of the sunset, beautiful. After that, the sercurity guard chased us off. Trainned back to serangoon to meet andy, before he arrived, we bought a chocolate cake to celebrate his birthday. In the end, it turned out to be a cake fight, so pieces of cake were flying here to there and there to here. And of course everyone was a victim.

At around 9, yuhming had to go home. So the rest went to andy's house to wash up, on our way there, an EWWEWWEWW caterpillar dropped onto matthews sleves I think, and he flicked it and the caterpillar fell on the lift, and I quickly ran away because I had INCIDENTS with worms before so i am super freaked out. Lol, after washing up, andy realised he lost a pendant from a necklace which he hanged onto his phone. So we went back to central to look for his pendant.

Didn't find it in the end, went to 7-11 and treated andy drinks because I accidentaly cut him with the birthday cake knife as he wanted to smack the cake onto my face. That's how my $2 flew away, anyways, I lost quite a few dollars there, and the problem is I have no idea why money is gone, I brought 40 bucks and all 40 were spent. But i'm sure I did not spend all 40 bucks.
Only took pictures with yuhming because boys don't like to take pictures. Lol.

Ohwells, now i'm eating honeystars while blogging. Bused back home with wanting and wenjie today, :D

;♥

Roars.


I'm eating roller coasters while blogging.
Happy birthday yuhming sister! I love you tons!
School was boring for the first period because felicia and wenda wasn't around then because have this thinking day or something, then there was a special request by someone for the drawing of wenjie. So I used like around 5 periods to draw her and did some editing to the drawing. Damn, but I couldn't draw her mouth because she was smiling with her teeth then i gave up and asked that someone to draw himself. :D
I got kinda stressed out in POA because I didn't understand what mdm tan was teaching, I borrowed Fiona's Japanese book to read during the last two lessons, the book is so damn cool, I wished my mummy allowed me to go to the japanese class with fiona D: But I'll self-learn first, by watching anime. Lol, :D
Speaking of anime, i think i'll go watch naruto now.
Tooooodles. :D

;♥

ROARs.


I'm finally fifteen and i feel so old & whathehell, I haven't received my IC form! D: Even though mummy just checked our mail box, gee. I'm suppose to do my POA homework but i've decided to blog first.
Woke up and I saw 4 messages at around earlyearlyearly morning wishing me a happy birthday, loved. Bused to school with wenda, & today was really fun because during geography lesson we were playing paper ball fight, Me&felicia against Darren and jiongchi[?] . And another one was baseball whereby we throw the paperball and they wack it with there "Friday newspaper" . It was reallly funny, too bad wenda wasn't there. I hate darren when he say to me "who are you" when I ask him to swap table with me because that 3 words will make me really piss off as well as it will make me laugh like shit, so it's like i'm angry but I can only laugh, and he will trick me by saying "charmaine, swap lah" And he expects me to pull my table there and then he will say "who are you" . So Whatthehell, but it's really funny . Hahahha. Took alot of photos during english lesson. We asked that mr choo whether he acted before and he was like boasting that he acted in Missing and Incrediable Tales, as an extra character of course, & I find that he is creepy because he acted as a mental paitient. D:

Alot of people wished my happy birthday but I'm too lazy to type down the names. & I love so many people now, lol . Had dance after school and was tortured lah D: Did so many jumps and spins until i was so worned out. The dancers sang me the birthday song, ohyah, wenjie sang the birthday song to me too. LOVED! ♥ Rushed home after that and cabbed to ojiisan's house. & Dagu said that he can let go and fly up to heaven anytime he wants but he is holding back and everyone don't know what he is holding back for. So we will just wait until his last wish is granted. Cabbed to AMK hub and did last minute shopping for charlene's home econs exam tomorrow. Bused back home.

I asked my daddy what day it was today because I didn't see him in the morning, he looked at me with the blur look and said "Isn't today yuan xiao jie?" I shaked my head. So he was wondering what day today is, and I told him "Today's my birthday" And smiled lah, then he took out his phone and checked the date and on his phone, it wrote "20 feb 2008" LOL.
His phone was one day late lah, -.-
My family didn't celebrate with me today because we rushed down , ohwells. So mummy told me that I can come back as late as I want [10pm] on sunday when I celebrate with 6a gang, hehehe. :D So I can't go dance, damn but it's my belated birthday and actual andy's birthday.

Sadded I didn't celebrate with wenjie today, anyways even if i did, i would be skipping the movie and rushing back home, But wenjie i promise you that we will go out another time :D



P.S: I'm borned on 9:03 PM. :D & I haven't get the shitty IC form!
& Tanjiobi Omendento to me! :D

[edit]
I'm upset because quite a few of my good friends forgot that it's my birthday today,
no wishes in any kind of way at all.
Maybe they really forgot. D:
[/edit]

;♥

Back to Blog!


The reason why I'm not blogging everyday is because the first thing i do when I turn on the computer , I will go watch Naruto. Thanks to Alvin laoma who recommanded me to that anime, i've been watching it everyday D: And even if I'm blogging, I'll have no time to type out the next sentence, soooooooooo I've decided to blog before I go to crunchyroll.
Lessons were boring, I don't like wednesday because there is an extra chinese lesson. It's useless and boring, after the lesson I went to find mrs sissy, and whatthehell! Ou lao shi made her cry lah D: I don't really know the reason why she scolded mrs sissy but according to lynette and vanessa, it was because .. I kinda forgot what they said, anyways. Mrs sissy didn't sound like mrs sissy when she cried, her voice changed. D:

After school, bused back home with mrs missy and beverly. I love today because it was sooo fun with mrs sissy . We played the comb snatching game, and mrs sissy was smiling and everything, as as mr sissy, it's my job to make her smile . Hohos.
I got pangsehed alot of times today, damn! D:

Anyways, while i was on msn, jiaxiong came to talk to me. So my first reaction was whathehell. He is exactly same as that samuel pang, GRRR. I don't even give a damn about them because I hardly talk to them during primary school days.
Yesyes, i'm being evil but what the heck.
:D

Before I forget, damn that darren koh for not giving me back my beloved table!

;♥

Roars.


Wenjie is sad & I don't think i am anymore. After what I saw on thursday, seeing that your loved ones can just poof out of this world. Seeing ojiisan lying on the bed, too weak to even speak. That made me realise that I should even treasure the people that I don't like because it's fate that made us choose the same school. After thinking yesterday night, I felt that I was being kinda selfish to some people around me, by ignoring how they feel, by ignoring what they say. Bitching about the people whom I don't like. Well, all these nonsenses should stop.

Yesterday was fun, Today was fun.
Will tomorrow be fun?

;♥

Roars.


Today was total defence day,
During lesson, i drew a picture of wenjie, it turned out okay, but abit fatter. X: She said i made her happy when i gave her the drawing , wahahas. :D I love wenjie to bits!
Recess was whatthehell. D: One class had to squeeze at around a row of tables which is not enough for my class. They distributed biscuit which were abit hard but gong yi loved it, so we gave him our share. Newater was not that nice.
Had a short lesson then the fire alarm rang, went to the hothotsunnysunny parade square, then later went to the music room . Changed, tied hair and make up and had macdonals for lunch and off to the MINDS place and performed. The people there were such good audience, they clapped damn loudly and cheered like we were pro dancers. LOL.
Went back to school afterwards, changed, wash-ed up and bused home.

Currently playing reveris [?] with wenjie and of course i won .xD

;♥

Roars.


Happy valentine's day all.
I just realised my birthday is like a week away , i feel so old. But now i don't even have the mood to celebrate. Ohwells, wenjie gave me this really special necklace and mine had the word "forever" and hers was "best friends" Ain't it sweet? But she didn't want to tell me where she bought them, dang. I gave her my home-baked cookies that turned out abit harder only, but wanting as an F&N student said it was nice! :D
Had dance after school but went home at around 4pm after recieving a call from mummy, I cried. But i hope this won't affect me during the performance tomorrow.
This is a sad day for me.

-----

I saw tears in his eyes while he looked into my eyes.
I wanted to cry so badly then but i held my tears back.
He was too weak to speak, it hurts my heart alot.
As he slowly breath in which just could be his last breath.
sayounara ojiisan,
Watashi wa Anata o Aishite imasu

;♥

I forgot who told me this:
The heaviest tin can for the flag day donation will the the pretty girl's .

I think its so funny lah. :D
I'm just being random.

;♥

Roars.


School was normal today.
The bus was reallyyyyyyy late today, I was almost late for school. The freaking bus took around 20 minutes to arrive and by the time i board the bus, it was already 7:15am . And dumbdumb said that if it is not his problem if i was late, so evil lah.
Saw felicia when i alighted, walked with her toos. Lessons were okay today, but english was reallyreally fun thanks to felicia. We drawed with pencil on the wall, I drew food while felicia drew miss sharon goh. We tricked her to come and see our masterpiece by asking her questions for the questions, but surprisingly, misssharon wasn't angry eh. She said "My spectacles aren't like that" (we drew rounded specs while hers is got 5 sides kind) then i drew her 5 sides kind of specs and it turned out really funny. But we erased it already.
Music was okay, watched some ballet video, the nutcraker. Mdm tan asked the class if we know a ballet guy who died starting with "Goh" And some guy from my class shouted the ex-prime minsiter name x:
Recess was next, brought a snack up, wasn't that nice as mareeeeeee.
I stayed back today for the extra chinese lesson, had lunch with wenjie. I wonder who sugguested to have extra chinese lesson, but someone whom i forgotten told me that it was mian bao chao ren. Oh wells, when we shouted that the this extra lesson was a waste of time and it was very boring, her face was like black.
Another thing that made me laugh was wenda's candic picture. LOL . But funny thing, she didn't shun [?] away from my camera. Wahahhaha. Enough joking. :D

I got 13/25 for my geography, phew. So my L1R5 now is around 30. -.-
Tomorrow is valetimes day, was suppose to go out with wenjie but dance is as important D:
Sorry my dear!
Mummy scolded me because i have way too many soft toys around my bed, because there is 2 bigbigbig containers filled with softtoys. But i didn't want her to throw away. So sad right? D:
Time to do my biology homework, toodles.

-----

shit you lah copier, no sense of originality is it?
Copying whatever i do,

;♥

Hahas, i'm eating half a tub of tiramisu icecream :D
Jealous mah?

;♥

Roars.


Gaoooooooo.
But i'm happy because i've finished playing the whole song on the piano.
School was okayokay today, i manage to study though. But i still feel so stupid sitting beside gong yi, especially during maths because he scored full marks for both E and A-maths. Felicia and I feels the same way, because she is also sitting beside a maths pro, rudi. During one of the period of maths, i was trying my best to slove this chicken question under the 'further practice' section. Of course gong yi finished it already and was looking at my workings which were totally wrong lah D: Then he asked me in chinese "You know how to do?" Then I was like damn paiseh because I don't know how to do, then he taught me and I had no clue about what he was saying because he was like talking in a maths language. o_o Something like this " You factorise this then cross multiply then move this here then change into a single fraction " So I was like "orhhhhh!" But actually, i don't even understand. D: Ohwells, I'll work harder next time.

Got back my physics today and again another F9. In my class, only 13 people pass out of about 45 people. But luckily my Chemistry was A1, so I passed my combine science which is a C6. Felicia is like so clever, she passed her physics! *jealous* . Getting back social studies tomorrow, i hope it's a pass because now my L1R5 is like a whatthehell 32.
Complusory subjects:
English - B4
Maths - F9
Combine Science - c6
Total: 19 -.-
And 3 more subjects:
Chinese: E8
Biology: B4
POA: A1
Total: 32 -.-'
This is like the highest L1R5 that i've got since Secondary 1.

After school, bused to bishan with Wenjie , Wanting and qiu yi . Ate pastamania for lunch, ham&mushroom baked rice. :D Slacked at the library and then went home.
:D Can't wait for either 13 or 14 feb~

;♥

Roars.


I forgot there is school tomorrow.
Woke up early yesterday, mandy came to our house and we waited 2 hours for alvin. We started baking and the cookies didn't turn out really well, at least there are still eatable. I didn't take a picture of them but the cookies are really cute :D There was a heart shape, a clover shape, and i made a dango cookie. I'm so proud of myself cans?
At around 12:15pm , we bused to the mrt to meet that junior,don't know how to spell his name and we trainned to sengkang, went to mr lee's house.

After awhile junior left while Alvin,Charlene, Mandy and me went to play cards. Soon, alot of people came, including, haochan, sinyu, kai xiang, ernest, elliot, derrick, Mr tan ofcourse mr lee's relatives. Gambled, i won around 12 bucks but that chicken alvin won like 45 bucks *jealous* .
Ate there and we went to compass' swensens, it was alvin's treat. Charlene and Alvin were playing with the ice-cream by mixing it with the water and it was their so-called 'ice-milo' . Lol, it was damn funny and each of their water had a cherry inside. My cup of water was the cleanest. :D

After the treat, went to this kodak machine whereby you bluetooth your pictures and they will print it out in a photograph form. I printed 6 pictures, For ... :D While printing, alvin suggested to watch a movie, either 'Ah long pte Ltd ' Or ' Kungfu dunk ' , so alvin said to go watch at balestier and somesomehow I told them that balestier is at bookkeng, I don't even know whether balestier is there, we trainned to boonkeng but we didn't know where it was, then we went to plaza, D: Wanted to watch 'Ah long pte ltd' but there were only single seats left so we chose the 'Kung Fu dunk' movie and our seats were the first row! D: Damn suay. Alvin bought popcorns and drinks, the movie was awesome. JayChou was so cute, especially with the blur look. Trainned back home afterwards.

Credits goes to Mandy:


So called 'ice milo' ._.


With cherry. -.-


Introducing my lao ma


And also our part-time maid. xD


And he loves to wear what he calls sports bar. o_o


Mandy & Charmaine


The four of us, and i'm wearing alvin's tie. :D


Lao ma and Nu er, I returned the tie. D:

;♥

Roars.


I'm done with my Rozen Maiden characters, souseiseki and shinku looks horrible.
I'll blog when school reopens.
Tooodles. [:

;♥

Roars.


I'm so tired, bused to school with wenda today. I was wondering why she brought her big bag when there was only 4 periods. Anyways, there was a lion dance performace after the flag raising thing, alot of people living behind the school, were watching. Especially the aunties, after the performance, went up the the music room straight.
Changed, make-up, tied the hair & went to the hall for rehearsal. Some of the lion dance people blamed us because we were slow, hello? We were in the toilet room and no people came and tell us. They and the band were like blocking our way out, chickennnnn. At the actual performance, we all agreed to smile, in the end , most of them were not smiling during the dance. D: So I'm like the only few who smiled throughout. While we were posing and waiting for the curtains to open, some assholes were laughing, so pro come up and dance lor. This isn't the first time already.
Hate people who laugh when they themselves can't even do a simple dance, hope you guys choke when you eat.

Washed-up, tied hair and bused back home with qui di. No one went back to yangzheng, even though andy said that he comfirm going, even though we usually meet up after school. Everything has changed, i feel that i'm a differnt person now. I get so angry, sad and irritated easily. Maybe it's because of that, or maybe its cny or maybe that my birthday is comming.
In short, so many differnt things happen and i'm not use to it.
-----

I've finally cried after many months of torelating, I'm sorry daddy.
Everyone is happy, waiting and getting excited for tomorrow, the next day and whatever.
But i'm here feeling sad and wishing that tomorrow will never come, wishing that this week will be over in an blink of the eye.


Emo?

;♥

Roars.


Chickennn lah, i failed 2 papers already, which are maths and chinese. This is the first F9 for my maths in my secondary school life, tsktsk. 34/100, even though i studied. What to do, just have to work harder for the next exam, :D Chinese was kinda expected, because for the mcq section, i copied doreen's one secertly and had only like 1 mark, D: So suay, i thought she was pro in chinese. I got 21/50. I'm not happy with my biology, because i really love that subject, hohos. Too bad that i went to confuse myself during the paper.
The good thing now is that I think i can pass maths because gong yi is sitting beside me and he passed with Flying Colours okay. He said that if i was unsure of any maths questions i can ask him and when he is unsure of any english questions or something, he will ask me.
I tried to draw hinaichigo during lesson time but it failed, D: It turned out so unlike her.

I don't know if i should be happy or sad that he is leaving and never comming back.

;♥

Roars.


I'm hungry and i got so damn pissed with that mrs yap, D: She kept on changing her mind at the last minute . We don't even feel like dancing with the guzhen people playing the song and the choir singing the song.
I feel so sad, D: Are my songs emo? Maybe a tiny winy bit, I only like school because wenjie and fiona always make me laugh and of course some other people. I love today because I was telling fiona and wenda about the bumble bee, i imagined it round and circular flying infront of us, CUTE right? I'm sure wenjie will agree and laugh with me. :D Then i also imagined the bumble bee with tiny little white wings and 2 black dots as eyes! Ahhhh, it's soooo cute lahhh~ So i was laughing non stop and they were giving me the "-.-" face.
But don't you people agree that my bumble bee is cute? Next time i'll draw one out, heeees.
The bumble bee thing is making me happy already, Hohos!

;♥

Roars.

Have just finish editing my blog. Took me so long, D:
But there is still tiny winy problems with the blog, like the alignments. I'm still not that pro anyways. Gaooooos! It takes some time to load, i wonder why. D:
Too much codes i guess, ah wells.

I love them , thank you.

;♥

Roars.


I'm tired but happy because i'm going out later.
Had trainning as usual but without alvin, but he said he will be comming back someday when he's free. Gahhhs, i miss my lao ma's accompany, ohwells, he will be joining back tkd 2 years later.
Trainning was fun and i got tricked by mr lee, nana. D: I had sore throat and he asked me if I "shi shen(g)", I thought it was loosing your voice and i asked mandy, then he laughed like hell because "shi shen(g)" was "lost your vigirnity" ._. Whatthehell.
Lunched with mandy, queenie, charlene and winz. Then walked home with charlene and winz, he said that he wanted to become a comic artist when he group up so i asked him to come my school when he graduate from yangzheng.

;♥

Weets, i'm going shopping later in the evening with ivana.
:D

;♥

Him:
argiatou iwaniyo
zutto shimatte oku
futari ni ha arifureta yasashisa
hana no youni koi no youni utsurou
itsumademo itsumademo daite
愛してる

;♥

Roars.


I've changed my blog song,again!
Hohos, i'm like soooooo in love with this song, the lyrics are nice too. Anyways, today was the last 2 papers for ca1, which are biology and Poa. I kept confusing myself during biology exam, D: So i don't think it was that easy. Poa paper was really easy because ... :D
Other papers like physic, chinese and social studies was like hell, I think i'm going to fail them, ohwells. Chem paper was easy though. o_o I almost emo-ed in class, thanks to someone, Grr.

After school, lunched with wenjie and went up to the hall for dance practice while she went to some maths quiz thing. I saw wanrong there, they said she came back to dance just because she wanted CCA points and said that she just have to come and do some warm-ups. Whatthehell, I was kinda pissed off by that, we perform and she get the points by doing some warm-ups? Hah. Tried the costume, i swear we look like some strawberries. Hohos, but we are going to do some ajustments to the costumes. :D Dance till around 6pm, walked with suxian to the bus stop and bused home myself.

I've put a playlist in my blog, but you can't see, Anyways, the songs are still japanese and they are my favourites! Because they are from my favourite animes, plus the songs are soothing and their lyrics are meaningful, well at least to me. Those animes will make you cry i tell you, the scene, the song, the words,

Shall blog tomorrow then. :D

;♥