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I'm just another human being and hence like everyone else, I have my own dislikes and times when I get really annoyed. I'm either quiet or noisy, depending on the group of people I'm with. I believe I can hide my emotions pretty well so I guess I'm harder to understand. Apart from all these, I guess I'm okay. I'm just a typical girl who got her heartbroken.




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♥Tuesday, 27 May 2008♥ @ 6:45 pm
Heh.


May:
27, 28, 29 - Dance
30 - Shopping with Prissaye <3 All Saturdays and Sundays - Tkd & Dance June: 6 - wildwildwet with Wenjie <3 17, 18, 19 - Dance All Saturdays and Sundays - Tkd & Dance

I'm sooooo free during the holidays lah, but my mother doesn't approve of me going out that that much since my results are like not up to her standards. She came to school to collect my report book today. My attendance was 92/93 which was funny because I've missed school like a few times already. Anyways, the comments are my favorite things to see in the report book

Charmaine is a friendly and easy-going pupil. She demonstrates good interpersonal skills and is able to provide new ideas from a different perspective. She is an independent learner who is able to motivate herself. However, she should continue to show a keen interest in improving her weak subjects.

Hahs, I'm FRIENDLY leh, :D I hate 'however' though, they just have a negative impact, l: The ugly part of my report book is that there is a red chop at the bottom right corner, well not really corner, it's just above the parent's signature line. The red chop says, 'Parents' Meet (UA)' and below it, 'unable to attend' It's really ugly lah.
Anyways, I was mapling with wenjie today. Maple can be so boring, without friends, sometimes and so fun, with friends. And plus I can't play cabal because something is wrong with this computer, and Charlene doesn't let me use the other computer that she always uses, where I can play Cabal over there. Gosh, she sucks. l:

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♥Monday, 26 May 2008♥ @ 10:42 pm
Back from training,


Currently anime-ing, Da Capo, I think it's a nice show.

Anyways, went to sengkang to have training today, there was another senior from my school but I don't know his name yet. Heard he was cherie's(?) boyfriend or something, can't remember. While we were at 7-11, buying stuffs, the 3 cashier was laughing at me because I couldn't find a straw for my milk and I was like making a fuss out of it saying like "Alvin, I'm blind! I can't see the straws." I was saying it quite loud, Alvin told queenie about it but not me at first and they quickly walked away, it was then Alvin thought I was angry or emoing when I was trying to open the cover of the milk since I had no straw, it was waaaaaaay funny.
After training, we sang songs on our way home. I am jealous that Alvin and create his own song with such lovely lyrics and tune, he was singing it on the way home. I also want to compose my own song, it's super cool, a song that belongs to you and only you.
Oh wells, he says he will write a duet or something.

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♥Sunday, 25 May 2008♥ @ 1:03 pm
Blogblogblog before I leave the house.


Yesterday, didn't blog because I was busying watching tv. Anyways, Zhengjun finally came back for dance after like 1246253467213542 days, (fine, I'm lying).

Anyways, went out with Alvin, Charlene, Mandy and Queenie to tohpayoh library yesterday, it as absolutely fun. While I was reading my book in the 105 bus, there was this word sausage in the book, and so Alvin's hand was holding onto the bar and his fat arm was right in front of me, so I don't know why, my brain got really mixed up and I was really really confused because Alvin's arm looked like a sausage and the book had the word sausage. Anyways, I don't really know how to describe how I felt and I don't even know why I felt that way, hahs.

I've finished one book and currently reading the second book, kept singing the spaghetti song over and over again. Oh wells, time for me to get ready, byebye.

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♥Friday, 23 May 2008♥ @ 9:59 pm
Aloha.


I'm tired but I'll blog since I didn't blog yesterday. The weather these few days is seriously seriously hot hot hot. Grr.

Culture night today! We, ChengQi, Jeryl, Prissaye, Shuyu, Solange, Xiuting, Wanqi and myself performed as the Alumni Dancers, Hah. There is this group called the Alumni Choir and they are not like our age, ranged from 14 to 22. They are like seriously super duper Alumni, aged from above 50 years old can! Can't believe they were like actually students from YangZheng lah, anyways, yzps is already like 103 years old this year. o:
Prissaye and I reached yangzheng at around 5pm, went to the canteen to meet our little juniors who were noisy and hyper. Saw my Taekwondo friends there too. Afterwards, we climbed our way up the stairs, after like the 3rd story, our legs were super super suan, not enough stamina I guess, l: Saw Chengqi sitting alone outside the locked dance room, tapped the card and went in to slack around since it was really early.
We then went down to the canteen to eat the provided dinner, met Wanqi and Solange. The food was like not-very-nice, because it was cold fish burger and some pathetic fries, that's when we saw the superduper Alumni Choir. :D
Went back up to the dance room next, I seriously got bullied by: Jiaying, Vanessa, Whitney, Gorgy/Gorgi, and their 'gang' . They poked and tickled me and used some cloth to smack my hair and face, they didn't bully prissaye because she was afraid of tickles. D: So unfair, anyways, changed into our costume next, Miss goh came next and told us that the culture night starts at 7pm, and said that mdm wong sabo-ed us because she told us that it starts at 8pm. So we chionged and chionged, Jeryl came around this timing. Make-up, while Miss goh was putting on make up for me, I smelt orange and thought that was from the cosmetics and happily said " The make up smells like orange" Then miss Goh said that it was her orange sweet. Hahaha, rehears, cam-whored & group photos and off we go to perform.
I got quite pissed during the performance at the part where Me, Prissaye and Solange was suppose to go by the backstage to the other side, while we were on our way to the other side, lots and lots of people were blocking our way and refused to move aside even though we shouted "move", there was one guy who shouted back "What lah!" Grrr, we almost almost missed our part. If we did, I will really slap those people. Danced halfway, my zip for the shuixiu was slowly unzipping, Laughoutloud. Luckily, I safety pinned it onto my bra, (yahyahyah, too much info or whatever lah) . And thanks shuyu for helping me cover it during one part, :D
Finale next, felt really stupid waving at no one, I saw my friend though, oh well.
Changed, and went home next, I love today - Tiring but fun :D

Pictures, only 2 though, will be posted in the photo gallery WHEN charlene let me use the other computer, D:

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♥Tuesday, 20 May 2008♥ @ 9:54 am
Tsk.


I have no idea why my class peeps are so so so in to Viwawa, It's just big 2.5 and some other things lah. Then almost from what I see, people around me are viwawa-ing. I played it before and don't know what's so fun. Maple is much funner as well as cabal and of course blogging. Blogging is so so so much fun, It's way funner than that stupid viwawa. The nerds group, I hate it when they start talking to the nonsense group. Because both groups play viwawa, and looking around now and then, nobody is like blogging except me?

Time to isketch now, toodles :D

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♥Monday, 19 May 2008♥ @ 1:30 pm
Ohmygoddddddddd.


Current mood, veryvery tired. I think I'm going back to bed after blogging or else I won't be able to wake up for school tomorrow, damn. Credit goes to charlene for making me so sleepy as I slept at 12am yesterday because she was in the room mapling with the light on. Plus she thought it was only 9pm when I asked her to shut down the computer and get some sleep. Afterwards, she realised it was past 12am. So clever right, tossed and turned and was finally able to get some sleep.

Woke up at 7:20am today, Chionged and quickly rushed down to the MRT station at 8:10am to wait for prissaye who came at 8:25am. Before she arrived, Jeryl and Wanqi came, so we trainned together to outram, Yunzhen came toos. While walking to the studio, solange came as well. We thought we will be the lastest because by then, it was already like 9:05am . It turns out that we were the earliest . Danced and ended early for zhuo ma.
Trainned home with prissaye and Jeryl next.

Tired, I shall go sleep now.
Toooooodles, :}

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♥Sunday, 18 May 2008♥ @ 10:59 pm
Zz.


If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have your happiness right now. Can you at least say a thank you?
Instead of acting dumb over there, pretending you don't know anything.
Everyone have that same exact expression when this kind of thing happens, GRR.

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Hmm,


I forgot that I was going to blog, and went to turn on the tv.

I injured my back mann, it hurts so much lah. There will alwaysalways be a sharp pain when ever I try to tayao. I seriously hope and pray that my back will be okay by this thursday or at least friday because I'm performing during culture night.

After kaojike, Ivana, Prissaye and I went to the nearby "You Tiao" eatery to have our lunch. We orded like 3 youtiaos, 3 butterflies, 1 fanchoy, 1 lotus rice, 1 lomaikai and crystal prawn, Hah. Crystal prawn sounds so funny but it was delicious. :D I was using a spoon, happily eating the rices when all of a sudden, I saw both Ivana and Prissaye using chopsticks to eat them. So I asked them why are they using chopsticks and they replied, "you are suppose to use chopsticks" . Ohmytians, that means I've always been using a spoon to eat my rices.
I got fed up of the chopsticks halfway through eating and said "I hate chopsticks" so I placed them aside and used my spoon to eat the rice. So while I was scoping the rice, it felt weird because I didn't have a fork so I immediately took my chopsticks back and acting it as a fork and then Prissaye was laughing at me. Hah. The lunch was super funny and everything, I love them so much. Paid the bill, $18.80 and prissaye received a message from zhaorui and she suddenly told us to go mrt immediately , while me and ivana was rushing and panicing(lol) to find and grab our bags and banging into each other, prissaye walked so fast out of the shop without us, laughoutloud! We screamed her name before she could her us. She was suppose to meet zhaorui but don't know what happen, they couldn't get a chance to meet or something. Around 7 plus, we went home. I love today so much.

Tomorrow dance again, think I'm going to bugis with prissaye after the dance. Yay :D

I'm tired of mapling, hahaha. Stuck at lvl 30 now, don't know if I should jump back to babyflames, :{

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Hello babes.


Yesterday at dance was enjoyable, poor Ivana who could not really catch up the dance movements because she was absent for 2 lessons.

I feel guilty for not accompanying Prissaye to AMK, as the oldest and as her darling, I should be protecting the ones I love no matter what. I will cursed that person who made prissaye so sad and everything, he will jump down onto the MRT tracks and get run down by a mrt and it shall be the headlines the next day. I feel so angry and have so much hatred towards that person, if I was with prissaye yesterday, I would have yelled at the person and everyone will know what he have done. I would, seriously.
Cheer up prissaye, he will pay for the hurt he have caused you.
& I will be there for you, give me a ring and I'll be there asap.

I think I will blog later in the evening .

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♥Saturday, 17 May 2008♥ @ 11:55 am
Aloha.


Today was a not-so-very-good day, because I quarreled with that AlvinLim again, gosh. It's like he does not understand anything about my sister and he does not understand how she feels, so what if she no longer has anymore interest in taekwondo, it does not mean that she don't dare to face Mr lee. If you don't know anything , will it kill you to keep your mouth shut? First you said that the reason why she lost interest was the influence of her school mates, then you said she was mixing with piakias, and let me tell you, hongwee isn't a piakia okay, stop making assumptions will you? Just because he dressed nicely doesn't mean that he is acting piakia, it's just fashion. Just because he whispered to Donna doesn't mean that he is afraid of you. When you badmouth about her, it also means that you are badmouthing about me, we are blood sisters, what more do you want? When you say you care about her, and I say that you are lying, how will you feel mister?
Stop treating my sister as if you know her inside out, only I do alright. I hate the feeling of people pin pointing at my sister, she doesn't study in a school whereby almost everyone is chinese. There is very very few chinese in her school, who do you expect her to mix with then? Have you ever thought of all these?
You can never force her to come back, just let her go.

It's going to be so boring later, because Prissaye ain't eating with me today, and I think Ivana will go back to her new home at hougang, sian.

Shall blog later, :{

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♥Friday, 16 May 2008♥ @ 7:20 pm
Aloha.


Ohmytians lah, I did the MOST stupidest thing ever in my whole entire 15 years. I woke up in the morning, feeling extremely extremely tried because of the dance practice yesterday plus the lack of sleep. But I forced myself out of the bed, somehow. While I was walking to the usual 156 bus stop, I think I suddenly just dozed off while walking, I had a sort thought of waving to my friend and guess what did I do? I woke up from my short short nap and realized that I was actually actually waving and smiling at no one at all. I was seriously shocked and felt really really stupid, so I dashed to the 156 bus stop looking down because I think there were people looking at me, crap!

There was the financial workshop again today, quite boring plus fun because Vivien and Yihui were seriously noisy and freaking irritating, they irritated Felicia and I. Oh well, I got back my results, it's not really good & I'm actually not happy with it.
English: C5
Maths: F9
Chinese: C5
CombineScience: B4
Biology: A2
Combine Humanities: C5
POA: E8
L1R5: I recounted and recounted, I kept getting 30 but Mr Arizan said it was 29.

Very well then, Grr, sometimes my sister really pisses me off because I always always get scoldings for nothing when she done something wrong. Gosh, I seriously want to smack that vice-principal of hers because she confiscated her phone. But I still love her no matter what.

I feel so pissed just now, thanks Alvin for telling me to relax over and over again.

Here's a conversation with me and darling Wenjie, I think it's funny.
我是misspig x3:
I don't want to read le.
我是misspig x3:
I'm scared le.
, FS XOXO:
To think u r my laogong.
, FS XOXO:
-.=
我是misspig x3:
-.-
我是misspig x3:
I'm Mr sissy.
我是misspig x3:
Not Mr macho
我是misspig x3:
LOL
, FS XOXO:
haha!


I love her so much! :D

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♥Thursday, 15 May 2008♥ @ 9:05 pm
Aloha.


Currently reading cirque du freak, meaning, circus of freaks. It's kind of nice and scary at the same time, I am currently stuck at page 97, hesitating whether to flip the page because I don't want to know what happen when Mr Crepsely find Steve, it's like so scary lah. So I'm asking wenjie what happens since she has finished the book and if the next page is not that scary, I will read. If not, I will forever stop at that page, :} It's just that I hate scary books and movies. I've never read Mr Midnight or anything like that, this is the first book that it's scary TO ME ONLY and not to you. So shut up guys, :D Plus the cover of the book has a picture of a big spider, what the hell. I hate this book, I hate spiders anyways.

Today was alright, crapped with Felicia about the I club. Yadayada, my blog won't be interesting if I blog about every single thing that happened in school. It's hard to make every post interesting you know. Anyways, I am so so so angry with the English Marker, because she commented that my Composition was Melodramatic ( a story in which very exciting or terrible things happen, and in which the characters and the emotions they show seem too strong to be real.) and I was making Assumptions ( Something which you think it's true although you have no definite proof ) . Roar, I'm so angry lah, I mean, like it's like who cares if it is drama and blah, compositions are meant to be fake.

Tsk, :{

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♥Wednesday, 14 May 2008♥ @ 6:56 pm
Sighs.


I'm feeling better already, but still feeling a bit moody though. I love my first blog song, I've been humming the tune in class, especially when I was emoing.

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I say would it be a sin
(Be a sin)
If I can't help falling in love with you
Like a river flows (Oooh)
To the sea (Oooh)
So it goes
Some things are meant to be
Some things are meant to be

[ CHORUS ]
Take my hand (take my hand)
Take my whole life too (life too)
For I can't help falling in love with you

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I, I can't, I can't help
Falling in love (falling in love)
With you (with you)

Like a river flows (Oooh)
To the sea (Oooh)
So it goes
Some things are meant to be
Some things are meant to be

[ CHORUS x2 ]

Like a river flows
That's the way it goes
I just can't help falling in love with you
(Falling in love with you)
Like a river flows (yea yea)
That's the way it goes(cause I can't)
Falling in love with you
Like a river flows (I just
can't help myself)
That's the way it goes
I can't help falling in love with you
(I can't help falling in love with you) [ x2 ]

Falling in love with you

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I told Wenjie that I will feel better after I blog, because blogging makes me happy.

I was really enjoying myself in school today, with Wenjie and Felicia because they made me laugh, my day brightened. Another thing was that Alvin gave me JasonTan's number, I was really happy because I can finally talk to him, I thought that today was the best day ever. It turns out not.

After school, I sort of quarreled with Alvin, again. He asked me what did I ask Jason and I told him, afterwards he went Whatever and he hanged my call, I was really pissed off because he was seriously rude. Afterwards, I felt veryvery silly because I went to message Jason in the second period and it only lasted not more than 5 minutes & I screwed up my papers, I failed 3 subjects out of 7. I suck,

I got so so sad during Chinese lesson, Wenjie was beside me, even though she don't know how to comfort people, I really appreciate her thought of staying and sitting beside me, I really appreciate her for not being angry because I was mood-swinging. I really appreciate her for sending me to the bus stop even though she has Guitar lessons, I really appreciate her for being there for me when I'm down. So, thank you Wenjie and I love you girl.

I tried not to be sad, I made 3 people angry with me, Alvin, Jason and myself. I seem to always always make Alvin angry, every time I talk to him, he just seem to be so so angry with me, maybe it's the things I say to him, maybe sometimes he doesn't like it when I talk about Jason. I don't know. I feel so stupid starting the conversation with Jason and not being able to reply back, and I just just just felt my phone there, he must be angry with me. I feel so angry with myself, not only I failed 3 subjects, I am such a lousy friend.

Let me die.

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♥Tuesday, 13 May 2008♥ @ 9:34 pm
Aloha.


It has been 2 years since I last saw you and even talked to you, I've forgotten all about you actually but since you viewed me at fs, I had a sudden urge to ask you how are you. It's just that all that happened in the past was just so stupid, I just feel like saying sorry but I know it's too late.

I'm sad & I don't know why, mood swings I guess.

Went to the army museum today for the NE amazing race for the secondary 1s, my station sort of screwed up here and there, it was seriously crampy(?) and crowded with students and teachers from NIE, so we landed up giving any-oh-how points. But it was quite fun, Felicia and I still think that the show with all the effects was still scary even though we watched it before. Bused back to school next, thank you felicia for lending me your ear piece.

My blog sound so monotone lahh & I don't like it. Getting back the SA1 results tomorrow and thursday, I don't feel nervous or excited, I feel nothing now. Pass then pass, fail then fail, I know my standards, I'm not someone who acts smart by saying that the paper was easy and fails in the end.

If only, he can see how sad I am actually inside to not have him by my side. I really really really want him to come and watch my dance performance, but will he?

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♥Monday, 12 May 2008♥ @ 7:13 pm
Another post,


Because I feel like posting, laaaaa :D

The seating arrangement is not very very clear, so I'll try and get another clearer shot this Saturday or Sunday, anyways you are allowed to choose your desired seats and I can book them for you, :D
I suggest you to take the green seats and the pink ones behind the green seats because they have the best view, I also like the seats in the circle view, it's higher and nicer. The $12 ticket is totally not worth because the view is like horrible, D:
I have no dead line for the ticket sales yet, plus the performance is like on August, D:

The teacher who was teaching us for the financial workshop thingy looked a lot like wen bin, I asked him whether he was his brother but it turns out to be not. Oh well. It's just funny, the way they smile and talk, it's just so alike. o:

& I'm trying to upload more songs, :D

&& people, I've re-linked those who asked me to relink.

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Blogblogblog!


Okay, school was so fun today! Because we had post-exam activities, so there was this financial activity. I paired up with wenda since Felicia ponned school, it was a game out stocks and stuff, to earn money and all this. Wenda and I landed up with around 100+ thousand while the highest I heard was 500+ thousand from Nicole, o:

I'm sorry I haven't been blogging much, too busying mapling you see.

Anyways people, the performance is on 23 & 24 of August, do come and watch the performance. Bring your boyfriends, girlfriends, husbands, wives, bestfriends, enemies and family along. :D The seating arrangement has been up put on the Event section so do check it out?



The purple seats - $12
The pink seats - $15
The green seats - $20

Thank you folks.

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♥Sunday, 11 May 2008♥ @ 6:52 pm
Aloha!


I'm blogging because wenjie has ordered me to do her quiz, here goes:

1. When will the Sun not shine and when will the World end?
  • the sun will not shine when it's raining, l:
  • the world will end when humans don't exist. l:


2. What you want the most now?

  • I want to be only friends with JasonTan.
  • I want holidays.

3. Do you believe in afterlife?

  • Why not?

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?

  • That is how enemies are from.

5. When do you wish to die?

  • I want to die of old age.


6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

  • Rainbows are nice so of course.


7. What is your goal for this year?

  • Outstanding for kaojike.
  • Get promoted.


8. Do you believe in eternity love?

  • I don't know?

9. Have you broken someone heart that he/she tried to comit suicide?

  • Uh no.

10. What feeling do you love most?

  • When I go high with wenjie and prissaye.
  • When I feel very peaceful.


11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

  • Just another bestbestfriend.


12. What feeling do you hate the most?

  • Super sadness.
  • When i'm angry.
  • Being betrayed.
  • Heartbroken.


13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

  • Not all, because some are just not worthy of your trust.


14. Is there anything you're looking forward to in the next few weeks?

  • Dance practices, culture night, tkd trainings!


15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

  • Family <3
  • 6a gang & Meow clan <3
  • Wenjie <3


16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?

  • Those mentioned above <3

17. Do you love your life now?

  • I love myself, I love the friends that I've made. What's there not to love?

18. Who do you love the most?

  • My mummy <3


Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have a blessing from all.

& the pple who r tagged :

  1. if
  2. you
  3. want
  4. to
  5. do
  6. then
  7. do
  8. :D

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♥Thursday, 8 May 2008♥ @ 7:20 pm
Aloha!


I love my current blogsong <3

Today is the last paper, after like 12432857 days of studying, well not really. Anyways, the POA paper today was total ohmytians! I almost gave up and wanted to hand in a blank paper because as I was doing the last part of one question, I realised it was wrong, and I looked at the time, there was only 30 minutes left and I still had 1 more long question to do. I felt stressed at that time, I don't know why. Anyways, I managed to finish the paper but with a lot of i-don't-know-how-to-do questions.

Stuided with Felicia, MingJing, Velda and Wenda at the library after the paper.

Biology next, it was quite okay. There was this question that really made me so frustrated:
Explain the part played by the cell membrane in the controlling of the substances in and out movement. I know it was call membrane but I looked around, baby's answer was like 6 lines long and mine was 3. Plus the question worth 5 marks.

After school, played maple with Charlene. Come and find me in the D world, x3lchigo, I'm like being so random, because I'm veryveryvery happy that Exams are finally over and I don't have to go school tomorrow, haha! :D

Be Jealous people :}

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♥Wednesday, 7 May 2008♥ @ 11:20 am
Aloha.


I'm seriously not doing things that I say I would do, I suck at listening to myself.

Today was chemistry paper, it was so much easier than that stupid physics paper, tsk. I had a veryveryvery stupid misconception of steam. I thought steam which is water vapor was a Liquid, but in actual fact, a gas. It came out as one of the questions in the paper and I happily shade the answer that I thought was correct on the OTAS paper.

Ohmytians, I am so stupid. l:

I love my brother! Even though he calls me stupid because I can't solve an easy question of maths. Even though he said that only idiots will revise more than 1 hour for exams, he said that all you need to do is to flip and read through. And why did I say I love him? It's because he cooked noodles for me to eat when I said I was hungry, and usually he does not do that. Hohohos, but my brother is really very clever, he does not do revisions. During his 'O' levels, he still continued to play his game and he scored so well and I'm so jealous.

If only I have his brains, hmm ..

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♥Tuesday, 6 May 2008♥ @ 3:47 pm
Aloha!


My computer is finally fixed, after like 12475734 years. There is this moniter screen is like wider than usual ones because this screen can be used for the television screen which is smaller than usual ones. So I'm currently downloading Cabal, my stuffs and Msn and things.

Today was Physics paper and it's like I don't really know how to do and I've tried my very best already. So I think I'm going to like fail or maybe if I'm lucky, pass. After the exam, I went to point with Wanting, Joanne and Isabel, ate mac there and went back to school to slack. After Fiona the kukubird finished her Literature paper, we went up to the class and I thought her Chemistry, I'm such a supersupersuper nice friend, don't you agree Fiona the kukubird? Played around and went home.

Just 2 more days and three more papers, till exams are over.
Two words - Can't Wait. I'm studying very hard though, :}

I can't wait for a lot of things to happen actually, I can't wait for culture night, I can't wait for dance practices, I can't wait for Tkd trainings, I can't wait for Dance Image '08, I can't wait for June Holidays and outings with loved ones! Ohoh, speaking of Dance Image, the dates are like either 23 and 24, saturday and sunday. I'm sureeeeeeeee you guys can make it on saturday.

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♥Monday, 5 May 2008♥ @ 12:32 pm
Alohaa.


The Geography paper today was really difficult, but i really hope I can pass. After the paper, had recess with Fiona and Wenda then went back to class for Chinese Listening. I was busying looking out for answers, because I didn't really know how to do the questions. Joyce knew I was looking at her first 2 answers, so she quickly used her question paper to cover it up. Sheeeesh, but baby let me copy her answers, yay. :D

Home-ed with wenda next.

It's going to rain, so time for me to study physics which I suck at, and perhaps a bit of biology. :D
That's all for today, bye.

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♥Sunday, 4 May 2008♥ @ 7:14 pm
Multi-tasking, wooooo.


Ohmytiannnnns lah, tomorrow is the geography paper! & I have not really memorise what I am suppose to, especially that stupid coastal part and I forgot everything about the river management thingy plus I lost my notes or perhaps darren took it last exam and never returned it, hmm ...

Anyways, about today. Everyone did not turn up for Kaojike lesson because they were busying studying soooooo it's quite a sad thing, but I went for dance anyways because I knew that I would lie to myself saying that I would studying. Liang lao shi was there, so I asked her to dance with me since she was slacking and she did, thanks alot! :D Soon, Jeryl, wanqi and solange joined in at around 4 plus. Had zhuo ma next, had fun. I love dancing lah.

Home-ed with Lianglaoshi, wanqi, jeryl.
We talked about out jobs and future and stuffs and my aspiration is to become a Doctor, the best is to have my own clinic so I don't have to like do some surgical stuff on patients. And the best part is that my dear friends can have medical treatment free of charge, :D But I wonder whether I'll still have time to dance when I really become a doctor, that's why I'm really really trying my best to really score very well for my biology because that is the subject that I really love. It's good to sort of plan my life before hand, so now I just need to concentrate on my sciences, espically chemistry and biology. :}

Okeydoke now, back to my studying, wish me luck!

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♥Friday, 2 May 2008♥ @ 8:26 pm
Why?


Seeing my dear friend getting stressed up, that's not a nice thing to watch while you know that you can't really help that dear friend of yours, but you know that you can bring a smile onto that person's face slowly. Dear friend, don't over stress yourself, everyone you know loves and worries for you. Including me :}

Changkat training was cancelled because Mandy's & Queenie's father didn't allow them to go, so it's like another wasted day. I could not study, I could not do anything but to stare at the fore walls. I was tooooo sianned, that's all.

So mummy told me to drink some chicken essence, & I agreed. After this experience, I swear nevernevernevernevernever to drink another bottle of the stupid chicken essence. Because the chicken essence smelt like the raw chicken liver we've cut during biology lesson which stank the whole biology room. *pinches nose* I just didn't like the smell of raw chicken liver, I could not stand or sit or squat or lie or roll or jump or hop or run it lah :{

I'm glad that I've joinned wuyue dance because not only it's fun there but the teachers or friends there are like JC, poly, university students so I'm always going there asking for help in my homework, :D Plus Miss Goh is like a 'A' level chemistry teacher or something.

The end!

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Aloha,


Happy 15th birthday Matthew Lee :D

Had maths paper 2 today, I think it is like easier than the Ca1 papers. I just hope I can freaking pass both paper 1 and 2.
Had English Oral after school, luckily I was in the first session. My examiner was Mrs Gibson, she's like nice and friendly and she smiles at you, so I don't feel stress talking with her. I said a lot of stupid stuffs like:
Mrs Gibson: How would you persuade the government to reduce in using energy?
Charmaine : Uhhh ... I would ... ask them uninstall their air-cons because the govenment always ask us to use fan instead of air-cons to save energy but they themselves use them .

I learnt a very valuable lesson today, just, with renie. Do take veryveryvery good care of yourself & remember I'll always be there for you . :}

I don't feel like blogging now, because there is a funeral going on and somehow, it reminds me of my ahgong's . Anyways I'm going for trainning later, so
Toodles.

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Roars.


Bloodyhell, I'm sick.
Anyways folks, I've got a haircut yesterday because the weather was hot and I couldn't stand the heat. Hahs.

But I think I'll get some sleep now, bye.

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♥Thursday, 1 May 2008♥ @ 5:44 am
Roars.


Spammers are really irritating lahs, especially those at prissaye's blog. It pisses me off when I see my friend's blog getting spammed. They always spam saying no one will read their blog or like "delete your blog away lah, eeee! who will come here sia" And they themselves visit the blog. They do the opposite of what they say, it's just irritating. They swear the same old sentences over and over again without fail, plus they don't use their names, sheesh. It's just another form of cyber bullying.
There are much better things to do than to spam people's blog like crazy, why not just look at yourselves first into the mirror first, before start saying people ugly or " if you are pretty than all the other girls die liao " Singaporeans are born ugly and you are not an exception, spammer.

My day started off quite well, i guess. Expect for the maths paper 1 part, the paper is easier than the Ca1 test 2 paper but it's still difficult lah! I didn't finish quite a few questions but I wrote any number that came to my mind, somehow hoping that it may be the correct answers.
Skipped recess and went to fiona's class to study Social Studies, went back to class an hour later for the paper. When I read the question,
"High(?) efficiency in the Britain's National Health System is a better system than the Government spending of money(?) " I can't really remember the question though, but I knew I won't get high marks because I did not study why the welfare state brought harmful effects, but why welfare state brought more good to the citizens. So I guess I'm losing like 12 marks already. Oh well, just hope I can score in my geography. :}

I thought there was school tomorrow, because I thought today was tuesday. Luckily stupid baka asked me whether I was going out tomorrow, if not I'll be the only idiot wearing school uniform sitting the bus. Thanks baka.

I think I'll go cut my hair tomorrow since it's like labour day.
Maths paper 2 on friday, plus the English Oral where I'm soooooo going to be dead because Mr Said is my tester and you know Mr Said, he can get pretty attitude-ish whenever he wants especially if your command of English isn't up to his stupid standard. Plus he teaches Literature and what if on Friday, he throws some supersuper ultra chim Literature-English word and me and I have no idea what the hell it is after he is nice enough to explain to me.
Bloodyhell, but I hope he won't be my tester as malays have to pray on friday or something, so I hope another teacher that I know, hopefully can come and replace him & I'll love that teacher to death. :D
I hope it is miss sharon or mrs tay, or some super ultra ultra nice teacher. Since I got a really strict teacher during Chinese Oral which is that madam Chua, she was seriously unreasonable because she kept interrupting my when I wanted to say my opinion and then she yadayadayada her way through, so all I could do was to nod and nod like some idiot. So ended up, I only got to say like 2-3 sentences during the conversation.
Grr.

Well, time to study my maths, tooodles. :}

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