Happy Birthday Zhehao, you're finally 15.


Shucks, Monday blues, but luckily I'm smart enough to bring along my Jellybeans to school and eat. Those jellybeans, (Currently in my stomach now) are like super sweet and yummy lah. School was alright, Mr Arizan is really a nice teacher, he is funny lo & I hope he wins that Caring Teacher Award or something. Miss Melissa Lim still irritates me, because her voice is really loudddd. There was a POA test today, I didn't really know how to do it even though I had my notes under the desk, it's about bank reconciliation or something.

Sometimes I don't like it when Ivana keeps saying that she is in Financial Assistant, I don't even think she is that poor. I think that her family is neither poor nor rich, her family is just average. She works at macdonals, but she don't save her money, she just spend them on clothes and stuff, so she have no savings and so, she says that she is in FA. I mean like what the heck lah, if she actually saves money and not spend on unnecessarily things, she can be richer than me lo. It's quite unfair actually, everyone has to pay $50 per month and she only has to pay $35, because she spends her money any oh how-ly . Just because I said that I was in a financial crisis during dance, she wasn't happy at me. She just shoot back at me, saying " Yah right, financial crisis. " I think she said " You not even poor lor " I got fed up lah, because I have to pay my own dance fees myself, I have to save money like shit so I can dig out $50 from my savings, what about her? Spendspendspendspend. She still said things like " You still have money to rebond hair " , I felt like rolling my eyes at her lah, if she actually save, she defiantly can afford to rebond.

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I know you are popular or something, especially with them. And when ever I walk past you, you are talking or playing with them so happily that you don't even notice I was beside you. You have changed, and it isn't the first time.

Today is a sucky day.

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I can finally blog.


I love my living room floor, the Floor is my best friend. She is white and pretty, she has a very kind heart and she is always helping people, including me. She lets me do my homework on her, she lets me sleep on her when I'm tired. & sometimes when I'm lazy to do anything, I will just lie on her and stare at the wall. On a hot day, she is cold, which is very good for lying. & guys, here is a good news, she is single but she loves to stay at home. If any guys want to date Floor, feel free to contact her:

Floor@livingroom.com
or
42635667 (i-am-floor)

Gee, I'm so lame. Too bad I can't go to the chalet, my mummy don't allow. Boooooooooooooooooooo, & i'm having dance later.

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Maybe I'm being too mean, I don't know.


Well, who gives a damn if I'm being .. uh, not so me. Anyways, I've finished reading my Skin Deep book, it's so freaking nice but the ending seriously seriously suck.

I don't like our new chemistry teacher, Miss Melissa Lim. I think her butt is oversized, /:

After school, I joined wenjie at her class for Geography lesson since Mrs Goh cancelled the Physics lesson, I joked with Wenjie about soooo many things, damn I miss last year sooo much. We always laugh together lah, too bad we are in a different class. Geeee. Went for lunch @ at canteen, & Wenjie is such an idiot :D . Anyways, I hate Wenjie because she always have vegetables on her plate, sometimes they are long beans, sometimes they are curry vegetables and sometimes they are cabbage. AND, she hardly have any meat on her plate, I seriously feel like killing her lah because I am totally opposite from her. I always have meat on my plate and not a single vegetable can be seen, hohoho. Danced later, at the playhouse. It was seriously damn hothothot, & Vanessa told me that the air-con in music room broke down, what the hell, D:

Anyways people, the event column is up again, which means I am advertising, and it also means that you earthlings reading my blog right right right now, should probably take a look at the event column which shows my dance studio's upcoming performance @ Vic theater, and you should probably buy a ticket to watch too , hoho. I know by buying the ticket now is waaaaaaay too early but you can book your desired seats lah so it's worth it. :D
I'll love you tonns if you come, :}}}}}}}

I sound so desprate in asking people to buy the tickets. Ohmygod. -.-

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I'm in school now, hahaha.


I'm laughing at felicia's email because it sounds funny, hahaha.
Had height and weight during PE lesson, I didn't grow any taller but I did loose like 1kg, so it's cool.

I have to complain about that pervert in my class called Cher Ling, shall blog again later.

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Okay, I shall continue with the story CherLing the class pervert. From what Felicia, Wenda and I have observed for the past few months or weeks, CherLing always always always have to turn around during lesson, somewhere in between 90 to 180 degrees when he is sitting. So we say that he is ogling at two girls sitting diagonally right behind him, so he will have this face expression which totally disgust us. His eyes will turn into those chee-ko-pek eyes you see on the streets and his mouth will open, just like a staring at nothing mode. But he don't stare at nothing, he stares at the two girls. There was this time he suddenly 'woke up' from his pervert mode and he become very very blur, he turned left and right before sitting facing the board. Wenda and I laughed like shit can, anyways I don't like CherLing, I don't like to stand near him anyways. He just give me the creeeeeeeeps.

Here's a drawing of how cherling, umm, stares at the 2 girls.
Sometimes his mouth is like this, shown in the picture, and sometimes it's opened.


-shudders- D:
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Ernest: I don't think I can remember lah, D:
Prissaye: o: How guai is the guai?
zhen: I watched it online, I love this song so much, hahahah. I don't really like school, D:
REINE: Thankyou for tagging love!
Ernest: Hahahaa, thankyou. o:

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School reopened, dang.


School was not very good for me. This morning, I was really paranoid about whether today was the correct day that school reopens. So I looked down from my corridor, trying to look out for students in school uniforms. I saw a few of them before I went down to the bus stop. I look weird in my uniform, maybe I'm not used to it since I haven't touched it for 1 whole month.

There was a change of timetable. Miss Robert got angry because no one brought the vocabulary book homework given before the holidays. There wasn't any English lesson on Mondays in the old time table, and she went " Holiday homework are suppose to be passed up on the first day when school reopens" Anyways, the book was too thick and heavy, Miss Robert just don't understand. Miss Robert is kind of stupid, because she asked the class to do this e-test on the computer and the words were all chimchim words from the vocab book which I did not remember. So what I did was to go find out the meaning of the words online, but in the end, I got only 40% Hahahahaha, -.-

Anyways, 61 more days to my performance. It's still quite long but anyone want to come or book the tickets first? The pricing is still the same, $12, $15, $20 . I think I'll put the event column back into my blog soon, I need to start advertising and comfirm the number of tickets and collect the money. Blah, there's so much to do.

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zxzxzxzxzxzxzxz.


I'm sooooo tired, and tomorrow will be such a lousy day because I'm not prepared for schoool. Anyways I was suppose to wake up at 7am , but I woke up at 7:30am because the sky was dark due to the rain and I thought it was only 6++am.

Had photoshoot today, was still okay.

& time to do my poa homework, yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

ryo : I shall give you coke on your birthday then, l:
Hao: You're a sadist! Hahaha,
Ernest: Grats, hahhhhhhs.
Jiaan: Linked.
ryo: hahahhahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,

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Ohmygodddddddddddddddddddd.


School reopens on monday, shit. I'm so not ready for school, I still need to sleep more. I haven't done my homework so i'll chiong them tomorrow after the photoshoot tomorrow.

There was a combine rehearsal this morning @ 8:30am . Ivana, Prissaye and I were suppose to meet at Yangzheng at 7am, I have no idea why Ivana wants to meet so freaking early. Anyways, I reached around 7:15am and waited for Ivana, wait wait wait. & we decided to call her, and guess what, she just woke up. Prissaye and I felt like calling into 987fm and tell Emily that Ivana bombed us. So while waiting for Ivana, we slept at the area with steps outside the concourse facing Zhonghua school. I felt uncomfortable sleeping on my knees so I couldn't bother to care about the dirtyness of the floor, so I just dumped my bag and laid there and slept. While sleeping, the sun came out and it was so sunny. I think I became dark, hahahaa.

Soon it was 8:30am, tied a bun and put on light make up. Danced.

After dance, we went to goldenland mark there to take out measurements. Went back seragoon to have our late lunch early dinner.

Reached home and got a call from Mandy asking me to go to Mr Lee house to play, so mrt-ed there. Didi kept on bullying me by 'killing' me, he 'stabbed' my back and I died, -.- Afterwards, didi and I played some cooking game, and played cars and lego. When we wanted to go back home, he cried because he wanted to play, x: But he was better after some cooling down, so we plan to play cars and lego during the chalet on saturday. Hahahha.

& siann, i have new blisters, :{

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Hohoho, I have no idea if I'm tired or not.


Had dance and tkd bbq yesterday.

I reached the pit at around 7++ pm, slacked around with Mandy and Jane, in the raindrops. Afterwards, went into the shelter and played dai dee with Jane and Joyce, ate jelly and otah. Then everyone was called to play some game, some kind of broken telephone game but with actions instead of words. In the end, the actual and the final acting is like totally different and everybody will start to laugh, hahahahaa. Uhhhh, after the game I think everyone settled down and played a few rounds of murderer. Then we went back to the pit to eat and cook. Took pictures and stuffs, which will be uploaded into the photo gallery thennn I can't remember what happened until Mr Tan was telling some paranormal(?) stuffs to Andy, Damien(?), Jinhao, Sinyu, Mandy and I. So he totally scared the hell out of me and mandy lah. Afterwards, Mr Tan and Andy went home and the rest stayed overnight.

The overnight-ing was longggg and colddddd and tiring and somehow fun. Can't really remember what we played or talked about, I actually brought my homework there and do, I don't even know if those worksheets are the actualy holiday homework. Anyways, there were sooooo many tutors around, hohoho. I only can remember the last game we played and that was Poker, Blackjack. The loser had to drink a can of coke for guys and half a can for girls. Kangwei was the suay-est one, he drank a total of 5 to 6 cans and he was sure very high.

Anyways, the morning sunrise was quite prettty although we were blocked by the trees. Went home next, slept in the bus. When I reached home, I simply just dumped by bags and plastic bags and collapsed on my bed at around 8:45 am or so & I woke up at 10:30am . Hongsheng was surprised that I wasn't sleeping longer and he said that I will collapse later.

1 more hour and I have to leave for dance. It feels so funny, it's like some time confusion. I keep thinking today is still wednesday. Hmmm, I feel quite tired nowww & I have to go for dance till 5pm, wish me luck in not sleeping during break time. l:

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Aloha.


Today was such a fun day, I love hs chinese dance members. The dancers were like talking about bra and stuffs, what colour bras do we have, what kind of bras do we wear. Ma lao shi picked out 10 dancers, and said that we were the "shi da chou nus" then jiaxin went "Bu shi lor, we are the shi da mei nu" It was so laughoutloud can.

Tomorrow and the next day, dance again.

Ate Longjohn with jiaxin and I feel so comfortable sharing secrets with her, I love jiaxin.

Can't wait for the tkd bbq tomorrow, hohoho.

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Today is Father's Day.


My Father is just an image, sometimes I wonder if he is real. I want a father who cares about me, I want a father who loves me, I want a father who will hug me, I want a father who scolds me, I want a father who will talk to me. I want to feel the warmth and love that all my friends' father shower them with. I don't want my father to only say a hello and if I have eaten when he sees me and nothing else, I really don't want that. And now, he is going china to work, I can only see him once every 3 months or half a year. This is the fifth year that I've learned to live with a father that doesn't feel like my father.
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I know people around me have been asking me to cheer up, on msn, my tagboard, real life and so on. It takes time for me to actually cheer up. I'm sad, I feel so tired everyday. I just feel like sleeping all day so that I can dream of whatever I want.

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Tears, tears and just tears.
Two things made me teared today, no wonder today is called friday the 13th.

Everyone makes mistake, no matter how small or big they are. Even though he did not cherish his second chance or whatever, at least he reflected on his wrong actions and he is willing to change, even though there were a few things that were throwned at him. Those things may be quite unreasonable, this is how I feel. But he is willing to scacrifice, to give them up because he really wants to come back. And I really believe in him.
Maybe people will say I shouldn't say things like this because it is none of my business. But I felt sad and sorry, I just feel that way. Maybe I should stop here.

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AlvinLim:

When I was on the phone, just listening to yours, Mandy's and Queenie's voices, shouting across, scolding and scolding. I heard their crying voices, but I was too tired to cry. I didn't stay behind just now, for the talking of things out plan. Because I was too afraid of the outcome, I was weak, so I guess I thought that I coudn't argue back. I didn't want to see my dear friends tearing, I was wrong to let both Mandy and Queenie to carry the scoldings all by themselves. They told me not to blog because what are suppose to be said have been said. Because I wasn't there but was on the phone, I thought that I should just say what I want to say right now. I promise that I will never ever blog about you ever again. This shall be my last post for you.
Why are we all arguing when we all know what outcome is, everyone has their own faults. Sometimes, I don't have to courage to tell myself I'm in the wrong, but you do. And I admire that spirit of yours, taking responsibility. You may say I'm weak, go ahead because I found out that myself too, in the conversation. I take things too lightly, and sometimes I don't consider your feelings. I thought that by not telling you when I'm done eating my porridge won't kill you, I guess I was wrong, I gave you an empty promise.
Nobody likes to be at fault, it makes them feel guilty. That's when the pushing of blame comes in, then that is when the quarreling comes in because both sides don't want to give in. "Why should we give in to him? We are not in the wrong, he is!", "Why should I give in to them? I'm always giving in, plus this time, they are in the wrong!" And it goes on and on, people are just so narrow minded, that includes you and me. What do we get in return by quarrelling? I say, after that other party has given it, I will feel better because I will feel I'm not in the wrong. What about pointless and meaningless arguments whereby both parties are at fault? No one will give in and even if you do, you will sound sarcastic anyways. Why bother? And you know what the best thing to do in this kind of endless and sticky situation? You will just lead your life and I will lead mine, you will forever blame me, thinking I was the cause of the ending of the friendship and I will too. And when we grow up, we will find this so childish but we won't care about it anymore because we have much more better friends.

So I'm telling you, that I'm very confused, I've lost all trust in you and I do not wish to believe in you anymore. And even if we become friends again, it won't be the same anymore because I will not open up again. We will not be that close like how we use to, all the laughing and everything at anywhere at anytime. You are just like a complete stranger to me, I feel no connection with you and I don't know why. I'm sorry that I feel this way, I can't control my feelings. I do not wish to pretend that nothing have happened, like me and zhengjun. We've quarreled big time and she said "let's pretend nothing have happened" I pretended and whenever I went out with her, I don't feel as close to her, I don't feel like talking to her. That is why I hate quarrelings, now you know why I didn't stay.

I treated you like my bestfriend because you have never failed to make me smile. It is all in the past now, and I doubt we can go back like how we used to, lao ma and nu er. Perhaps you should give me time, I don't know how long, a few days, months are maybe even years, for me to break all connection with you and to forget how much I have hated you, to let the hatred disapper slowly. Afterwards, we will then build our friendship all over again, like how you made friends during the first day of school.

I know I didn't say much, but this is all my feelings, all my thinking. No one told me or gave me ideas on what to write, so if you thinking of hating the person or people who you think wrote this, then there is only one person and that is me. But you can always still be friends with Mandy and Queenie, they are wonderful friends, cherish them.

Goodnight. I think this is all I have to say, if there is something that I've left out, I will continue it on this post, as I have said that this is my last post to you.

I'm feeling down so maybe I won't be blogging. Byebye.
Friday the 13th, where badluck arrives.

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My sneezing is back, oh dearrrrr.


Mornings are always so boring, I don't have to mood to maple. Currently chatting with kukudaddy, pungyee and sinyu. & I have no idea why my blog won't load and others will. Shall post again later after dance.
p.s : Blisters are still very cool and they aren't gross!

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Alohaaaaa!


Today was really really fun, I seriously did enjoyed myself with the 6a Gang, I love you guys so much, hohos. At around 11.40, yuhming came up to my house, then we brought Matthew's cake down to the playground with swings behind my block. Swing-ed, and received a call from one of the guys asking us to buy plastic forks and plates? So we went back up to my house to get them, we had to give up our swings lei. Went to block 234, i think, and prepared the cake. Celebrated, the guys were playing cake, Maojie was the worst victim & Andy was the evil culprit.

Next, we bused to AMK hub to have our pepper lunch, the bean sprouts are really smelly. Our actual plan was to go to the zoo, but then zhehao didn't have enough money I think, or the weather was too hot, or we only had very little time to spend there. So we thought and thought then somehow, we went to cityhall. Walked around the esplanade, my feet & ankles were super super tired and were aching lah. Walked to the Singapore Flyer next, slacked around, took pictures. There was this funny thing that happened, while we slacking in the FEMALE handicap cubicle, making noises, and locking each other in it, there was this Indian guy who said to us, I can't remember exactly what he said thought, "Please do not sit on the toilet, it is meant for handicap people" He said this because Matthew was sitting on the cover of the toilet bowl, the Indian guy also told us to go over to a place where seats were available, and he pointed to us where. Hahahaha!

Bused 960 to Bugis next, we went there because the guys except Andy wanted to find Andy's scary female friend who goes to Bugis very very often? We sat the bendy bus, the one which is very very long, the guys didn't believe it was called a bendy bus, my mummy told me what they were called when those bendy buses were on the road. Walked around Bugis street and we found no point finding the girl, so we went to Bugis Junction, decided to take neoprints next. I demanded for a neoprints with seats because my legs, my feet and my ankles were really really very tired, plus the blisters! Finally a 6a Gang neoprint, I will post the pictures in the picture gallery later when yuhming send them to me via msn.

After the walking and everything, we decided to go to kovan since Zhehao had to go for his tuition. Bused 80 there, sat the double-decker bus, while busing, Andy, Matthew and I were playing this reaction game copied from the 'Wack-A-Mole'. It's called 'Wack-A-Hand'. Matthew was super pro at that game, and I was the ultra lousy one, my reaction is seriously damn slow. Matthew slept afterwards because he was tired. I played with Andy next, while he was trying to hit my hand, he accidentally slapped his two palms together and the sound produced was really loud I tell you, I told this he was hitting a fly and we laughed. Chatted later with yuhming, about animals. The conversation isn't like, "what animal do you like?", we were talking about other countries eating dogs, mouse and monkey brain, about how people slaughter chickens and ducks. The monkey brain was really EWWNESS!

We went to Newyork to have our dinner, after like a long discussion. Zhehao asked us if we wanted to have a Highclass or Lowclass dinner, so we all said Middleclass. The reason why Newyork is middle class and not low class is because zhehao said high class was Hotel food. Haha, zhehao left for tuition next. That was everyone's first time at Newyork and it was a really really really bad experience there, I ordered this cheesy chicken, yuhming ordered teriyaki(?) chicken, matthew ordered fish and chip, Maojie ordered this spaghetti with chicken and Andy ordered this pizza. The waiter gave Andy pizza that he didn't order but he thought that it was his so he ate it, after a while, a other waiter gave Andy his actual order. So there was some confusion there, but Andy kept this new order. The reason why I said it was a bad experience because of the lousy tasteless food. Andy pizza was tasteless and the meatball was like shit. Maojie and I had no idea how to cut the chicken that was on our plates, it was really half a chicken with a lot of bones. So Maojie said this really funny stuff, "Andy paid $14++ to eat bread, Charmaine paid 14++ to eat potato wages(?)" and I added on, "Maojie paid $14++ to eat instant noodle" Laughoutloud. The billed came, it was like $ 84++ . 10% service charge and 7% GST. We swear-ed never to go back Newyork ever again.

Maojie wanted to buy bubble tea after the dinner, so we went sweet talk. While we were waiting in the queue, Andy whispered to us "Look at the owner's....." Then he pointed to his armpit not very obviously, I got it at first and laughed and laughed. Then I told Yuhming, Matthew and Maojie. Maojie quickly ordered his blue coral and we faster walked off. The armpit was was ohmygod, long and hairy. LOL! Then Andy kept saying that there was long armpit hair in Maojie's blue coral, hahaha. Because Maojie's blue coral had no pearls, so Andy said next time the owner will ask the buyer " Ni Yao ZhenZhu(Pearl) or Mao(Hair) " Laughoutloud! Yuhming thought of this super sick thing, like when the buyer wants Mao instead of Pearl, the Auntie will shave her Armpit hair LIVE and it will drop into the bubbletea. It was supersupersuper funny lah! To think the decent yuhming will think of all these, anyways she also said that Bowen guys are horny so she is used to it. So we started talking about armpit hair, of how girls don't shave, pluck or whatever. Andy told us that there was this china girl in his class who don't shave? So one day while he was sitting in his chair, the girl passed him a book, so Andy could see her armpit hair form his angle when he looked up? So at that moment, he thought that he saw wrongly and he wanted to double check. He knew that the girl will want back the book, so he camped at his chair, waiting for the girl to ask the book back, and she did. Then he said he saw a black forest. LOL. Then maojie also told us the same scenario about a nerd girl in his class. Then we said like Andy is sick because he camped at his chair to see the armpit hair, and also attracted to armpit hair. Hahahahahhaha!

Went to the arcade at superbowl next, played while waiting for zhehao to finish his tuition. The guys wanted to go lan but it was too late already and yuhming and I didn't want to go. So we all bused to interchange, matthew alight one stop before. The rest sat 105 except maojie, saw wanqi! Alighted with Wanqi and yuhming, went home next. :D

I love today! Thank you, Yuhming, Andy, Matthew, Maojie and Zhehao for the wonderful day. Best friends forever~ :D

& omg, this post is long! How long did I spend typing this. o:

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Hahaha.


Next time when I have massive blisters like now, I shall not dance. I think my blisters cracked or something, because I can see white lines on it, o: Can blisters even crack? I don't know myself, I'm just assuming, haha.

Blisters are cool. :D

Anyways, todays is mummy's birthday, bought two oreo cheese cake for her because I didn't have enough money with me. I think my specs are breaking soon, it's kinda of sang-eh. It's either mummy buy me a new specs or contacts. Roar, of course I prefer contacts, but I don't want eye bags. o:

Current maple level, 55. Siannnnn diaoooos! Prissaye asked me to play a private server with her, my computer is like so lag, gosh. Anyways, today's post shall be short because I have no mood to make it long, hahahaha.

& I want more quizzes! o:

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Okay.


Here is the picture of my two blisters, haha!
[Viewers discrition(?) is advised]


My left sole.


& my right.

It's horribly big okay, so I wasn't joking when I say I can't walk properly. Haha! I'm wearing socks now so that my raw skin won't feel like coldness of the floor, it was mummy's idea. She's so clever lah.
I'm not going dance today, sorry prissaye & Ivana.

Morning, went for training.
Mapled in the afternoon, trained when there was x2 for 2 hrs, from 5% to 65% . Not bad right, :D

&& Shall go sleep now, I'm dead tired.

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Grabbed from Prissaye.

• #1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
  Break luh?
  
  
• #2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
  To be with Jason? Hahahah, idk lah -.-
  
  
• #3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
  Very memorable & unique.
  
  
• #4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
  Uh huh, I don't want to grow up lei.
  
  
• #5. what's your ideal lover like?
  1. A big brother type/ A Hiro type, hah!
  2. Trust and respect me.
  3. Good comforter (being there for me and stuffs)
  4. Loves piano or taekwondo.
  
  
• #6. What is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
  Being loved by someone.
  
  
• #7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
  Idk, depends on how deep the love is?
  
  
• #8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
  Can't possibly give up right? Wait?
  
  
• #9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
  Thinking about what happened on May 14, 8:34 AM
  
  
• #10. Is being tagged fun?
  Eh, soso.
  
  
• #11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
  Taller & working in the hospital or clinic?
  
  
• #12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
  Best friends, Good friends, Family.
  
  
• #13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
  No one tagged me, I stole the quiz, Haha!

• #14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
  If i'm rich and single, I'll be lonely. If i'm poor but married, my children will suffer. So Idk.

• #15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
  Lie in the bed for a few more minutes.
  
  
• #16. Would you give all in a relationship?
  Uh huh.
  
  
• #17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
  I will slap myself for being such a despo girl. Tsk.
  
  
• #18. What type of friends do you like?
  Those who don't pangseh, those who can keep secrets.
  
  
• #19. What type of friends do you dislike?
  Pangseh-ers, betrayers, flirters, and haolian-ers. That's all I think.
  

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D:

I'm enduring the pain on my poor two soles, thanks to the training today. Anyways, my sneezing isn't gone yet, so my nose is always always so itchy and I'm not a very good sneezer you know, the sneeze just just don't want to come out. The feeling is so irritating. Did sparring and footwork today, eh there was this girl, I have no idea what's her name though, she was so so so rough and everything lah, I did not wear any guards, she did and her fat legs smacked right into my stomach and my injured back. What the hell? She should have stopped lor, somewhat, I feel that she did that on purpose. Anyways, I'm seriously damn pissed off with her, the problem is she did not say sorry and charged at me like a bull can. Afterwards, I was too tired to spar with her plus my blisters are really really very painful. So all I did was to block her kicks with my arm.

My blisters are huge I tell you. It's like bigger than my thumb can. D: I can't walk properly now, so I have to like rely on the outer edge of my feet to walk, they are so achy (?) right now. Siannnnnned, & tomorrow I shall go buy those feet protectors used for dance for Friday trainings, haha :D So I will not have blisters ever again, I think. l:

Well, good night, I hope I can at least walk tomorrow or else I'll skip training tomorrow which I hope I don't. I took like 12 minutes to walk from block 335 back to my house, ohmytians -.-

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Blogging time.


Ohkay, so early in the morning, my family and relatives went to the temple to pray for my gongong's 100th day or something. Charlene was so talkative and kept asking me like after 50 years, there won't be any space left for other's to put their ashes, then where will the old one go? So I kept telling her "Do I look like a temple girl?" Went home next, rested for a while then Mummy, Charlene and I went bused 133 to the lavender, to the ICA building to make new passports. Bused to AMK hub next to have our lunch, then went home.
Charlene was so crazy today, going out with her tomorrow, :D

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Don't think that I will not be happy without you around, and don't even think that I'll beg or desperately asking you what wrong have I done this time. The problem is, I have done nothing wrong, you are the one who keep on thinking that I'm always on her side, and never once yours. Why are you being so so so petty, anyways, you are the one who predicts that this friendship isn't going to last, very well then. This is YOUR prediction, and I can make your prediction come true.

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Blog time.


Currently re-watching Sky Of Love on CR and re-crying all over again. It's just so sad, Hiro is just like an ideal guy, gosh.

Anyways, I went to AMK polyclinic for checkup for my back with mummy today. We went there around 11am, registered and waited for our turn. After around 1 hour and 45 minutes, we went into the consultation room. But during waiting, there was this funny thing that happened. There was this old man and it was his turn to go into the referral room, so he said quite loudly: "Wo lai le" and a lot of people were laughing lah, haha. Went into the consultation room afterwards, so the doctor told me to have an x-ray.
Went to the x-ray place, registered. It's my first time being x-rayed, I kept having this thinking of you have to stand being the x-ray machine and your bones will be shown, which I saw on tv long time ago, I'm like so out-dated can? Changed into a patient clothing, x-rayed next.
Afterwards, mummy and I went for lunch. Went back around 2pm to collect the results in the consultation room. The results said that my spine is normal, everything is normal, so the doctor said that perhaps the problem of the pain is that I've strained my ligament or something which can't be scanned by the x-ray. So she said she will refer me to SGH, went to the referral room next, did some signing and to the pharmacy to get my medication. Then back to the referral room to get my x-ray films and some paper.
Went home next.

I'm feeling all better now, thanks for caring and concerning about me people :D

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I went for acupuncture for 2 times already and my back is seriously not getting any better but worse. The doctor said that it is very rare that people of my age will have a back injury that still lasts after around 2-3 weeks. She told me to go for a x-ray thingy as soon as possible, because it is serious. And I have to be prepared, and I know exactly what she means. So sometimes, I feel like crying because of this preparedness. And now, I can't do anything but to enjoy dance. If somehow, some miracle happens that my back will be perfectly alright, that my back flexibility won't be lost, I will love dance 10 times even more.

My daddy has this bottle of snake oil, according to what he said. After applying to your skin, only those parts that are injured will turn red due to the hotness of the oil, those parts that are not injured will not experience any hotness and will not turn red. And it actually works okay, I'm not joking or whatever. The part that is injured for my back is the right side of the backbone, the injury is quite big, bigger than what I thought it was. The doctors that I've seen don't even know what kind of injury it is and exactly where it is. So I think during the acupuncture sessions, they anyhow poke the needle into my back, because I went to see two different doctors and both of them poked totally different places in my back. What the hell, No wonder my back is not healing!

I think the oil thingy can take over medical industry. Hah, just joking.

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BackToBlog.


How long was it since I last blogged? Around 4 days, perhaps. Everytime I wanted to blog for the last few days, I will stare at the blogging page, afterwards, I will close the whole internet and click on maple. I went back to maple, for your info. Since wenjie is still playing, might as well accompany her to play right?

Name 20 people you can think of now.
Choose 5 people to do the quiz.
Do not read the question until you've named the 20 people.

{In random Order}
1. Wenjie
2. Ivana
3. Prissaye
4. Fiona
5. Alvin
6. Andy
7. Maojie
8. Matthew
9. Zhehao
10. Yuhming
11. Queenie
12. Mandy
13. Joseph
14. Charlene
15. Felicia
16. Vincent
17. Yagami
18. Jason
19. Kevin
20. kukudaddy

How did you meet 14?
Since she was born.

What would you do if you never met 1?
I'll be so lonely, no laughter and no one to confine to.

What if 9 and 20 dated?
total gayness.

Will 6 and 17 date?
Ohmytians, no way.

describe 3.
Pretty, Tall, candid, sexyyyy.

IS 8 attractive?
Cute in a way or another? Idk, haha!

Describe 7.
Mr Worm! Random, Shuai, Funny and tall.

Do you know any 12's family members?
Her papa, and ahma and sister!

What if 18 confesses that he/she likes you?
I'll be happy? Hahahahhahaahaahahahahaaaaaa.

How old is 16?
16.

What is 2's fave band or singer.
Alot, because she's Techno-siao.

Would you date 4?..
She's a kukubird!

Is 19 single?
uh huh.

Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
Lol, she's my ahmei.

School Of 3?
Nan Chiau, did I spell it correctly? -.-

Where does 6 live?
Very near me, hahs!

What is your fave things of 5?
Funny, he can always make me laugh.

Have you ever seen 2 naked ?
Hmmm ..

.5 ppl to do the quiz:
1. Wenjie!
2. Zhehao!
3. Prissaye! {you don't have to do again, haha}
4. Fiona!
5. Those who want to do.

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