:C

Pressurized, don't roll your eyes at me and give me that mouth sign indicating that I'm boring you or whatever, because I had enough. I know I'm not good but hellooooo, I'm not very expirenced anyways, unlike you.

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I think my heart cracked, l:


hernameisp :C

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Picture time:

Street Paradeeeeee

Charmaine & Haijing.


Jolene and Charmaine.


Liying, people say she look like me /:

Yuzhong Hua

Charmaine and Sharon.


With liying again.

Random Photos

Felicia!


& look what she did to my hair.


Jiaxin tied this hair for me.


I looked like a radish . /:


But it's nice. :D

The end.

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Another omgggggg.


The tueday exam has been brought foward to monday, ahhhhh. & I'm not even prepared because I haven't really study yet. & I'm so hungry that I ate 3 packs of Julie's butter crackers. l: Off to studying, and I promise that I will memorize something tonight for the exam.

Before I go, I just want to say that I'm starting to dislike you. It's just a feeling, don't have to get upset over it okays? C:

Toodles.

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Omgggg.


Throat infection + flu. I feel like killing myself, *stabs*
Anyways, I think it is due to the screaming during sunday's street parade. Well, off to studying, exam's on tuesday! D:

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Dang it.


The ticket sales are kinda not so good? I don't know, anyways people. Please support me and come to my concert? I only like have 13 orders ONLY. I really want to hit above 20, you can always pay me another day. So pretty please friends?

23 August or 24 August 2008.
8pm and 3pm respectively.
$12, $15, $20
Victoria Theater

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LOL.


Stupid sinyu and kangwei, blah. Anyways, I removed the picture already. -.- I didn't know it was thaaaaat obvious, so stop laughing. LOL.

School was fun, enjoyed laughing with Felicia. & Wenda has absolutely no sense of humor cannnn, I suspect she can't laugh, lol. Chill Wenda, this is only a joke. During English, Miss Roberts was discussing about the Organ Transplant thing so she decided to have this class debate. She also said that Shi Ting was very good at arguing hence she asked the class if there was anyone who is as Bitchy as Shi Ting to argue back with her. That moment was super laughoutloud.

Another funny thing was that Wenda accidentally stepped on Felicia's rubber, so Felicia wanted to rub the dirt off on Wenda's face. So I told Felicia that later there will the pimples which forms a rectangle shape ( The rubber is rectangle in shape ) on her face, we laughed like crazy lah. And Wenda didn't laugh, -.-

I think i today damn suay , and wenjie knows why. l: During dance, yihan lost her phone, poor girl, she was crying and crying. The members called her lost phone and someone picked it up and hanged it, wth? Hope that heartless chap can return the phone to her.

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I shall blog before Charlene starts nagging.


I did talk to him on msn yesterday night, but its like.. He seem so so uninterested. Blah, there's nothing much to talk about and I have nothing I can entertain him with. So its kinda like a good and a bad news. Oh well, at least he remembers me, I think.

School was kinda alright, nothing special to write about. We are getting distant right? Even if you don't say anything, I can sense it. :{

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[picture removed] -.-

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I shall post before I study.


Today was a really sianned day, I was just waiting for a particular message but it just didn't appear, it's okay actually, anyways, I don't want to sound too emo on my blog. Wenda told me to give up since she realised that I was damn sianned in class today. I know you mean well but sometimes, it's just hard, especially I was given another chance. It took me a long time and lots of courage before I finally hit the Send button. & thanks felicia for your shoulder today. :}

Think positively Charmaine, things may not be that bad. Anyways, thanks Kangwei for msging me in class today, because I needed to tell someone about the matter.

Well, off to studying.

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Blog time.


Today was awesome because there was Prissaye and Ivana. There is always so much laughter and fun with them around. Ivana loves to make funny faces which are like out of the world can, laughoutloud. I've uploaded the pictures in the gallery le.

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There is something special about him, that is why I like him.
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Finally, a time to blog.


Dance yesterday was slack and just slack. The juniors are always always stressing jiaxin out, they really have no idea when to be serious and not to be. I seriously think that Hs chinese dance is going to kaboom when we graduate, and I really don't know who in the sec 2 batch now can be the next chairman. Anyways, took 43 with qiu yi & I kept eating her sweets, I have a sweet-tooth so you can't blame me lo. She alighted at Serangoon while I alighted at paya lebar, trainned to Simei and met the rest.

Training was alright? Kinda slacking because there was so little people left after Mr Tan called those who are going to the PASTF tournament later today. Elliot was such a show off please, in the end, he fell down after damien(?) gave him a kick to his tummy. Hohoho. After trainning, bought drinks from 7-11 and Mr Tan drove Andy, Mandy, Queenie and I around and around to find a place to eat. But there wasn't any vegetarian around especially in the night, in the end we went to this place to have a drink. Then Mr Tan drove us to kovan so Mandy and Queenie went to buy toast. Andy and I went to this coffee shop but we didn't want to have such a heavy supper so we went back to the toast shop to look for them. The thing is, we walked past them without knowing or something. Anyways, founded them later and bought the colourful bread applied with Peanut butter. Mr Tan drove us home next, & Andy was the body guard or something because it was like 11:25 pm. My brother was awake when I opened the door, he scared the hell out of me because when I turned around, I could see his head and not his body as it was behind the wall. Bathe and went to bed.

Going for dance later, siannnn. Saturday's dance class is so so so ... Anyways, I'm kinda stressed out about it, dang. I wrote how I felt about us on a sheet of paper, My tears almost dropped in class and thanks to Felicia for comforting me, it just that something is really wrong and the problem is that I don't know what. I don't know if I broke someone's heart without knowing.

Oh crap, I think i am Gerascophobic and Arachnophobic, Fear of growing old and fear of spiders plus I also have a fear of caterpillars.

& p.s: I still hate that short girl with a Enormous face and horrible short hair cut. Just go kill yourself, sheeeeeeshhhhhhhh!

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Back to blog.


Today was still alright, the funest part was when Felicia and I kept laughing and laughing because we were aiming the paper aeroplane to Isabel's pigu but the airplane kept landing under leon's table.

On my way back home, I saw Joel, and darn, he is so tall now lah! Anyways, I saw a lot of cockroaches crawling near the rubbish chute area and some even crawling up the wall and into people's kitchen. There was one cockroach that fell down from the second level. I'm not scared of cockroaches actually, it's just that those cockroaches were WAYYYYYY big in size, bigger than average lah. It's just disgusting to see a enormous cockroach. My papa taught me to catch cockroaches when I was young with toilet paper and maybe a stick. I shall share this technique with you guys so you guys will know how to catch one, l:

1. Flip the cockroach over with the stick so its legs are facing the ceiling.
if you don't have a stick, then just flip it over with whatever you can find
2. Take the toilet paper and pick the cockroach up by its feelers(?), make sure you hold it with your index finer and thumb.
3. Throw in down the toilet bowl.
4. FLUSH it away , :D

Anyways, I can't believe that Wenjie and Pungyee are together, I mean they both loook omgomgomgomg cuteeeee together can! Last long you two. :}

Jinhao showed me this like a few days ago, it's really funny lah!
Read the name below and what do you see?


Well, I see mdm Gay-ing Me. Moi is the twit form of Me, so its omg lah!

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Heh.




The new timing for the performance on 24 Aug has been changed from 8pm to 3pm. The saturday timing is still the same @ 8pm.

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Black to Blog.


Yesterday was Hongsheng's last day at changkat, anyways, happy NS-ing dude.

It's july already and this year is pretty fast, WuYue performance is getting nearer too, only 49 more days. So better order the tickets from me, fast. & Yay for my tkd friends because they are supporting me lah, hohos. Training has been kinda tough for me, not enough stamina perhaps, dang it. But I still love getting strawberry flavoured milk after training, :D. Going for some performance or competition later @ SJC, it should be a performance? Can't remember, until 7++pm. Going high with jiaxin & yanqi during the finale later, muahahahhaa.

I promised myself I will study any subject, because if not, i'll be the stupidest and slowest learning in my row, lol. Felicia has taught her self cosine rule before Mr Lam taught the class, damn she's fast. I'm jealous when she and leon don't have to listen during maths class because they already know the formula, so I have to buck up. But then, I have to finish my POA before I can do anything else, :}

If she asks you to go support her in any event, you will probably support her a 110%, but if I ask you to come and support me, I bet you will forget about it as it is not important. But it's okay, I have other friends who are supporting me and they will not forget about it.

tkd friends: Thanks for supporting, :D
Wenjie: I lovee you too, BFF ♥

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The performance "Harmony in unity" or something was still okay. It rainned before, so the stage was wet, our dance shoes were wet and our butts were wet because we had some moves whereby we have to sit on the floor. Had early dinner there, nasi lemak. Jiaxin and I were like super hungry because we didn't eat lunch, so we shared another packet. Ohmygod, I'm gaining weight lo. Finale was highhighhigh, was laughing and dancing with jiaxin. I think it is in the news bah, because I saw people getting interviewed, l:
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I'm really sad now.


Maybe it's because of all the things that is happening right now, so sometimes I feel like skipping school and everything just to take a one day break because my mind is confused right now and it is not processing properly. I have to worry about dance, I have to worry about this, about that. I found out that people are treating me differently, people are pangseh-ing me, and Wenda reading my inbox or sent messages secretly today in class for I don't know what reason. & I'm sorry zhehao for not talking to you in the bus, I just didn't have the mood to.

Maybe I'll blog later, maybe I won't. Maybe i'll just get some sleep.

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R.I.P Mr Tan Ching Teck, deepest condolence to his family.

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