Argh.


I have so much things to do, so much things to think of. I have to do 12765417235418 POA assignments, I still have the cards to do, and so many other things to think about. I have no time. I need a break, shit. Not enough sleep since Friday, I really need a breakkkkk. I can't even slack during the September holidays now, how pathetic. & Im always saying the wrong things, I don't know what's with me. I'm so so what.

Blah, today is another sucky day.

ryo: Thanks dude!
zhen: Heeee, next time take flower power group photo. I had fun toos :D
Priscillia: She's the sex consultant mahh, lol.
ryo: thanks again, C:
Jiaxin: I have another version though.
Priscillia: I don't think we look like puppets lei. l:
ryo: Nope, another Andy. C:
Yisin: What woman, i'm a girl lo. Anyways, linked.
UrMama: Who are you sia, o.o

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C:



Group Photo, x3

Tibet dancers.


I want to slap that leon for laughing and laughing non stop at the zhuo ma song. He keep saying our dance moves were like puppets. Eat shit and die lah Leon, :D

Today was such a sucky day can! We had a second POA test, and it was the trading, profit and loss account thingy and I didn't really know how to do mah. So I refered to my textbook luh, at first my refering was going very smoothly, until when I did the third question about balance sheet. Mdm Tan caught me peeking at my textbook and she said that I will get a big fat 0. Feeling super frustrated and upset and all the emotions mixed into one, tears rolled down and I just started crying. I have no idea why I cried, because this should be what I get for cheating. I just wanted to pass because I failed my previous test, and now it's worse. I crushed both my answer paper and question paper and threw it on the floor since I can't do anything already. How stupid can I get uh, cheat also don't know how to cheat. Felicia also cheated but she didn't get caught, unfairrrrr siol. But it's cool now, but I still feel frustrated whenever I hear POA. Dang it. I feel like dropping POA, now I have totally no interest in POA. Nothing is going smoothly, even thought I listen in class but I always don't get what she means. Even if I do get it, I will forget it the next day. I shouldn't have taken POA, it's ruining me.

Anyways, met up with boyfriend after school. Mummy saw both of us can, laughoutloud! Boyfriend was shy, hahahaha. Anyways, walked to macdonals and ate there. And hah, Andy was there. I didn't see him actually until I turned around and he gave me the look since he saw me when we stepped into Macdonals. Next, we went to the playground near my house to slack, swinged and went to my void deck and slacked like shit. Over an hour, hahas. I called Andy, saying that I can't go back to yangzheng this Friday because I had a doctor appointment, boyfriend kept laughing so Andy thought I made this excuse so I can go out with boyfriend. Stupid boyfriend, hahas. But then, I called him @ the wrong time because he was going to kiss his girlfriend. LOL. I felt so bad, but then he managed to kiss her later on. C: Went home @ around 6 plusplus? Can't remember, I'm going to revise my work now, see how guai I am. C:

Toodles.

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Back to bloggg.


This post is going to be long.
22 August, rehearsal:
I skipped school because mummy told me to stay @ home to sleep! hehehe. Went to Ivana's house to help her do her finger prop, then Edlyn was helping her to sew back the broken string of beads. Went to VT with ivana, prissaye, boyfriend, bryan. Our dressing room was hell big, way much bigger than most of the rooms. The zhuoma people shared the room except for chengqi. Had rehearsal, camwhored with prissaye as we didn't have anything to do after the rehearsal. Double cheese burger for dinner without pickle! At around 9:10, we had the full-dress rehearsal which was way behind schedule. It finished at 11pm plus, boyfriend, bryan and keon came down to VT, Prissaye and ivana wanted to go to 7-11 to buy something to eat but Prissaye walked the wrong way and we ended up walking one biggggg round. Missed the last train so we ended up cabbing home.

Kudos to Prissaye for uploading.


Prissaye and Charmaine. x3


Ivana, Prissaye and Charmaine






Candid!


& again.


Flower Power. Lol.
Ivana, Charmaine, Wanqi and Jeryl.


Esystole huggg!


Zhuo ma C:


wth is Ivana doing?


Sulk people, :C


23 August, performance day!
Woke up @ 7am, and prepared to meet the girls at 8.30 am. Apparently, Ivana was early. Trained to VT and it was kinda slack as our practice was 10.30. Camwhored again, choreograph stupid dances, took lame videos and stuffs. Double cheese burger for lunch again. Then we prepared for the actual performance. Make-up, and that was the first time I did all the make up all by myself. From the foundation to the blusher, to the eye shadow, to the eye-liner to the mascara and lastly the lip stick. I'm super proud of myself can. Went outside to sell the $2 booklet, I saw Andy Tay, Kangwei, Zibing, Shai, Mandy and Queenie. Took a photo with them but I don't have it & slap that Andy for saying that we will look like an indian if we had the red dot on because we were wearing the zhuo ma costume. Went back and got ready. I was supersuper nervous lah, couldn't balance properly but overall, the dance was nice. I smiled like there's no tomorrow, lol. Helped to throw the bottles during fire & water. After the performance, went to chat with the tkd peeps. They gave me a rose, and I don't know if it is bought or plucked, laughs. Saw Wenjie and pungyee next! They passed me my bag, chatchat and went to meet 6a gang. Chatted, took photo and went back. I couldn't go out with them because I actually had plans with friends, but then they went home the last mintue. So I went to meet boyfriend with ivana and bryan. Trained to kovan to have our supper, met zhenwei there. Then something happened uh, zhenwei's papa sent us home later.





24 August, second day!
Ivana woke up late, so I trained to dhouby with Prissaye first. Met Ivana later and we trained to city hall to meet Jeryl, Wanqi and Waimun. Went to starbucks and walked to VT. Saw yilin and the kids, it was kinda slack as not many people reached yet. Anyways, the performance was okay, but not as good as yesterday. The whole of the $12 seats were empty as the people there were asked to sit @ the $15 seats. Had a zhuo ma gathering after the performance. It was raining so I shared umbrella with prissaye, there were strong wind and both of us laughed all the way until we can't breathe! There was a bunch of peeps laughing @ us and kept shouted shut up, prissaye umbrella overturned and I stepped of it to unturn it, hahaha. Trained to PS, had ice monster and went home. Bused home with wanqi.


Ivana piggy-backing me :D
I was lazy to walk down the stairs.




I was trying to sleep. -.-

I managed to sleep during CME and a free period which was 45 minutes in total. :D Okeydoke, I'm going to do my homework now before Miss Roberts kills me tomorrow. Anyways, thanks again for the 30 people who have bought the tickets. C: Something happened during class today, which made me so siannned. But I think it's okay now, l:

Toodles.

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Back to blog.


Yesterday morning, @ around 6am. My left calf cramped up, that was the first time I experienced a leg cramp. And ohmygod, it was hell pain. I kept screaming and shouting while I was half asleep and I couldn't move my whole leg. Mummy thought I had a nightmare so she ignored my screams, I'm so poor thing can, D:

Today, bad things and good things happened today. Laughter and sadness and oh whatever, today was just a stress-y day.

Anyways, I love boyfriend, nothing is going to tear us apart. ♥

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Alohaa.


Yesterday's training was still okay, taught the tkd aerobics to Mandy, Jane, Queenie, Sinyu, Jemery and two other boys. We managed to teach 8 sets of 8, I think it's nice, heh. After tkd, Mr tan drove Joyce and family home first, before driving us to Circuit Road to have our supper. I fell asleep on the way there because I was really tired, ate and then we went home.

Today, there was this bullying thing going on. Apparently, little Darren who is a poom belt was being bullied by Nigel, a green belt holder. Nigel has a sucky attitude and I don't like him, he thinks he knows it all, but then he is just another arrogant dude. Mr lee protected little Darren and scolded Nigel and gang for being disrespectful, rude as they made Darren cry.

Nationals today and I'm not going due to dance, ohwells & I'm suppose to do my POA assignments, shyteeeeeee lahh. D:

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Dang it.


I'm losing confidence and faith in whatever I do, & I don't want to be like this.

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Heh.


I'll blog first before doing the POA assignments I owe, dang it. Because I have not handed in any stupid assignments from bank reconciliation, trial balance, balance sheet, profit and loss and blahblahblah. I hate homework , :C

Friday is the last day to pay me the ticket money people, because on Saturday, I will have to return whatever unsold tickets I have. Damn it, then it will be back to the 'ordering system' whereby you have to really confirm with me and pay me first before I pass you the ticket. I think, and I would like to thank Shermin for buying 2 tickets from me. I've asked Miss Lim to go to the concert and she said she consider and also said that she will ask Felicia Chin if she would like to go, because she is her classmate from secondary one to Jc. Ohmygod. Imagine an actress in Victoria Concert Hall watching Dance Image'08. Miss lim isn't bad, I think she's nice. Laughoutloud. The other teachers just gave excuses like they won't be free and the ticket is too expensive, It isn't expensive lo, its way much cheaper than JJ tickets please!

I think I shall blog later if I have the time, cause charlene is chasing me away to play her habbo. I have a shitty sister.

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Eat shit and die for ignoring me dude. Damn.

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Hahaha.


School was so peaceful today, because Wenda was sick. Anyways, it's just a joke that we made in class today. My shoulder is aching, thanks to boyfriend for tickling my neck yesterday and I somehow injured or strained that area. So I'm applying this FASTUM gel which is for my back for my shoulder which reads:

Indications:
Painful, phlogistic or traumatic affections of the joints, tendons, ligaments and muscles (arthritis, periarthritis, arthrosynovitis, tendinitis, tenosynovitis, bursitis, contusions, sprains, luxations, leisons of the knee's meniscus, torticollis, lumbago) Phlebitis, periphlebitis, lymphoangitis, superficial lymphoadenitis. Erythemas and cutaneous phlogistic processes.

Damn chim lo. Anyways, boyfriend is in deep shit! Hahahas, because he made someone angry but I promised not to tell anyone. Even if he is dead, I'll still love him tonns. But I hope this small matter will be resolved soon. Time for me to get ready to meet Ivana and Prissaye darlings, and go for dance @ outram. Dance is canceled and I'm so bored nowwwwww!

Tooodles.

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I'm tiredddd.


Met boyfriend in serangoon mrt @ 10am, we trained to Yio Chu Kang and that is when he left to find his friends while I went to find Kangwei. Kangwei gave me a tour around NYP, the school is huge lah. I drank bubbletea while he had some western food. Afterwards, we went to this place and practiced our taekwondo aerobics there, there were a bunch of girls around my age I think who were showing off but they wern't good lor. At around late 1pm, we trained back to dhouby where I met boyfriend, Ivana, Bryan, Zhenwei and kion(?) Caught the movie, the journey to the centre of the earth. The movie was nice, slacked around and then we went home. Ivana wore eye liner, chio siaaaaaaa.

Tomorrow is school, ahhhhh, I don't feel like going to school anyways.

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Back to blog.


I didn't blog for one whole week because I had a buddy from China living with me since Sunday night. Currently planning the taekwondo aerobics with kangwei, with the song 'show me the money'. Anyways, my buddy is going back to wuxi tomorrow, early in the morning. Don't think i'll will be sending her off, because I will have to wake up super early in the morning and I don't want to.

Today, I woke up like 5am in the morning and I had dark circles! Ohmygod, anyways, I reached school @ 6:30am, helped the juniors to tie their hair and etcetc. Performed for the national day @ school or something, we screwed up the dance because there wasn't any rehearsal. Xuezhu tripped over someone's costume and fell down on the stage while we were posing. It was super lol. I wacked my palm against the pole on the stage while spinning, everyone was giggling when someone did something wrong. After dance, I chionged down to serangoon mrt and trained to Clementi station. From there, I cabbed to NUS. Luckily, the first full-dress had not started.

After dance, Ivana and I went to dhouby and waited for boyfriend and Bryan. You can say we were just slacking around, walk here walk there. Played hide and seek with ivana and Bryan, and they were pissed off, Lol. Anyways, boyfriend sent me home afterwards.

Tooodles.

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Crap.


Anyone would still like to go to the concert? Anyone would like to go? Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee. Do confirm with me, cause once I tear out the ticket for you, it is considered sold.

Currently, I've sold to [those who have confirmed] :
AndyTay,
Damien,
Ernest,
Felicia,
Jinhao,
Kangwei,
Leon,
Mandy,
MrTan,
Pungyee,
Queenie,
Shai,
Wenda,
Wenjie,
Zibing,

Thank you for the people up there.

Only 3 $15 seats for Saturday are left and 12 $15 seats on Sunday left.

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Black To Blog!


Ca3 is finally over. I don't think I gave it all my best, ahwells the exam is over anyways. English, social studies and chemistry was alright. Physic, maths, chinese, poa and biology was kinda difficult for me, maybe because I had a mental block. I shall not be upset about the result since I studied at the last minute again.

My wuxi buddy is arriving on Sunday night, she's going to spend 5 days at my house. I found out that there is ants crawling in my packet of marshmallows that I bought on wednesday :C I hate some of my class nerds boys who are very good at their studies. Especially during PE lesson when they try to act cool and stuffs. Ahhh, i just cannot stand them. :C Andandand, when they start to play daidee in class, ohmygod. I cannot believe nerd play daidee, i thought they will play some monster cards or something.

Friendship is as delicate as a glass, it can be fixed when it is broken but the cracks will always remain.

Oh whatever.

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