Alohaa peeps.


I'm here again to blog, I love to blog & I'm currently drinking tea milk. Maybe there is melamine in my tea milk, who knows. LOL.

Anyways, thanks leon & Jongchi for bringing biscuits for me because I skipped dinner, even though I'm not hungry. Beverly and I are super accident prom(?). Firstly, I broke 2 glasses and Beverly broke the whole flask to contain hot water. Hahaha, we rock siaa.

We went to this super cold place to climb the hill, super tired. The class we were assigned to were super kawaii. They hosted this mini comedy show, laughed. Then we went to this rocky place to see rocks. LOL. Anyways, there was this boat ride in the dark cave, I was so scared that I cried. It's a weird feeling lah dudes. Went to shop for some clay teapots next.

Came back to school via bus. I hate the bus driver, because he horned the horn very frequently. It was super irritating and noisy. & we had a war with the flies that were in the bus, which, was irritating too. Went up to the restaurant in the school, ( super cool right? ) for dinner. I slept & the rest ate. After dinner, we went to bathe. Ziqing didn't dare to strip into her bra and panties infront of us, I don't know why. LOL, anyways, she waited for the girls to leave the bathroom so that she can bathe without people looking at her body. Ohwell, I had a nice bath because my legs were itchy.

So here I am blogging in my PJs, Beverly and Vanessa are wearing theirs too, hoho. My PJs are really cute, LOL. Umm, I think that's all for today.

Going to my buddy's house to stay tomorrow, 2 days 1 night. Hope I don't screw myself up by going "huh huh huh" c:

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Yo yo peeps.


Here I am in the computer lab, blogging :D & Wolala Ziqing is reading my blog, hello ziqing. LOL

Anyways, I got used to the out of the world toilet here in Tian Yi High School. Drinking milk tea now but it taste more like milk than tea. Hoho. Today, I had noodles for breakfast and let me tell you people, the serving is HUGE, like 5 times more than the serving in our school canteen. But their food is oily, salty but overall its tasty :D

Had four periods of lessons today, Chinese, English, Maths and Biology. Maths was super funny because Jong Chi and I had no idea what the teacher was talking about. So I pretended to do some chim chim formulas and the gradient formula, LOL. And we were super slow in doing the questions, when we finally understood what we were suppose to find, the China students ( who are actually gifted students like 13 years old ) finished the 2nd question. Leon's little china friend taught him and its kinda funny. I doodled on my work away, muahahaha.

Next, we had English. The teacher there tried to slang, ew. The funny thing was she can't pronounce the word "amazing" , instead she pronounced it as "amading" LOL. I didn't know that a giraffe had 7 bones in its long neck, a tortoise can live up to 150 years old, a camel had 3 eyelids and ants can smell as well as dogs. & We learnt a new word called "super snacker" ! It means a person who loves to eat snack. Haha, funny lesson.

We didn't really finished the bio class because we were called back as some were tired. Went to the museum next and its boring. Leon & Jongchi are ... :c LOL .

We had a hands on session on dumplings. Beverly and I can set up a dumpling industry when we grow up because ours were beautifully done C: Hoho.

I love leon's jacket & thank you leon!
Jong chi's cheeks are nice to pinch, hahahaha.

It's fun here, I think we ( Beverly, Vanessa, Ziqing and I ) are like kinda popular because the students here are knocking our door and giving us gifts, so far we have received 2 gifts. Hehehe (: I'm not boasting okayyyyyyy. )

Anyways, time to go practice our dance. Tomorrow's the performance.
I miss so many people , I haven't got the chance to shop yet :c

Tooodles. (:

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Muahaha.


I'ma at Wuxi, in the computer lab. I think we are only allowed to use the computer once? But who cares, I get to blog. :D

Movie and Tv marathon in the airplane, which was like 5 hours. Then went to Tian Yi school via a van which took like 3 hours. On the way, I was djmax-ing with Leon and Jong Chi. I trashed Jong Chi and lost to Leon, damn. Ohwell, losers :D

One of the most out of world thing in this school is the TOILET. There isn't any shower in our room toilet, hence the girls have to bathe together in the shower room. But, in the shower room, there isn't any cubicle or any wall that separates us from seeing each other naked, LOL. So, it's super out of the world lah.

The next out of the world thing is the classroom toilet, there isn't any toilet bowl. There is this drain for us to pee in, however the good thing is that there is a wall to block us from seeing each other half naked. So it's like, I can see the person's pee behind of me, wth. Anyways, the flushing water, is actually recycled water because it has this stinky smell.

Sleeping in the room is not too bad, I wanted to sleep at the bottom of the double deck bed but Beverly, Vanessa and Ziqing snatched them so I had to sleep onto of Beverly. It's kinda scary up there, I don't know, guess I'm not really use to it. Had a hard time sleeping, poor me. That explains why I am tired today.

Beverly is a meanie because she is not happy with ... LOL

Went to this Bo Gong (?) park this afternoon, it was boring because all we saw was trees, trees, trees and trees. Well there is this lake and this house smacked right in the middle of the lake, there is a bridge for us to cross it though. Was taking photos of everything I see with Leon's camera which explains why the battery is half now.

The sky brigtens real fast and darkens real fast too. It as bright as 7am in Singapore when it is only 6am here & it is as dark as 9pm in Singapore when it is only 5.30 pm here.

& poor me, my face is so dry, I think its due to the weather. There is this icy feeling when there is breeze. Applying real loads of moisturizer & it ain't working.

Ohwell, I got to go now, 5 mintues left. Shall blog again about the FUN day in Tian Yi High School when I get the chance to use the computer, or maybe not.

Toooodles <3
I miss my mummy, charlene, wenjie, Prissaye, Ivana, Kangwei, Fiona, Zhehao, Maojie, Andycheng, Matthew, Yuhming and loads and loads of people.

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Hoho.


In another 11 hours, I'll be in the airport. Going to wuxi for 10 days. I'll be coming back on the 4th of November @ night I think.

Today, went out with Prissae and Ivana! Had out tann in Sentosa, so now I'm red because of the sun burns. Hoho, the pictures will be updated on prissayes blog. :D

Time to get some rest, toodles people.

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Yesterday.


Woke up quite early in the morning, reason? To send Kangwei to NS, see I'm so nice. Then after sending him, bused 88 to school and waited for Vanessa and Beverly. We finally finished choreographing our dance.

Then went to meet leon to buy cup noodles and snacks for me to keep since his Papa don't allow him to bring them home. Poor me, mapled after I got home. Slept from 4 plus to 8 plus as I was damn tired. Woke up and packed my bag.

Wuxi tomorrow, ain't excited actually. Will be reaching the airport with Jongchi @ 5.30AM . I don't think I can sleep, stupid early flight.

Later, Meeting Ivana and Prissaye darling. Reason?
To sentosa to have my tann. LOL. I'll laugh my ass of if it rains later, since it has been raining everyday for the past few days.

Toodles

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A total of 79 days, well this isn't something to be proud of. Now I finally felt it myself, a heartbreak. I cried my heart out yesterday, mummy & Charlene comforted me.

Well, I learned from Andy's tee-shirt:
Don't cry because its over, smile because it happened.

I'm going to maple to cheer myself up, seeya.

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Back to blog.


I shouldn't have like come to school today uh, it's really boring. I was soooo sleepy this morning that I didn't intend to like wake up, was thinking about skipping school but then I remembered that Wenjie will be lonely and I can't pass the exam fee to Jiayan.

Anyways, I accidentaly board the earlier 156 and didn't met Jiayan. I heard the later 156 took a wrong route and drove into Serangoon Garden? I'm so lucky, muahahaha.

A few minutes ago, I was playing hangman in class with Wenjie. We went around borrowing whiteboard marker, but apparently, out of 123564125634 students in the school, nobody even has one. So, I remembered seeing Mdm Tan in 3e2 classroom, hence I went over and borrow a marker. Yay Charmaine.

The first word Wenjie had to guess was my maple ign : Poxsicle. The next word I gave her was the other ign: babyflames. She got 'pissed' because the words I gave her was sooooo lame. LOL, then I was suppose to guess the word Eclair. I managed to guess it, I'm so smart.

So here I am, woo this reminds me of the song "Here I Am" that Andirna sent me via bluetooth not long ago, In the com lab blogging random and crappy stuffs that just happened like during the last 30 minutes. :D

& Charmaine would like to laugh at Joseph BAKA because he is having a terrible toothache.
so HAHA baka!

I'm so evil
( evil laugh )

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You left us on your own accord, not the other way around.
So you left us, we didn't leave you babe.
I remember the time when you got oh-so sensitive because I didn't really talk to you during lesson.
You cried.
You gave us your stupid attitude that we HAD to tolerate.
You blamed us.
We cared, we did girl.
Forgive and forget, damn.
So, you didn't come for classes, that is when we become distant.
& when you first came, we were ... about it.
You can't blame us because there is nothing for us to talk about anymore.
Gosh.
You were always so funny, making us laugh.
The smartest among the group.
The most outstanding girl.
Self-conscious about how you dress up.
Oh well.
You've got a cute personality, that is why ah beng asks for your number.
Confident & brave.
Not girly, I think.
Loud.
Silly at times.
Butt of the joke.
Unique in a kind of way.
bhb.
Nice and friendly. Uh huh.
This is how you are in my eyes, because everyone has flaws, even best friends.
You wrote all those things just to let yourself feel that it wasn't your fault, right from the start.
To let your friends to,
Pity you because you had such a painful and sad past.
I don't know, maybe all these are true.
Maybe this is how you want your friends to know, lies and not the truth.
Maybe I'm accusing you. I don't know.
But I do feel sad because you aren't friends anymore, there was once I've tried to pull back our friendship because you said we didn't care even if you cried, ( when we did )
Anyways, this is all the past.
But I still thank you for the happy & enjoyable moments we once had.
Maybe when you read this, you will go,
Charmaine is so mean, she's a bitch with hell lot of attitude.
Hah, who knows?

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Dang.


Surprisingly, I passed my chinese as well as my POA. But I knew I was going to fail my maths, 27/100. But I really don't have the maths brain, I can't see the big picture or whatever you call that. English was shocking, when I first saw the overall, it was 48/100. I wanted to cry at that moment, but baby was telling me not to cry, well thanks. (: However, no matter how hard I've tried to hold my tears back, it started rolling down when I saw wenjie & she passed me a tissue. (:

BUT, luckily there was an error in the marks, so I've passed. But from now on, I really have to study even harder or else I can't enter JC.

English: C6
Maths: F9
Chinese: C6
Combine Science: C5
Combine Humanities: B3
Biology: A2
POA: C6

Pathetic results, almost all the subjects are like Grade C.
O'lvls next year, omigosh?

Studying is my first priority, I guess I'ma nerd. LOL.

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I'm back.


Today was fun & great, because I went out with Wenjie Darling. Met her around11am at hougang mall, then we trainned to Bugis to catch 'The House Bunny' . The show is okayokay, the cinema was like almost empty. Then tooks neoprints, hoho. Then we walked around in Bugis street to buy shorts for her sister and a shirt for her father. I'm going there again tomorrow ( hopefully ) to buy clothes for Wuxi, hahaha. Then we trained back home. But today was really enjoyable lahhhh, I love you girl, :D

Joseph bakaaa saw me walking, then he called me. So I went to look for him and BEING VERY NICE, I pei-ed him until his bus came. Stupid baka, who thinks he is SOOO tall, hoho.

Getting back the scripts tomorrow, dang. I know I will fail Maths & Chinese & POA.

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Hoho.


Went back to school for rehearsal, stayed back with Vanessa to learn the dance steps for the Wuxi performance. Beverly was suppose to come for the rehearsal but she didn't know, even though it was being announced. Gee.

Anyways, today is another maple day, leon is angry with me. Dang, :C He ignored me, reject my call and let's see, ignore me.

Anyways, we started doing this ManJi quest, then we were teleported to Ariant, some stupid place. And we couldn't find our way out, in the end, we had to take the ship back to Orbis and then back to Victoria. Leon sponsered me 30k for the tickets, so nice. Thanks leon, I owe you one kay. ( and I know you read my blog ) Don't angry liao lahhhh pleaseeeeeee! You know that I don't like peeps to get angry with me mah, because it's scary.


Stuck.


Hate that feeling of being stuck, haha.


Baby catus, kawaii sia.


Manji was that evil culprit.


The 'ship' back to orbis.

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I'm already used to the feeling of being left out over and over again. So, really I don't care, neither do I want to care because the feeling sucks big time. You people can have all the fun you want, because it's still the same, WITH or WITHOUT me. Dang, I'm being take over by my emotions again.

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Maple time, haha.
Don't know if it is big enough to see, anyways today was damn funny. :D
Thanks Wenjie, Pungyee & Leon.


Pungyee is colour blind, o.o


Cus' he said the snail shell is black. Haha.


With Wenjie a.k.a Boxsicle. :D


Sad face, happy face & angry face.


LOL, don't mind me -.-


and after that , leon went "WTF"


Leon started stripping, LOl.


and he said he was SEXY :C


& he said I act cute! GRR.


well, I'm cuter than LEON. :D


Then pungyee said leon was an ER XIN boy boy C:
Then leon said I was an old hag, WTH. :C


hoho, :D


Then I yelled "WHAT"


& he asked me to "shut up" GRR.


Leon gave Pungyee some squishy and he went over to leon's side, betray me sia. Lol.


Transformers!


charmaine said "I'm a cute ghost. LOL" C:


& then Leon went "I can't move, I froze up"
ZZ.


Leon & Charmaine.
The uncute & cute. LOL.


I'm the boss, muahaha.


Leon wanted to say he "peace loving", but he typed "Peach" LOL


& I started laughing my ass off. Hahahaha.


The 3 of us LOVES cheese and HATES veggies, C:

That's the end for today, muahaa. It's so fun mapling with friends.

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I'm finally done with this skin.


Emotions.
Stuck in between.
Hesitating.
What more, let's see
Mood-less.
Shagged.
Guilt.
Blamed.
Unfairness.
Left-out.
Pessimistic.

All the shitty feeling, all mixed into one, what do you call that feeling?
Oh right, bitter-sweet.

Looking forward to Tuesday, cus it's the day I'm going out with Wenjie.

"Nothing feels right when I'm not with you", this is just for you but are you even going to read this?

Why do I feel like I'm talking to myself here when no one is around, dang it.
You must be thinking " What a weird post "
Heh.

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Your words have hurt me, you should have cherished whatever opportunities that comes, even if it is for awhile. Well, that is what I think but you are still you. What if the plane I'm on crashes and I get blown into pieces? You won't even get to see my dead body. Hah.
Because now I get breathless just walking up one flight of stairs, maybe I'm sick, maybe but I don't know. Who knows?
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Muahaha.


Exams are like over, and I'm happy. Byebye midnight studying and helloooo good night sleep! Before we went to assemble at the parade sqaure, we saw MdmTan. So Wenda asked her if she'd pass her POA paper 1. Mdm tan said that 15 people in my class pass, I think, and Wenda is the only one who passed in her group ( which consist of Felicia and I ) And then Wenda started heaving a GREAT sigh of relief and started patting her chest. Then fiona said something damn funny: "Wenda, you look like a Gorilla when you do that" LOL.

Today was the last and final paper for this year, which is POA paper 2. I think it was difficult especially the Trading, Profit and Loss A/C because I didn't know how to adjust etcetc. I gave up trying to find out where did I do wrong and went to draw. Then seconds before the bell rang, I heard people counting down, so cute. Then while packing my things, people around me started pulling their chairs, and when I looked out, everyone is pulling their chairs. So I pulled my chair to Wenjie's class to find her, and then I saw an empty table with no chair or sign of her. The first thing that came to my mind was she went home during the exam or something like that. So I called her, and the night thing I know, she was squatting NEXT to me picking up her books and packing her stuffs. Omigosh, I didn't even notice her! I must be blind, so the two of us carried my chair as Lynette carried hers. Halfway down the stairs, Darren actually offered to help us carry, how nice C: Said bye to Wenjie and I went for the Wuxi briefing.

I regret going Wuxi because the programme planned is, how should I say, so so so 'interesting'. And damn, we have to wake up at 6:30am and be in that school until 5pm where we then can have our bath and dinner. And after that, we have to write some shit Thoughts about that day for EVERYDAY, worse, we have to write our thoughts in Chinese. Yay chinese. But, we can go to HongKong for 2 days, hohos. I think we are going to stay at our buddie's house for 2 days, I think I'm going to die there. I'm like super scared that I'll go "Huh? Huh? Huh?" when they talk to me. Dang it. Anyways, Jong chi and Leon are going to dig out their eyeballs in Wuxi because Loss of all sight in one eye, 50% of Sum insured and in both eyes, 100% insured. Then one of the benefits is "Loss of Money" whereby we will get $250 in return. So Jong Chi went "Go there loose $50 get $250" Both of them are super lame can, lol. And shit Jong Chi for writting Xia Mian on my cookie tin, hahs.

I think I've blogged enough, C:

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Back to blog!

Happy Sweet sixteen Mandy prettyyyyyy!

And uh huh, tomorrow is the last paper which is POA paper 2. I don't know what to study for poa anyways, so I might as well blog.

Social Studies and geography paper was okay because I memorised the notes Lily Lee gave. Maths, I rather not talk about it. Felicia said paper 2 was easier and I was like 'what?' Both papers are damn difficult for me lah.

On monday, it was chinese paper 1 & 2. The compo topic I wrote was "不在逃避' And I had this story about 'me' and my 'girlfriend' who wanted to ran away to somewhere to get married. However, my girlfriend's father do not allow us to be together. One night, as we were about to leave her house, her father came back and he was furious as he found out that we were going to run away. All of a sudden, he bashed me up and I had to defend myself and did not bash him as he was her father. Then the father took the fruit knife on the table and wanted to stab me, luckily I saw it coming and pushed him away. As a result, he accidentally stabbed himself and died. After 'killing' him, I flew to some shit country and lived there for 3 years, until I could no longer stand the horrible nightmares of being haunted by the father, which almost made me mad. Hence, I returned to this country and turned myself in. Tada, this is my chinese compo and of course it won;t sound very nice in the chinese version because I used a lot of direct translation and horrible chinese words. Paper 2 was a killer, I was so bored doing the paper lah! Imagine, 1 fill in the blanks, 3 multiple choice comprehension thingy and 2 long comprehension. And I'm proud of myself for doing the chinese paper MYSELF this time round and not peeking at other people's answer, C: ( I got a 26/100 for CA3 overall, omigosh? )

Tuesday was shit Physic. Then wednesday was Chemistry and POA paper 1. Chemistry was alright, I guess. I didn't know what pure water is made of, elment, compound, mixture of elements or mixture of compund. Laughoutloud, but I think I chose mixture of elements. And I was so happy when we were suppose to sit for the POA paper in the hall because I've never took my paper in the hall before. Then I realised it was so scary, geee. Anyways, I got so frustrated doing the POA as I did not know how to do the first 3 Questions. Then I took a rest for around 5 to 10 minutes, then I told myself I cannot leave the answers blank so I TRIED MY BEST to fill them in. C:

Today's paper was my favourite subject, Biology. I think the MCQs are not bad, section B was abit tough. Section C, I don't know if I didn't write enough points. But overall, the paper isn't as difficult like the test the teacher gave.

And tomorrow is dooms day because it's POA paper 2, to hell with the paper. So I'll just see how it goes tomorrow, if I know how to do then lucky me, if not then too bad. Gee, I'm too lazy to study all the POA thingys. C:

&&&&&&&&&&& not to forget, tomorrow I'll be mapling again with CHOY WEN JIE at the E world. Hohos, tuesday is outing day. C:

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