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I'm just another human being and hence like everyone else, I have my own dislikes and times when I get really annoyed. I'm either quiet or noisy, depending on the group of people I'm with. I believe I can hide my emotions pretty well so I guess I'm harder to understand. Apart from all these, I guess I'm okay. I'm just a typical girl who got her heartbroken.




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♥Sunday, 30 November 2008♥ @ 7:10 pm
Another performance,


What: People's Association aka PA, anyhow arts.
Where: People's Association, 9 Stadium Link Singapore 397750
Date: 7th December @ 7.30pm
Price: $10 per ticket.
Type: Modern/Getai thingy performed by aunties&uncle/skits/modern chinese dance/etc
Why: Cus' I'm performing, lol. x:

Thank you x3


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Quiz time, from wenjie.

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real places, name and/ or objects but nothing made up. TRY to use different answers if the person you got this from has the same initial. You can't use your name for the girl/boy question. Have fun!

My name is: CHARMAINE :D
Four letter word: Corn.
Boy's name: Chongyang.
Girls name: Charlene
Occupation: Chef
Colour: Cream.
Something you wear: Cookie monster Tee, lol.
Beverage: Coffee
Food: char siew bao.
Place: Chinatown
Something found in the bathroom: Conditioner.
Reason for being late: Cramp.
Something you shout: Chicken.
Font: Century Gothic
TV Show: CSI Miami
Song title: Check yes Juliet
Country: China
Name 10 people to pass this on: x x x x x x x x x x

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1. The rules of the game gets posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time : 6:42 pm
Sisters : 1 younger.
Brothers : 1 older.
Shoes size : 35/36
Where you live : Serangoon
Favourite drinks : Soya bean.
Favourite breakfast :french toasts.
Have you ever :
Been on a plane : yup.
Swam in an ocean : no.
Fallen asleep at school : yeah
Broken Someone's heart : yah.
Fell off your chair : I don't think so.
Waited for someone to call : Uh huh.
Saved emails : Nah.
What is your room like : Small & Cozy
What is the last time you ate : I'm eating now.

Ever had :
Chicken pox : When I was young.
Sore throat : yup
Stitches : Are they the pain you get on your left or right waist?
Broken nose : Nope.
Do you believe in love at first sight : Idk.
Like picnics : Like duh! Family time leh ):

Who was/were the last person:
you danced with : Prissaye, Ivana, Jiayan, Siling.
that made you smile: Ivana & Prissae.
you yelled at : I indirectly yelled at Ivana's manager. LOl.

Today did you :
Talk to someone you like : no.
kissed anyone : no.
talk to an ex : no.
Miss someone : I guess not.
Eat : like duh.
Best feeling in the world : Nah.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : I sleep with the Kapo jongchi gave me.
Whats under your bed : Pencil, pen, paper, rubber, pillow cover, cards. LOL.
Who do you really hate : Not right now.
What time is it now : 6:48 pm
Is there a person who is on your mind now : No.
Do you have any siblings : ya.
Do you want children : Yeah.
Do you smile often : More than I sulk I guess.
Do you like your hand-writing : not really.
Are your toe nails painted : Yahhhh, I just painted them.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : Charlene's.
What color shirt are you wearing now : Greeen.
What were you doing at 7.00 p.m. : 12 More minutes to 7pm.
When did you cry last : Few weeks ago?
Are you friendly : Maybe, maybe not.
Do you have any pets : Nah.
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now : No.
Do you sleep with the TV on : No.
What are you doing right now : Eating and doing this quiz.
Have you ever crawled through a window : I would like to.
Are you closer to your mother or father : Mummmy !
Who was the last person you cried in front of : Kjk dance mates.
How many people can you say you've really loved : My family & my best friends.
Do you eat healthy : No, I don't eat vegetables.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : Lol, I chunked it in my drawer.
Did you cry because of something someone said to you : Yeah.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : Diary.
5 things I was doing 10 years ago :
1. Cry everday in Kindergarten
2. Hated the teacher called Miss Grace
3. Ate fried beehoon
4. Brought my lil blanket to class
5. Learned how to write the chinese character "ear"
(:
5 things on my to-do list today : I don't have a to-do list.
If I were a billionaire : Pamper myself & family.
5 of my bad points :
Kinda Pessimistic.
Sometimes I don't care about people's feeling I guess.
I can be such a stupid bitch sometimes.
I don't really treasure things.
I take things for granted.
Lol.

5 people : x x x x x

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♥Friday, 28 November 2008♥ @ 2:34 pm
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How long have I not blogged? Gah, I've been playing harvest moon everyday. Seriously no life can, but what can I do, I'm so lifeless already. Dance today, the teachers came back to choreograph. It's such a wonderful news, so now I don't have to crack my brains and choreograph, muahaha.

I'm so bored. I don't like my life actually \=

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♥Sunday, 23 November 2008♥ @ 7:59 pm
phone spoilxzxzzx ):

I was bored, so I did this quiz \=

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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What does being a friend really mean to you?

You value your friendships: 70%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

Now, 'm just sitting down, facing my piano everyday. Playing the same piece over and over again, because I feel frustrated and upset.
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Trap within myself, you'll never understand how I'm feeling now. If the choice that I am going to make will defiantly make someone sad then I rather not choose anything.



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♥Saturday, 22 November 2008♥ @ 9:38 pm
Moooooooodless!


Kangwei, I have alot of things to tell you ): I'm really troubled right now, I need your advice and your listening ear. I miss you! ):

I feel so pissed, so upset, so hurt to know that you have been telling untrue stuffs about me JUST to save yourself from the embarrassment & now I'm being disliked thanks to you. Gosh, it just proves that you can't be trusted. Guys are jerks, well not all of them. There are really nice guys around.

Guys who make girls cry, some people call them real jerks but I don't. I have a guy friend who made me cried 2 times but I never once hated him because he made me cry. I cried because I'm afraid to loose a friend like him. Okay whatever, all these don't matter now cus' he is angry with me and he is ignoring my messages. I know you read my blog, so don't be angry already alright? It's been two days already! I know I was wrong to just go moodless the other day. I know I've hurt you more than you have hurt me and I'm not going to give an excuse like "I'm a girl" or whatever now. I'm like this, like what he calls me, stubborn, sensetive and full of attitude. So I'm really sorry lah.

& girl, stop telling others, especially him about the things we've told you. I know you want to boot lick him but you are betraying OUR trust. You're just pathetic, choosing HIM over US. So what, he will fall for you again? Let me tell you, he 'fell' for you because he was just desperate at that time. So yah, don't think that much.

Crap, I feel like a bitch ): But I'm really angry, so angry! I wanna' punch someone, I wanna' scratch someone to vent my anger. Goshhhhhhh.

To hell with guys*! ):

* - not all guys (:

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Stay away from me, because I might piss you off without knowing. Sighs, recently, I've made quite a number of people angry and because of that, they aren't talking to me now. I feel like slapping myself. Totally moodless.

Zhehao should be on the plane now or maybe in Japan. Enjoy yourself! (:

& another thing that made me moodless was the Dance Exam yesterday. Gahhhhh! Went to Prissaye's house at 11am sharp. Tied hair, and went to the mrt @ 1pm to meet Ivana who came at 1.30pm. She's late as usual. So the 3 of us became the 3 kukus because we had our kuku hairstyle. Trained to chinatown and had our lunch there, macdonals which is fattening. Went to Honglim CC next. Ivana's group is always very lucky or fated when choosing the exam question. They always get the easier dances ): Lady luck isn't always on our side, ohwell. Fated I guess.
I didn't do very well, my expression was like shit I think. LOL. But if we managed to do well, we might be able to skip grade 10 and move on to 11. Well, who don't want to skip? I don't want to be like 21 years old when I take my 13th Grade. \= Very malu one leh.

The exam finished @ around 4.45pm, Ivana went to buangkok, Prissaye went to Dhouby and I went to Hougang to find Mandy & Queenie. Took bus 72 there to Tampines. Queenie fell and broke 2 toe nails, ouch. They bleed like crazy, I felt the pain. It was gross and disgusting ): Trained to simei and walked to changkat. Training was still okay, it's been awhile since I trained. Trained with the tkd mates after lesson. Dropped @ paya lebar with Mandy and Queenie and bused 135 home. By then it was going to midnight ):

Now, I have to urge to buy assesment books to improve my maths. I'm a good girl afterall (:
& hoho! I'm done with the piano piece, River flows in you. (:

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♥Wednesday, 19 November 2008♥ @ 5:50 pm
1. What have you been doing recently?
Mapling, Dancing, Sleeping, Eating (:

2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
Yeah, during exams.

3. What happened at 10am today?
In school, dancing.

4. When did you last cry?
Just :(

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
Yeah.

6. What do you want in life now?
Stress free & carefree. just like Charlene.

7. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
I don't know, lol.

8. Are you wearing anything that you borrowed from someone?
Nah.

9. What was the last movie you caught?
Madagascar 2 :D

10. Does the person know that you like him/her?
What?

11. Who always make you laugh?
Silly friends, for example, IVANA! LOL.

12. Do you speak other language?
Chinese, Japanese, Tamil, Spanish, French, German, Thai. LOL.
Kidding \=

13. Favourite website?
www.abstract-lies.blogspot.com x3

14. What are you doing tomorrow?
Dance.

15. What do you think you're like?
I'm just me, someone judge me please. Lol.

16. Who will you choose to die with?
I don't know leh.

17. Where have you been today?
School, Serangoon then Outram.

18. What games do you often play?
Maplemaplemapleeeee.

19. Who are you missing right now?
Lol.

20. If you had to choose between a friend and a love, who will you choose?
Friend? True friends are hard to come by.

21. What are you doing right now?
This quiz and watching show.

22. Which primary shcool are you from?
yangzheng!

23. Name 3 colour that you like.
Pink, white & black?

24. What emotion do you like to show?
l=

25. What is your life to you?
I don't know

26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Run away from it. That's my habit, l=

27. Who did you last chat today?
My sis.

28. Who did you admire the most?
some people i guess.

29. Which month are you born in?
February x3

30. How are you feeling right now?
Mixed feeling

31. What is the time now?
6:15

32. What kind of person do you think was the one who last tagged you?
Yanhan, She's cute!

33. What colour do you use to dye your hair?
Don't dye, but planning to in the future.

34. Why are you doing this quiz?
Cus I saw my name in wenjie's blog, lol.

35. What do you do when you're moody?
Sulk, LOL.

36. At which age do you wish to get married?
By 28 O:

37. Who is more important to you?
Family.

38. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
Write goodbye letters to the people whom I love.

39. Who is the person you trust the most?
Not one, but many like my Girlfriends, Family & best friends.

40. Do you believe seeing a rainbow before a rain?
Sometimes.

41. If you have a wish come true, what would it be?
secret (:

42. What is your goal for this year?
Learn the piano piece, River Flows In You

43. Do you believe in eternity love?
No.

44. What feeling do you love the most?
When I'm laughing :D

45. Do you think its really global warming now?
Duh,

46. What feeling do you hate the most?
Jealousy, mixed up, confused, lost.

47. Do you like doing quizes?
Only when I'm bored.

48. Do you believe in god?
Free thinker here.

49. Who do you care the most?
Umm, haven't thought about it before.

50. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Love ones.

51. What will you bring when you fight?
My nails that can sink into someone's skin, LOL.

52. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
There are lots of things that I feel regretful about.

53. What would you do if nobody cared for you any longer?
To hell with the world and then I will commit suicide.

54. What if you boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Guys are jerks, only well some of them.

55. How do you feel now?
Shagggged! ):

Dance today, Jiaxin was fed up with us and we have no clue why. But girl, we did not even think that you were interfering with us or anything. Two brains are better than one leh, plus we didn't attitude you, we were giving you space. Don't be angry with us anymore please, we still love you!

Hmm, My aim to play River Flows In You will be accomplished by the end of this year. Watch me people :D Piano guys are awesome!

I think I'm more pessimistic than optimistic, crap lah! Well today, I cried two times, which explains my no-mood mood. Ohwell, but silly girlfriends like Ivana & Prissaye made me laugh. Here is some really STUPID video, dang it, my laughter is seriously out of the world. Is there any voice surgery? I would love to go there, LOL. I hate my voice, I think it's irritating and yah.

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♥Monday, 17 November 2008♥ @ 8:42 pm
ROARRRR.


I'm soooooo friggin pissed because I died two times today in maple, :C So it's like 20% gone, and I died because of the stupid lagging. Ohwell, words can't describe how pissed I am. So I gave up trying to level up to 52, stuck @ 78% and here I am, blogging to cheer myself up :C

I feel like a retard talking to myself in my blog, do bloggers do talking-to-themselves kinda thing or is it only me? Anyways, I was Qirei @ PA yesterday! Omigosh, he hasn't changed abit because I still can regconise him after like a year or so.

Dance was pathetic today because only 5 people came, including myself. But we aren't as pathetic as Band people because only 2 people came, plus they wrote "Pathetic Sia" on the whiteboard. Speaking of band, I think I lost the concert ticket that I bought from Leonard. Ohwell, I don't think I'll have the time to go too.

Dance exam coming soon, like on this friday. Ahhhh, I'm super looking forward to it & Idk why! But then after the exam, going to tkd training after MIA-ing for like weeks. Tomorrow going out to celebrate Pungyee's birthday. Happy birthday brat! x:

Tooodles.

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♥Friday, 14 November 2008♥ @ 9:37 pm
Alohaaaa.


Pungyee being dumb. LOL


Stupid bryannn!


Vise x3





Darkangelz27 is a pure luck mage . LOL!

You guys know the maths TOA CAH SOH? Leon actually said that CAH stands for Charmaine AssHole. WhatTheHeck! Super mean can, :( Anyways, only trained 30% today.

Dance was stupid, I got pissed off because Sharon, Wenyan, Ziying & Suling were talking the whole lesson even when I asked them for help for the choreography. None of them even helped to think of steps. But thanks Yihan, Sufen, Jolene and Liying for helping with the choreography. Might as well don't come? I was damn pissed off lah, roarrr.

Going for pungyee's birthday party next tuesday, maybe the chalet on december.
(:

Winson, if you are reading this: When are we going for lunch? Lol.

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♥Tuesday, 11 November 2008♥ @ 8:15 pm
Roar, totally no mood.


Feeling super shagged up right now, don't feel like training or anything. Maybe blogging is a good idea afterall, muahaha. I think by mapling all day long is actually super lifeless lah! So my life is filled with dancing & mapling and it goes on and on and on.



My new hairstyle, :D


This is before,


Highest cp for me. :D


She was so irritating, by calling me "freako"
Damn her.


This girl, MORNINGx3, goes "JASONY" everytime.
She's really irritating, & complains to jasony every now and then. How dumb.



Py scolded her dog. LOL.


This guy is actually basil from 6B'2005 yzps.
It's such a small world lah.

I feel that I'm flaming maplers who offended me and stuffs. Man, my blog is going to be all about maple. No life no life no life no life.

l=

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♥Sunday, 9 November 2008♥ @ 9:12 pm
Aloha.






These are what I call stupid assholes because they are MC scammers, roar.

I'm kinda pissed off, I don't know why. It's the feeling of troubled, frustration. It's like whatever decision I make will definitely affect someone. So the best thing I can do now is to not make any decision, but I will definitely regret siaaaaa. D:

Ohwell, time to get some rest.
Toodles.

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♥Friday, 7 November 2008♥ @ 4:55 pm
Aloha,

It's picture time, & I took like an hour to upload, edit & resize them.
Enjoy.


Charmaine & Kangwei.


Charmaine & Ivanaaaa.


& again.


Charmaine & Prissayeee.


Esystole is the loveee.


Charmaine & Prissaye.








Ivana & Charmaine.


Don't offend me peeps, LOL.

Wuxi :


Charmaine & Beverly.


Beverly & Charmaine.


(:


This was a random shot,


Beverly & Charmaine.


Charmaine & Jong chi.


That girls looks like jo'di, isnt it?


My masterpiece, :DDDD


She's another little cutie,


Cable Car,


Charmaine & Siyan.
She's my buddy by the way.


Muahaha, my scar.


Act cute ah boy! :D


Apparently, they aren't even looking at my camera.


I influenced Jong chi to act cute, lol.


& I even influenced Jobian to act cute.


Charmaine & Jongchi.


First dinner in Tianyi High School.
Vanessa, Beverly, Charmaine, Jongchi, Jialiang & Jerry.


Leon smiles the nicest in this picture out of the rest, LOL.


So cute righhhht? :D


Charmaine & Beverly.


She says this is like a big sister & a little sister picture.


After the performance.


This is the little guy who wanted to give me his kapo monkey, then I rejected because the stupid guys told me to. In the end, he gave the kapo to Majorie(?) LOl.
Butbut! Jongchi gave me a pink kapo, thanks!


Act cute, LOL. :D


Laugh your ass off people, loool.


Charmaine & Jongchi.


Leon act innocent only, l=


Hahahaha. C:


Jongchi look damn cute right? :D


With hongkong students.











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