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These tears won't
wash you away♥


I'm just another human being and hence like everyone else, I have my own dislikes and times when I get really annoyed. I'm either quiet or noisy, depending on the group of people I'm with. I believe I can hide my emotions pretty well so I guess I'm harder to understand. Apart from all these, I guess I'm okay. I'm just a typical girl who got her heartbroken.




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♥Tuesday, 31 March 2009♥ @ 6:03 pm
(Darn)


I bought this pair of spectacles but I really don't know if it's nice, because there were only a few pairs that aren't too big for my face. Shit, how I wished my face was not this small, the spectacle looked really nice on Charlene. Haha. I hope I don't regret it.

Anyways, Felicia accompanied me to get my phone back after school since she had nothing on. Bused home together with her and we were practically camwhoring in the bus, and bursting out loud, not forgetting attracting unwanted attention from strangers. Haha! But it was very fun, joking at the pictures and stuffs. I will dedicated a post about her soon, Ima quite busy from Wednesdays to sundays.

My comb was almost almost almost being thrown into the rubbish bin. Kudos to TengJiaXin, Hahahhaha. Anyways, Mrs Tan lesson was plain boring and uninteresting. She asked the whole class to stand and stretch ourselves by exercising, what shit. She was trying to be funny y'know, by telling us how developing countries people have a lower education and hence they do not understand certain things. So she was talking about some guy from the developing country holding some thing which I forgot. So when her friend told the guy to turn that thing he is holding, the guy walked in circles rather than turning that thing. So Mrs Tan was behaving like a 3 year old riding the Merry-go-round, with that wide smile on her face, she sure looked like she had fun telling the story to herself. Dumb ass.

We surrendered our old EZ-link cards today and got a new one, HOWEVER, the old photo is still there. What crap, we are already Secondary fours and we are still have a Primary 5 picture on our cards. Nonsense. So we were laughing and joking about each other's photo. During free chinese period, Felicia, Isabel and I were playing this game which is similar to the clapping game played in the tkd bbq. Anyways, it was so fun. People like Wenda didn't want to play, geee.

So now, I shall eat my dinner.
Tooodles.

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♥Monday, 30 March 2009♥ @ 6:52 pm
(Hah)


Presenting ...


Toh YiSin.

Okay, he is a nice guy which I have already mentioned below in the quiz. He is a type of guy who cares, and concerns about people, especially when they are in a lousy mood, or perhaps feeling down. Understanding too. He consoled me just now & I really appreciate that. He has a great smile which will lighten one's mood, and I love his smile. Haha! He is always there for a friend so yah, he is great. & he wants to add that he is hot. Lol.

Rock on ponyo-hater.
(:

Can't believe I posted 3 posts today, haha!

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(As instructed by Fionaaaaaaaaaa)

Rules and regulation of the tags:
All 21 people must do unless you don't have a blog.
Write the names of 16 friends you can think of in your head.
And then answer the questions.
Say you're guessing if you don't know.
But at least guess on all of them.
After doing this,
tag your 21 unlucky friends to do the same(:

No rankings okayyyyy.

1. Wenjie
2. Zhehao
3. Maojie
4. Matthew
5. AndyC
6. Yuhling
7. Fionaaaaaaaa.
8. Jiaxin.
9. Yisin
10. Mandy
11. Feliciaaa
12. Jongchi
13. Wenda
14. Prissaye
15. Ivana
16. Kaixiang
17. Zibing
18. Queenie
19. Andy
20. Ernest
21. Elliot


1.How did you meet 7?(Fiona)
I met her in Pallet Town when I caught her and she became my Starmie.
LOl, kidding. We were in the same class in sec 1 :D

2.What would you do if you and 15 had never meet?(Ivana)
Like omigosh, I would die not having such a wonderful sister!

3.What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?(Queenie and Wenjie)
Hahahahahaha, not funny.

4.Have you seen 17 cried?(Zibing)
Nahhhhhhhhhh, he is a pau (:

5.Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?(Matthew and Kaixiang)
LOL, I'LL LAUGH MY ASS OFF.

6.Do you think 11 is attractive?(Felicia)
HER EYES ARE GORGEOUS! *envy*

7.What's 2 favourite colour?(Zhehao)
Come to think of it, I don't know because he never told me before.
BUT HE KNOWS I LIKE PINK, HAHA.

8.When was the last time you talked to 9?(YiSin)
Like just just. Haha.

9.What language does 8 speaks?(Jiaxin)
English, Chinese, and girls language!

10.Who is 13 going out with?(Wenda)
No clue, haha.

11.Would you ever date 17?(Zibing)
LOL, me dating a pau? That's so funny.

12.Where does 18 live?(Queenie)
Serangoon, like me. Haha.

13.What's the best thing about 4?(Matthew)
He's funny and we talk about anything I guess.
He's my dumb father, hoho.

14.What would you like to tell 10 right now?(Mandy)
I miss you!

15.What's the best thing about 20?(Ernest)
He is nice. Haha.

16.Have you ever kiss 2?(Zhehao)
LOl, no man.

17.What's the best memory you have of 5?(AndyC)
When we talked on the phone for hours and laughed.

18.When's the last time you're gonna see 4?(Matthew)
When I die?

19.How is 7 different from 6?(Fiona and Yuhling)
Fiona is my starmie, so she is a pokemon
Yuhling is my sister, so she is a human.
LOL ><

20.Is 2 pretty?(Zhehao)
LIKE DUH, he is a chio bu :D

21.What's your 1st impression of 15?(Ivana)
I wished I had her freckles.

22.How do you meet 3?(Maojie)
6a! :D

23. 15 your best friend?(Ivana)
Yup.

24.Do you hate 12?(Jongchi)
Nah, he's nice.

25.Have you seen 18 in the last month?(Queenie)
Last month no, but I saw her on Saturday.

26.When was the last time you saw 16?(Kaixiang)
Last friday, during tkd :D

27.Have you been to 5's house?(AndyC)
Yuppp.

28.When's the next time you'll see 10?(Mandy)
When she comes down for tkd? Idk.

29.Are you close to 11?(Feliciaaaaa)
Yes, we gossip. Hehehehehe.

30.Have you been to the movies with 4? (Matthew)
Yah.

31.Have you gotten into trouble with 8?(Jiaxin)
Ummmm, not really.

32.Would you give 19 a hug?(Andy)
Hugs are lovely, aren't they?

33.When have you lied to 3?(Maojie)
Umm, I don't think so.

34.Is 11 good at socializing?(Felicia)
Yes, :D

35.Do you know a secret about 8?(Jiaixn)
OF COURSE! :D

36.Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.(Jongchi and Queenie)
Nothing.

37.What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?(Yisin)
He's nice and cares about people, so yah. Funny guy and I like his smile, haha.

38.What's the worst thing about 6?(Yuhling)
She's short, HAHA X:

39.Do you have a crush on 12?(Jongchi)
Lol, he's my friendddddd.

40.How long have you known 2?(Zhehao)
Since Primary 5, so that would be 6 years?

41.Does 11 have any girlfriend/boyfriend?(Felicia)
Maybe, maybe not. HEHEHEHE.

42.Have you wanted to punch 1 in the face?(Wenjie)
No, but I've always told her I want to slap her. LOL.

43.Have 21 meet your parents?(Elliot)
My mum only. When he came over to my house and vacuum the floor, LOL.

44.How did you meet 11?(Felicia)
Secondary 2 monitors, hahahah.

45.Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?(Maojie)
Yess, and I still feel REALLY GUILTY ABOUT it! ><

46.Did you live close to 7?(Fionaaaa)
Serangoon and Sengkang.
I think that's near.

47.What's 8 favourite food?(Jiaxin)
She likes to eat Chinese mixed rice which I hate. Lol.

48.What kind of car does 1 have?(Wenjie)
She don't drive but I think Pungyee will.

49.Have you travelled anywhere with 9?(Yisin)
Nope, but it would be fun travelling with friends.

50.If you gave 14 a $100, what would she/he spend it on?(Prissaye)
Clothes, food, shoes, bags, everything that a girl would buy. HAHA

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(Pissed off)


Gosh, I seriously can't stand Miss Toh's sarcastic tone, her blunt mouth and practically everything about her! She was being frigging bias, I wish she'd bang her head and die or something. Yes, I know I was in the wrong by using my phone, but hell man, I wasn't the only one who used the phone. So I was the only one who got caught when there was a few people around me using the phone too, perhaps Ima just plain unlucky.

Anyways, she also confiscated the psp Gerald borrowed from Joel. Poor thing. So she asked me to write my Mum's number down so whoever and whoever can call her to pick up my phone from them. So yah, I was hesitating. Hell, who would be willingly to write down those 8 digits? So I think she was staring at me because I wasn't writing down anything and that was when she said "Don't want to write ah? I ask Mrs Tey Lor" Was it me or did I saw that she actually rolled her frigging eyes at me. She was being such a bitch, and omigosh, I was controlling my tears I gave in and allowed them to flow. I cried not because my phone was gone, but it was because of her really really really guai lan attitude. It frustrates me and irritates me.

So after school, Felicia and Wenda were there to accompany me to like ask that bitch about my phone. So she was saying that Parents had to be called, which we already know, and yah. Gerald was there too.

Gerald: Can don't call my parents?
MissToh: Why? (Not even looking into his eyes)
Gerald: They will definitely give me hell, ( I think he was looking quite sad )
MissToh: Oh, then I'll tell them not to give you hell lo. ( I caught her smirking )

& that moment, I was appalled at what she replied. Darn it, I could have slapped her right across the face. After gerald walked away, she turned to me and asked me "Yes charmaine? Can I help you?" casually like nothing happened at all. She knew exactly why I was there to meet her and what happened in class, she was being such an asshole by going "Why did you cry in class?". I got so darn mad, furious and whatever, the fact that she being so blunt and that just made my tears flow. Shit.

So Miss Toh is really a bitch, I promised that I would flame her in my blog and yah. I did not want to surrender my phone but I wasn't thinking properly. I don't know, I wanted to be like Fiona, like being strong and not collapsing down.

Miss toh has a fair face which messy fringe falling side ways creating a center-parting. Her frame-less spectacles just seem to add on to her age. She dresses old-fashionably and she is always in a 3/4 skirt with a polo tee. Her mouth just disgust me to the extreme, her words are often sarcastically and callously made.

Hmm, I feel so much better.
(Grins)

;♥

♥Sunday, 29 March 2009♥ @ 7:15 pm
(Darn it)


I seem to get irritated easily, I don't know why. & not, Ima not having my monthly curse, so shut up. Anyways, I realised that some friends of mine ain't humble at all, gee maybe Ima being paranoid again.

Anyways, I feel disturbed, disturbed about something. Although I know he is merely joking around but I can't help but to feel disturbed. Darn it.

Dance today. I was asking the girls if they supported Earth day yesterday. Prissaye said no and that dumb Ivana went "But they never off the lights for me". And almost immediately, Prissaye and I brust out laughing at Ivana's answer, and we told her that she was supposed to switch the lights off herself. Ohgawd, it was totally damn hilarious. It was raining so damn heavily, and the strong wing almostalmost blew the umbrella away. Luckily, Ivana was grabbing it.

The good thing about having dance at Outarm is that there is a wider variety of food now, competing against each other. Seriously, there is a Takoyaki stall which sells 4 tako balls or $2 with free cheese. Lol, I've been eating that for two Sundays already. There is also a stall selling Muah Chee, Tutu kueh, cupcorn and Tapioca Cake. Not forgetting food like Nuggets, fishball and so on. Seriously, we have been planning on what to eat every Sunday.

Anyways, we were chatting about Bryan, Ivana's boyfriend. As he like practically supporting Ivana already, by signing a 'credit card' for her. Although there is a certain amount she can only spend. She is a blessed and fortunate girl, haha. So we were talking about what age would we get married and just normal girls talk about inviting each other to the wedding dinner. Imagine, being 27 the next day and getting married, isn't it scary. Well, it is to me, I hate growing up, it scares the crap out of me. Knowing that Ima already 16 kills me, because it sucks to grow up and I don't wanna' .As a child, I've always thought that I would remain as a child forever. I guess it was because I played too much Sims. Geeeeeee.

Phototaking tomorrow, it would be the last phototaking session for secondary life, I hope.

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♥Saturday, 28 March 2009♥ @ 4:20 pm
Today is Earth Day so let's support it! (:

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(Indulgence)


Yes, once again, Ima idling the hours away. Having a headache now, so Ima pointing fingers to the ice-creams that I ate a little while ago. I actually finished eating 3 chocolate ice-cream & I have no idea where I got that appetite from, but I can feel the after-effects now. Darn it.

Overslept this morning, guess I was too tired the night before. The kids there always bully shufen, I tried to save her but the kids are toooooooooo active, I guess Ima getting old. They either tie a knot with shufen's hands, legs or ears, or they start whacking me with shufen's leg. & y'know why? Because shufen is so adorable and the kids love her, hoho. Changkat training was alright, it has always been right? GossipGossip!

Anyways, Ima getting always injuries right after another. The weird thing is that I get my injuries only on Fridays, for now it's 3 consecutive weeks already. The first friday was I scraped both my knees and left ankle, the scars aren't going away so it's kind of saddening. The next friday, which was last friday, I had a blue-black on my left feet due to the collision of Joyce's feet and my feet. & yesterday morning, while searching for my biology book in my drawer, in the dark in my room, I guess I exerted too much strength which caused the whole plastic drawer to move slightly. Unfortunately, the physic book placed onto of the drawer fell straight down and the edge of the book slammed onto my blue-black, gosh, & that hurt hell lot.

My mummy always says Ima very accident-prone or klutzy girl. Gee!

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♥Thursday, 26 March 2009♥ @ 7:38 pm
(Hello Earthlings)


I was too tired to blog yesterday, or perhaps just a little lazy to blog. Having school with Wenjie is just so fun, that's because she is a convivial girl. Anyways, recess yesterday was damn hilarious. She insisted on having chicken rice so I agreed. When we reached the canteen, we had the shock of our lives, the frigging queue was all the way until the NPCC room. Ohgosh, & yes I have never ever queued that far back in my entire secondary life. So we were joking around, laughing all the way till we reached the stall. We understood the meaning, so near yet so far, hah.

Today. We wanted to bring food back to class, so while walking towards the staircase, the aquarium caught her attention hence we went over to admire the fishes. Okay, it's not we but it was her. I do not think fishes are fascinating because they just swim around. Anyways, when we were done admiring the fishes and about to walk up the staircase, Mr Roslan walked down and commanded a girl drinking HL milk back to the canteen. & almost immediately, Wenjie's facial expression changed and quickly turned back, continuing admiring the fishes. Hell, it was so darn funny! I so wanted to laugh at her and we had some lame fish conversation until Mr Roslan walked away.

School today. I was really sleepy and I don't know why, my eye hurts too. During one lesson, I slept for a little while and I had a scene that I tripped over a stone. So immediately, my whole body jerked, as if I really tripped over in real life. I think it's like so damn cool, because I expirenced it countless times. hah.

Biology test tomorrow, gotta' study because I do not wanna' fail. & hah, Ima done learning the song I wanted to play yesterday.

&& I think Ima done blogging.

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♥Tuesday, 24 March 2009♥ @ 5:11 pm
(Your winsome smile)


Yes, I am beguiling this long afternoon by blogging, hoho. Anyways, it was the syf rehearsal today yes it was definitely fun and enjoyable. So I met the dancers at the music room @ 7am, we didn't attend the Flag Raising, (grins). We changed and prepared, we didn't take a group photo as we didn't had to put on make up. After eating at the canteen, we bused to UCC. Yanqi said that the Modern dancers used extra 5 minutes or so which was supposed to our time. It's $700 per hour, I think, hah.

So we got into positions with Canny as the Camera girl, we managed to dance around 3 times which lasted around 6 minutes each. I seriously think our dance is hell nice, well not I, but we. Hoho.

Got back to school and it was really shagggggggged! We were trying our best to delay the time, so that we didn't have to study that much. So I went to class to attend that darn Mrs Tan's lesson, it was so interesting that I almost fell alseep. She was being such a dumb ass because she totally refused to let Felicia to sit beside me. Ohgod, what's wrong with changing places for 2 dumb periods when like half the class are attending History in another class. I don't know about the rest of the class but I was thinking that Mrs Tan was trying to entertain the class but it didn't work for me, hah!

Bused back home with Zhehao & I TRUST YOU HOR, hahahhaa.

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♥Monday, 23 March 2009♥ @ 6:43 pm
(I'm so tired)


I spent the last 2 hours accompanying Charlene shopping for her damn groceries, for the f&n practical test tomorrow. I think we were like dumb asses, trying to find the leek. After we found it, we were wondering if we could only buy one leek since there was a tag saying "$0.41 per 100g". Hence, we walked around the shop&save, trying to find a stupid weighing machine and it was then that a lady told us that the cashier will weigh it for us. Then we moved on to the chicken section, trying to find one which will turn out to be like the Chicken Rice's chicken. We searched and we got confused with the name tag of the chicken, anyways, it sucked because the Styrofoam(?) was like wet, I think it's the diluted blood, hah.

Anyways, school started and I guess it's alright. Laughed with so many people today! But poor wenda, she is suffering from a sore sore sore throat and she couldn't speak. Hence, she resorted to the paper & pen method used 1235124316243624 years ago, hah. After school, I met Kaixiang to return him his psp, & I can't believe ima so nice!

So tomorrow I'll be having the syf rehearsal @ UCC. So, Ima going to miss lesssonnnnnssss. (:

& Omigosh, Joel knows who is Declan! That means that Ima not the only one who knows him, because no one I know heard of Declan before, so that is damn cooooool to finally find someone who knows him.

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I guess it's alright?
idk.

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♥Sunday, 22 March 2009♥ @ 5:41 pm
(Sighs)


Yes, my heart does ache but how can I possibly let you know?
I'm feeling so sad, Damn it.

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(Ima back)


Yesterday's bbq was fun, as in fun with the capital 'F', with the exception of the darn rain. Seriously, it was raining and that kinda spoiled the mood. Anyways, I met Queenie and we traveled to Tampines to meet up with Joyce, then together, we trained to PasirRis. Met Shai, her sister, Ernest & KaiXiang there. Went shopping for food. And then, we bused to our destination.

At first, it was drizzling which seemed harmless. But then, it got heavier hence we hid under the pit because we didn't have any umbrella, hah. Actually, KaiXiang had the umbrella, but he went to fetch Sinyu and Zibing. So when he came back, I asked him to shelter me to the shelter which was occupied by some other people. Zibing and Sinyu laughed at shufen and called her 'corn flour'. So I threatened them that I would disfigure their face with my powerful scratch. Hah.

The rain didn't really stop, which was seriously irritating because my hair was kinda wet and it sucks. But luckily, Kaixiang became an Umbrella Man so it was cool. Alvin lent me his spare shirt which I used to cover shufen from the rain instead of myself, hah. Soon, almost everyone arrived. Then Sinyu & Kangwei was tricking everyone with their White Magic and Black Magic. BlackMagic is like a game whereby someone tells, let's say, Sinyu an item found in the bbq area, then Kangwei has to guess what item that that someone chose. I was hell shock when they did that because it was creeeepy. And anyways, most of them could figure out the trick but I didn't lah. But Andy was smart because he was the first one to figure out the Black and White Magic trick. & then I was being called a dumb ass by him, what a jerk, lol.

In the end, I did not stay over night because my energy was drained out. My throat was itchy, maybe because I ate chicken? Hah, anyways, my left feet is kinda swollen now, I think it's the blue-black that is doing the whole swollen thing. So MrTan drove Andy and I home and after bathing, I totally collasped onto my bed and I woke up at 11AM or so.

So yeah, yesterday was such a fun day.

& Ima currently learning how to play Musician's Song, hoho. It's such a soothing song.
-

I kept telling myself that it's just a crush, sighs.

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♥Saturday, 21 March 2009♥ @ 1:08 pm
(When all is said and done)


Yesterday was totally fun, ate at nihon mura with the 6a gang. Too lazy to elaborate though, read my friends' blog for further information. Hahs.

After that, I trained to tampines where I met Ernest again, lol. So we walked to changkat and training was tiring, well for me. So while Joyce and I were like doing the kicks for 20 seconds, my left feet smacked into her right feet, so we are like injured. & now, I have this awful blueblack, it hurts. Hahs.

Anyways, Ima going to meet Queenie now for the Anglican bbq. Won't be back until tomorrow, tooodles. (:

;♥

♥Wednesday, 18 March 2009♥ @ 2:20 pm
(Gosh)


We are seriously pissed off with the junior basket ball people. It isn't our fault that we had to use your indoor sports hall, it's just that Band always always snatch our music room. One example was two days ago, on Monday. We were assigned to the music room for the WHOLE DAY and yet the band people kept saying that the room was theirs at 11am. Even their teacher I.C knew that the band was supposed to use to damn classrooms. So in the end, we moved to the hall, and I ended up getting scolded by Mrs Tey for giving in to the Band Members. What shit.

Anyways, some unlucky ones like us had to stay back and sweep the indoor sports hall because it was glittered. We know it was our job to clean it up, we didn't squabble or anything. Then those boys had to insult and tease us by going:

"Wa, got people sweeping our floor siaaaa, hahahaa"
"Eh, don't sweep away our luck hor, hahahaha"

We didn't think it was funny, not a single bit, I think CaiLaoShi is bias against us, because she kept nagging and soclding us, while protecting her precious little boys.

So obviously, we got pissed off, we could jolly well drop our brooms and leave the place as it is. Since they are so mindful about the glitters, why not they just clean up the footprints they left behind? Gosh. Jiaxin got hell angry because they just made matter worse by fooling around with the extra broom, so she asked them nicely to give us the broom. Then one of them started going:

"Wa, so fierce"

So obviously, Jiaxin heard it and she sorta raised her voice at that guy, so when she went back sweeping, another one mumbled beneath his breath:

"Deputy very big ah"

C'mon lah, stop being so whiny. So we concluded that we are hell unlucky, and also concluded that there is sorta like a little animosity between our cca and other cca, one example would be the badminton group. Hah!

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♥Monday, 16 March 2009♥ @ 6:38 pm
(Dark Grey Clouds)


So, I had dance today and it wasn't that good. I don't think I was in the right mind today, because I did most steps wrongly. I just couldn't get it right after many tries, I was so tired of trying. Then, I realised I couldn't take it anymore, my mind was in a whirl. I couldn't think properly because it was hell chaos up there. So I just broke down and cried for being stressed up. Hence, I went out of the dance room and went to sort it out. I felt much better after Yuling, Sharon, Jiaxin came and comfort me. It's just, I was so stressed up being a perfectionist towards dance. I wanted every step to be perfect, I could not accept the fact that I did not manage to do it right. Gosh.

I guess I should go take a nap, I feeling dead tired.

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♥Saturday, 14 March 2009♥ @ 7:37 pm
(Picture time)

I realised I haven't been uploading pictures in my phone.



This badminton guy rolled his eyes at me. Hah.











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(Yes, Im feeling okay)


I realised I forgot to blog about the training yesterday, it was alright. I couldn't kick properly because my left ankle still hurts, dang. But AndyTay is still a big bully, he bullies small kids. (shakes heads) I don't know why he keep on saying that injury is Syphillis -.- Anyways, some kids and I were throwing torn leaves at kaixiang, in the end, we scattered them on his hair, he look so Tree-like. Hah!

There was a mini-fair at Yangzheng, hence we only had a small lil space to train. What a bummer.

I am going to study, yes you heard me, pure studying today since I have nothing on. (:

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♥Sunday, 8 March 2009♥ @ 9:37 pm
(Heyyo)


Yiruma - River flows in you
I know it isn't very well played, hoho


Ima not going to blog for three days due to superteen, (awwwww)
tooodles.

;♥

(blank)


Training yesterday was fun, Mr lee kept joking around which made me laugh like hell. And Ima not going down for 3 weeks because of Dance practices. Crap.

At around 3.30, I met 大姑 and uncle Phil. They are going to live in Korea for about a year and Ima definitely going to miss her because I am much more closer to her than all my other stinking relatives. So she told me a lot of stuffs about my daddy and my mummy, she says she understands how I feel because she experienced it before. So I cried and that was hell embarrassing. Although everyone knows his bad behaviour, she still told me to love him because he is my father. It's a mixed feeling of love and hate, and when she told me he still cares about us, I cried even more. So maybe all the guys out day will grow up and become like this one day. Who knows, that's why people say that 'Guys are jerks, well not all'

I love my mum a lot, although sometimes I do hate her when she starts nagging or scolding. But I do feel remorseful for 'hating' her afterwards. My mum is a capable woman, according to Da Gu. She struggled for the past 8 years or so just for us and maybe I never knew that. So this made me appreciate my mum hell lot more. I think if she dies, I would also have no point in living.

Yes Ima feeling down, and it's like only 9.30 AM. & I'm afriad this will make me cry during superteen.

Dang it.

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♥Friday, 6 March 2009♥ @ 11:00 pm
(Self-Portrait)


So today was a hilarious day, because there seemed to be laughter everywhere. Somehow, Wenjie and I thought of names for each other. She would be Ah Mor ( moron ) and I would be Ah Dumb, I forgot how we got the names. So then, I was sort of late for Physics as the smart people took their bags with them during recess and the stupid ones like myself have to climb all the way up to the fourth storey and then down to the second storey.

(Not the exact conversation.)
Charmaine: AhMor, walk faster leh, I'm going to be late.
Wenjie: I can't, I'm a Moron. Morons can't run.
Charmaine: Faster lah.
Wenjie: ( suddenly, she ran infront of me ) A Moron is running.

But it was hell funny at that time, both of us were laughing non-stop. So I made my way to the physics lab where I met Felicia who is my Professor Oak and Wenda who is my Eevee. Hence folks, I have 3 pokemons - Pikachu, Starmie and Eevee.

The Badminton CCA people are a bunch of loosers, because a few of them went to call my secondary one juniors "bitch". Just because they went to put their bags onto the yellow bench. And when Jiaxin went to confront them, NONE OF THEM ADMITTED OR EVEN APOLOGISED. Hence, I conclude that the badminton people are a bunch of coward jerks and bastards, to hell with you guys, I hope you choke when you eat. Because that bunch of guys had no guts to admit. They are Losers with a capital L.

& to hell with that Mr Wong, that frigging porn star. He wasn't happy that we took wushu's place which the badminton people were using at that time. He was frigging sarcastic, asshole. He told his members, "chinese dance again" and then he saw me and he went "I scared I get scolding again leh" Asshole, saying me indirectly plus our CCA is hell better than theirs. ANYWAYS, chinese dance members would not want to argue with such a LOW GRADE TEACHER WHO WATCHES PORN, WHO LOOKS LIKE A MORON BECAUSE OF HIS SICKENING FACE. YES I HOPE YOU CHOKE TO DEATH TOO YOU ASSHOLE. Gosh, Ima seriously frigging angry with him.

Tkd training was okay, Ernest was sick so get well soon! Hahs, I scraped both my knees which I just realised and my left foot. Because I didn't had a plaster on my injuries, Andy was said that it was some disease which I had no idea. So Zibing has a new nickname, he is called a Pao because he look like one with his target on. After training, Andy, Derrick, KaiXiang, Zibing and I squeeeeezzzzeeeedddd into Mr Tan's car. Mr Tan kept joking around, it was fun. Haha.

So my day ended like this, with homeworks not completed yet.

Dang.

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♥Tuesday, 3 March 2009♥ @ 6:48 pm
(How much longer?)


YES, I FINALLY REMEMBERED WHY I TYPED DOWN "PHOTOS" YESTERDAY NIGHT AS A REMINDER. For the whole day in school, I kept thinking and trying to recall why I had the word "photos" as my handphone reminder.

School was hell cold today, because it was raining incessantly. During free periods, Felicia and I were somewhat having a heart to heart talk about like anything. It's like I can tell her about anything because both of us think alike I guess. The way we feel about certain things are also they same. We spent that 2 free periods laughing and talking, y'know.

I am a Pokemon trainer, Fiona is my Starmie and Wenjie is my Pikachu. Cool isn't it?

Yes Ima bored.

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♥Monday, 2 March 2009♥ @ 5:27 pm
(Gosh)


Count yourself lucky that I removed the post that I wrote specially for you.

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Yes I didn't have the time to blog during the weekends. I was suppose to study when I get home but my mood was kinda spoiled due to some reason.

I realised I have friends who don't confine to me, ohwell. I wonder what are friends for.

I shall blog tomorrow then, since I have no mood now.

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