(Heyo)


Let's start off with yesterday evening. Yuhling, Andy, Maojie, Matthew and I were like planning on how to surprise Zhehao. We were celebrating his birthday one day earlier. We met at 5.45 and bought a Champagne flavored cake which Zhehao later thought was Cheeese! (Haha) But we succeeded in surprising and not screwing up. Then we chit chated in his house, laughed crapped joked. Actually just let the videos do the talking yah or an alternative way would be visiting either Yuhling's, maojie's or zhehao's blog. :D

Note: There was one which I couldn't upload because it was 17min long


Burfday Surprise 1
(This is us preparing to surprise Zhehao.)


Burfday surprise 2
(Andy was suppose to Sing.)


Burfday surprise 3
(This is hilarious)


Burfday surprise 4
(Some fire thingy.)


Burfday surprise 5
(Maojie trying to hang longer in the air)


Burfday surprise 6
(Zhehao kanna bashed)

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Sighs, I guess you don't care right.

;♥

(Boohoo)


Today. School. When Jongchi and I reached school, we were like shocked cause some of the teachers were like so, no offences, exaggerating. They wore a poncho-like outfit, with gloves and masks. I feel that it was stupid because us students aren't even wearing like them, we were like in our PE attire. So I seriously don't see the point. Anyways, we had to enter through the field and then into the indoor sports hall for our temperature taking by a teacher-in-charge. Then we needa go back to class, but before that, we had to clean our hands with the sanitiser. The damn sanitiser was making my hands sticky, so I applied my own sanitiser which actually made it worse. Then I used Wenda's sanitiser which made it even worse. (-.-)

Anyways, Mrs tey couldn't spell my name properly. She wrote "Chairmain" then she realised it was wrong and changed it to "Charmain" without the 'E'. I bumped into wenjie while going to the office to hand in the list of temperatures. Haha, I miss her! Mrs tey conducted her English lesson. Felicia and Wenda were like so crazy over Super Junior, dancing to the song "Sorry Sorry". Felicia and I also made fun of big nose. Haha! It was damn damn hilarious.

The school canteen was closed so we were suppose to order our food. The food wasn't really nice lo. It was Nasi Lemak, Noodles, YongTauFoo or buger which cost 2 bucks. Ew. So after eating today's meal, the three of us decided to bring our own food tomorrow.

School ended at 12pm, so the three of us walked to the bus stop. Felicia told us about her Father and grandfather which was really funny. Laughed until my stomache cramped. Then bused back with Wenda and walked back with zhehao. Gossip gossip! (Haha)

Lessons start tomorrow, aww. Arts fiesta rehearsal tomorrow and the next day. Actual arts fiesta on Friday and Saturday, excited plus nervous! Haha. I totally didn't sell any tickets, Mrs Tey is definitely going to scream at me.

;♥

(Hello)


School is starting TOMORROW. But luckily, school's ending at 12pm for this week and the official time that school will be ending at is 1.30pm (:D)

Okay whatever, tuition in the morning. Then walked with Yanqi and QiuYi to buy some clips, omigosh, they are so cute! Then we went to the library, I borrowed a book for the silent reading tomorrow. Then they walked to the mrt with me, thanks yah.

Trained to outram for dance. After that, trained back to Ivana and prissaye. There was this 3 bangala sitting opposite us, so the one directly infront of Prissaye was like looking at Ivana with those kind of pervertic eyes. Walau. His face was bloody sickening can. Then we kept joking at their moustache, omigosh, it was damn hilarious. So the one infront of prissaye laughed when he saw us laughing. Kanasai, we were like super annoyed by his behaviour. But one of them was a really kind soul, he helped to carry an old lady's luggage. So nice right, unlike that disgusting friend of his.

Arts fiesta is coming, darn it, which also means that it would be the last ever performance with our dancers for Jiaxin and I. Damn sad lah.

Pimple outbreak, walauuuuuu (T.T)

You are not alone, I'm here with you.

;♥

(Hello)

I personally love this drawing the most from the rest, I don't know why. Obviously the one I edited with my phone looks nicer.


(Perhaps it's time to let go)



[edit]
It's 12.42 AM.

You are hard to understand at times, that's why you leave me wondering
Your dumbest jokes, can make me smile
Although you never knew that your words can sometimes upset me, the times you made me laugh is enough to cover it up
I like your child-like innocence
I like your lameness.
Perhaps it was because you were so nice to me that I misunderstood it
Until I realized that you are always so nice to everyone around you
The times when I acted like I didn't care when you joked around with her
The times when I knew deep down I was simply jealous
The times when it sucks to look at you being so happy with her
The times when I told myself not to be sad
The times when I heard you went out with her
I can still remember them all
Perhaps all along, you never once liked me
Perhaps all along, I was just deluding myself
Perhaps all along, you just treated me like your sister
Caring like how an older brother would
I've always wanted to be close to you
Maybe you never knew
Sighs
I can still remember the promise we made
Do you not remember it?
I miss the times we would gossip and talk
I miss those times
I really feel stupid in thinking that the feeling was mutual
It wasn't anyways
It always has been a part of my wishful thinking
Give me some time to let go although I know it'll be long

I still think about you though.

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;♥

(Helloo)



After talking to Jiaxin on the bus today, I felt really, I don't know, like a mixture of sad and stupid and angry and I don't know. Yes I know you readers are so confused right now and you have no frigging idea what Imma talking about. But Imma sad to say that I can't really blog about this because it's a sensitive issue, I'll just leave out the names and some parts out too.

When this problem came last year, I had to solve it, it was between two choices, two friends. I didn't tell anyone at all. Come to think of it, I don't know why too. So I just bottled up everything and suffered. That problem was always on my mind 24/7 and I couldn't choose, I didn't know what to choose. One was my really really good friend and the other was a special person. So I end up choosing nothing at all, and in turn, I lost two friends just like that.

Well, to say I didn't regret is sucha lie. Because the really really good friend is sucha asshole now. But the special person is still my friend, phew.

Today, I had fun with Jiaxin, Yihan, Lynette, Wenle, Shufen. (:

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(Untitled)

;♥

(Lol)


[edit]
My dance mates:
Jiaxin, Lynette, Yihan, Sharon, Wenyan, Shufen, Yanqi, Cheryl, ShiQi, Elaine, that's all I think, (Didn't wear my specs so I can't really see -.-) came to visit me. Omigosh, I was so touched although I didn't show it when I opened the door. That was because Jiaxin already told me that you guys were outside. But I am seriously truely touched that you guys came, even though I don't look sick or feel sick anymore. Haha! But thanks a bunch yah :D & Thanks for the 6 apples (:

Then Jiaxin told me 2 other people are coming over, and she refused to tell me who. So when they came, I was surprised to see Maojie and Zhehao standing outside my door drinking bundong. Then Maojie was being such an idiot just now. -.- Then Yuhling, Andy and Matthew came over from their studying. Okay, so once again, I'm really touched to have such nice friends around. Yay.

Currently, Mapling with Xuuen.

But seriously, I self-healed. Haha. But it was really boring to be sick, staying at home lying on the bed, with the thermometer in my mouth every now and then. Drawing and doing maths questions.

Heard someone from my school is suspected to contract the swine flu, tsktsk. And the person ain't me so shut up.

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It's hilarious. Omigosh.
Kudos to kaixiang for sending me the links.

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(HAha!)


I'm here blogging again because I'm feeling bettterr! Today was suppose to be a day to go out with my fellow dancers to east coast to cycle. I was so looking forward to today lah and then I had to fall sick, which also meant that my mum ordered me to stay at home today since I just recovered. Damn, Ima going to miss all the fun today. But, at least tomorrow Ima still going back to school for the Arts Fiesta rehearsal, so I guess it should be alright.

Actually, I don't feel sick at all. It's just the piercing headaches and the sudden I-don't-know-what-you-call-that feeling of I-don't-know-how-to-describe-it that irritate me.

So yesterday, I went for dance because it's a new dance. So Prissaye didn't go. I met Ivana at AMK but she was 45 mins late. (-.-) Then we trained to outram and went for dance. The dance is really nice, seriously, Ivana and I loved it. My mum was actually quite furious when she knew that I went for dance, so being smart I called her and asked if she wanted takoyaki and she said yes. So when I got home and passed her her takoyaki, and she wasn't angry anymore. HAHA. What a smart daughter yah :D My mum can be so easily pleased with just a box of takoyaki.

Last night, I dreamt of someone saying hello in a very very very very super duper eerie voice. So I knew it was a ghost in my dream. I got so scared that I woke up and I panicked. Walao, it's damn scary lah. It was like only 2am in the morning and I so couldn't get back to sleep (T.T)

Okay whatever, Im so bored.

& Thanks for the concerns people, I'm so touched. & I don't have swine flu lah. I'm not that unlucky okayyy.

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(Argh)


Charmaine's temperature is at a frigging 37.9 degrees now.

Charmaine is afraid that her temperature will hit 38 degrees.

Charmaine points her finger at the performance at Marina Barrage today!

Charmaine shall post tomorrow if her slight fever subsides.

Charmaine hopes she didn't spread her sickness to her fellow dancers who was with her today.

):

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(Sighs)


I dreamt of you yesterday, it wasn't a happy dream though. You were with her and you placed your arm around her. You seemed genuinely happy at that moment. It was heartbreaking for the me in my dream. Darn it. But I seriously think that she likes you, I don't know why but my something is telling me so. Siannnn.

Dreams are still dreams, they'll affect you someway or another.

So training yesterday was alright, Anabel's cousin and I were finding ways to slack and cheat because we were tired and we had blisters on our feet. Then Xuuen stole my partner because he didn't want to partner his own partner due to some reasons. So blahblahblah, then Mr Tan sent Joyce and I home. Ohyah, Mr Tan, you're face too scary liao lah, you pissed the coffeeshop auntie off! HAHAHA. Shortie.

That dream bugs me.

I came back from Marina Barrage not long ago, from the rehearsal. It was dumb, hot and dumb. But whatever, I had fun with the dancers. Jiaxin was looking out for hot guys, then I kept pointing to the not-so-hot guys and she would always give me the Sian face afterwards. We are totally aiming for the Takoyaki tomorrow after our performance! (:D) Anyways, we were suppose to block out our positions on the stage, but I think there wasn't enough time for the 14 schools. Hence the all the dancing groups only had like 2 minute on the stage. One word, retarded. Then Mrs Cheng used the excuse of going to watch the NDP rehearsal to get us all out of the rehearsal so we could go home. Otherwise, we would be there till 7pm lei. Anyways, I saw TanYing from Yangzheng there.

I can't stop thinking about that, I don't know why.

So tomorrow is the actual performance, I think anyone can go there to play, it's some water festival. Go if you're free, because Ima performing. HAHA.

1st June, 7th June and 19th June

Whatever.

I lose to her in everything anyways.

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I know now, It's all part of my wishful thinking. They were never real.

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(Blah)


Performance at Marina Barrage on sunday, can't wait.

Yesterday, I met with the 6a peeps. So obviously, Yuhling and I were the first to arrive at the interchange. And of course, AndyC was the last because he was blowing his damn hair. Haha. So we bused to the coffeeshop, because the weather was frigging hothothot, and ate at Botak Jones. After that, we trained to dhouby and watched 'Drag Me To Hell' at cathay. I rather watch something like 'Monster vs Alliens' or ghost of the girlfriend or whatever. (Haha) Horror movie ain't my choice. VanessaNg was like sitting the row infront of ours and Zhehao saw her and started talking to her. The rest of us were shocked because we thought Zhehao asked a stranger for Popcorns. Omigosh, it was freaking funny. Anyways, I was closing my eyes throughout the movie, I didn't want to watch the monster parts. Andy was like pulling my hand and 'forcing' me to watch but I just kept my eyes shut. The usual two, Andy and Matthew were like 'screaming' and that made me slighty better. Although I didn't see the monsters or whatever, the sound effects still made me shiver. I was like super glad that the show was over, but I was still afraid, duh. When I went to the toilet with Yuhling, I was like thinking whether monsters will pop out from the toilet bowl. The old lady still bugs me, darn it.

After the movie, we headed to Vivo to watch the sunset. I don't know if we did watch it, anyways we went to Carls Jr and they had their dinner. Hmm, then we trained back to Serangoon and went up to my house to slack since I couldn't be home that late since my mum will nag. Umm, we played truth or dare and it was seriously hilarious. Hanging out with them are seriously the best. (haha) At around 11.30, they went home and I went to bathe. I dragged my mum so that she can talk to me while I'm bathing. Anyways, I'm freaking tired. I couldn't really sleep yesterday, I kept waking up and waking my sister up because I was scared. (Haha) I think Charlene got pissed with me because she couldn't get to sleep peacefully, but who cares, I was scared mann.

I seriously do not want to watch another horror movie ever again. The last time I watch I Am Legend, I kept thinking there were zombies behind the curtains and under the bed.


Tada, they are my best friends :D
6 years and counting except Andy 8 years and counting.


:D A ,M, C, Z, Y, M

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(Bored)


I was napping just now because I was bored of studying for the hour before. Plus, I'm home alone, Charlene's out with her friends and I totally had nothing to do. I tried mapling, but I got bored because people were busy training. But yay, tomorrow Ima going out with the 6a gang (:D) LIKE FINALLY.

Yesterday afternoon, my mum came home and said the bought something for all of us. Charlene and I were excited about our gifts, but in the end, she bought this necklace for everyone, and she expects us to wear it every second when we are at home. It's called the 'Scalar Energy Volcano Pendant' Charlene and I become shagged in an instant.

It is made from natural minerals that are fused and structurally bonded together at molecular level. It produces scalar energy that helps to enhance the body's biofield. The Life Force Scalar Energy Pendant promotes positive flow of energy and helps to maintain energy balance. It helps to restore energy that has become weak in the body by restoring the energy balance in the body. This pendant helps one to maintain health and well-being. (I'm typing this from the brochure given)

Seriously, Charlene and I totally burst out laughing non-stop. We cracked jokes with it and oh gosh, it was so darn funny. Then mum got kinda upset so we automatically zipped our mouths, but we were still giggling lah. So I had the urge to ask mum why she bought this nonsensical pendant.

"I know when I'm being conned okay, my friend recommended me this, she said it works."

So Charlene and I was like "Ohhhhhh" but deep down, we couldn't believe how gulible our mum was. Seriously man, the benefits stated in that brochure are:

Reduces inflammation, reduces agglutination, enhances immune and endocrine systems, has the ability to destroy viruses and bacteria, enhances cellular nutrition and detoxification, increases energy level, helps to protect DNA from damage, helps to retard the ageing process, helps to fight cancerous cells, strengthens the body's biofield by preventing electromagnetic waves from affecting one's health, increases one's focus and concentration.

I totally do not believe in this pendant. Luckily it only cost 20 bucks per pendant. (Phew) And Charlene was being to ridiculous yesterday, after wearing it, she immediately said "I can feel the power within me!" Omigosh, we laughed so hard that were tears in our eyes. Ohgosh.

Okay, I shall stop with the pendant thingy already. I think my mum saw this post. I went to get some water and when I came back, she was infront of this computer, using the same Internet window, but a different tab. So I strongly believe that she read what I wrote. (Dang it)

I think I'm so dead.

ryo: Haha, nice right :D
Ernest: Wth are you saying?
Matthew: Sorry lo, Im more humble that you!
Joyce: Haha, you're a star already :D
F: You are?

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(Aloha)



Yesterday, I went to meet Joyce at Serangoon mrt. Then we went over to Mac and waited for Mandy. We had a nice chat, it's been quite a while. I really miss those times {♥} After that, we went to buy food @ NTUC for many. Joyce and I were like typical aunties, going for the items which had discounts on. It was really funny. Then we carried the food back to her house. Sent joyce to the bus stop and she bused home.

I'll just post some quiz since I have nothing to blog about today.

You Need Friends to Be Happy

You are a friendly, social person. You seek out connections and relationships. Being close to others is very important to you, and you don't like discord. You feel great when you're cooperating and working with others. You enjoy belonging to a group. Nothing makes you feel worse that feeling alone or alienated. You want to be liked by those around you.

Your Ego is Small

You are quite humble. You try not to spend too much time congratulating yourself. You're proud of who you are, but you're also secure. You don't need to brag. You see yourself and others in a pretty realistic way. You appreciate strengths and faults. You respect people and believe that you can learn from them.

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life. But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it. Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career. Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

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(I'm good)


I was just thinking and I guess it's better not to be angry or whatever, I don't want to age faster anyways. And I'm not having menopause people, as someone said, look at me, I'm so young. (haha)

Dance today was fantastic. Ivana and I were just laughing, dancing together with her is a lot of fun. After that, I accompanied her to plazasing. Reason? Bryan was arcading and Ivana would be sitting there, rotting. So being nice, I pei-ed her until he and his friends were done playing so that he would go on his date with Ivana. Okay, the real reason why I accompanied her was because I won't be going for dance next week, so this was somewhat a compensation lah.

So, now it's quiz time people.

1. Real name: Charmaine Tan (Now people, remember this name)
2. Nickname: There's quite a few, & I'm lazy to name all.
3. Star sign: Pieces
4. Male or Female: Female, duh.
5.Primary school: Yangzheng.
6. Secondary school: Hougang.
7. Jc/Poly: Not decided yet.
8. Hair Colour: Black.
9. Long or short: Long.
10. Loud or Quiet: Depends who I am with.
11. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans.
12. Phone or Camera: Phone.
13. Health Freak: No, vegetables ain't in my diet.
14. Drink or Smoke: Nah.
15. Do you have a crush on someone: HAHAHA.
16. Eat or drink: Drink.
17. Piercings: Four.
18. Tattoos: None.

Have you ever :

19. Been in an airplane: Yes.
20 Been in a relationship: Yes.
21.Been in a car accident: In my dreams yes. I got run over by a bike in RL though.
22. Been in a fist fight: No, but a pillow fight yes.

Firsts;

23. First piercing: Primary 6 I think.
24. First best friend: Shi Li, from kindergarten.
25. First award : THIRD IN CLASS during P3.
26. First crush: : A guy called Wei Jie when I was like 4 or 5? HAHA.
27. First vacation: Penang.

Lasts;

28. Last person you talked to: Mum.
29. Last person you texted to: Sister.
30. Last person(s) you watched a movie with: Charlene.
32. Last food you ate: Apple.
33. Last movie you watched: NITM.
34. Last song you listen to: My blog song.
35. Last thing you bought: Takoyaki.
36. Last person you hugged: Ivana, Lol.

Favourites;

37. Food: Is cheese counted?
38. Drinks: Soyabeannnnnnn!
39. Clothing: I don't know?
40. Books: I can't remember who told me to read Jeffrey Archer's books.
41. Song: My blog songggg!
42. Flower: Umm, not sure.
43. Colour: Pink.
44. Movies: Quite a few.
45. Phrase: I don't know what phrase do I use multiple times.
46. Subject: Biology.

You ever done before;

47. Kissed in the snow: No.
48. Celebrated Halloween: No.

Have you ever;

49. Had your heart broken: Yes.
50. Went over the minutes in your cellphone: Yes.
51. Someone questioned your sexually orientation: Huh?
52. Come out of the closet: Yes, haha.
53. Gotten pregnant: No.
54. Had an abortion: No.
55. Done something that you've regretted: Yes?
56. Broke a promise: Yes.
57. Hide a secret: Yes.
58. Pretended to be happy: Yes
59. Met someone who changes your life: Um, Yah.
60. Pretended to be sick: Yahhh, haha.
61. Left the country: Yup.
62. Tried something you normally wouldn't try and like it: I tried the spaceshot in Genting but I hated it afterwards.
63. Cried over the silliest thing: Yeah.
64. Ran a mile: Guess not.
65. Went to the beach with your best friend(s): Yessssss.

67. Eating: Apple.
68. Drinking: WinterMelon
69. I'm about to: Answer this question
70. Listening to: Blog song :D
71. Plans for tomorrow: Study, perhaps?
72. Waiting for: I don't know, a message?
73. Want kids: Yah
74. Want to get married: Obviously.
75. Careers in mind: Doctor.
76. Which is better than girl/boy: Huh?
77. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
78. Shorter or taller: TALLER, DUH.
79. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous bah.
80. Nice stomach or nice arms: NICE STOMACH LAH
81. Sensitive or loud: Loud
82. Hook-up or relationship: The latter one.
83. Trouble-maker or hesistant: Eh, neither?

Have you ever;

84. Lost glasses/contacts: I misplaced it.
85. Ran away from home: I wanted to when I was 8, then my mum caught me and sent me back to my room.
86. Killed somebody: In my dreams yes.
87. Broken someone's heart: I hope not.
88. Been arrested: No/
89. Cried when someone's die: Obviously.

Do you believe in;
90. Yourself: I do, do I?
91. Miracles: Perhaps.
92. Love at first sight: Not really now.
93. Heaven: Maybe.
94. Santa Claus: Sometimes.
95. Sex on the first date: No.
96. Kiss on the first date: Depends.
97. Is there one person you wishes to be with now: HAHAHA.
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: Yes and No.
100.This is the 100th question and last question :
Now tag 3 person to do this:
Anyone can do.

Joyce: Haha, you are so bhb! :D
MrTan: You how old and I how old? :D
Ernest: Replied at ya blog.
Wenjie: Doneeeeee! You also never do the quiz -.-
nd: It's Poison Lollipop, not icecream dumbass!
Elaine: Tagged.

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(Gosh)


Look, I really do not want to care anymore. I'm so darn frustrated, y'know. I thought things would change as time pass by, but I guess not yah? Seriously, I had enough.

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(Bummmmerrr)


Today wasn't such a great day afterall. I was supposed to go jogging with Mummy and Charlene but everyone overslept, so today was a no-exercise-day! Anyways, we were just lazy to walk to the park. Seriously, I think that my family are pigs. Mummy always buy packet food because she's too lazy to cook, and too lazy to wash the dishes afterwards. My brother is such a lazy bum that the only times he walks out of his room is to relieve(?) himself and to cook Magi Mee. Charlene always plots herself in the middle of the sofa and watch Ellen DeGeneres/Entertainment Tonight/Forbes/whatever or seen at the computer playing her dumb games like Monopoly or SkipBo. Anyways, she will ask me to buy chips at the nearby 7/11 across the street because she's too lazy to take the lift down, walk to the traffic light, cross it, and enter the 7/11. Okay lah, I admit I am also lazy. BUT you can't blame me, laziness is in my blood. Just look at my family!

Anyways, I was studying in the morning, doing maths questions and stuffs. Then I helped Charlene with her project and then maple time! Actually, Andy, Maojie, Matthew, Zhehao and I were suppose to create a KOC character with different jobs. In the end, Maojie only want to concentrate on his sin, Matthew and Zhehao are hardly playing. So only Andy and I are training. Kuku.

Mummy came back home with packet lunch, see I told you she's lazy to cook. No wonder I'm getting fat, all those MSG and unhealthy things. Sighs. Seriously, the food my mummy cooks are fried rice with RANDOM ingredients, sometimes it can only be just luncheon meat, and her Char Kway Tiao. Anyways, the last time I ate a PROPER home cook meal with soup, meat and vegetables or whatever was like like 6 years ago and more. No wonder I'm so unhealthy with all the toxins and stuffs in my body.

Plus, we don't have a proper dinner time. Sometimes we eat as early as 3pm for Dinner, I'm not kidding, because mummy just happens to buy 'dinner' earlier. So we treat that as our lunch/dinner. Sometimes Mummy don't have time to buy dinner for us and asks us to get it ourselves, my Brother will cook his stupid MagiMee, Charlene and I will be too lazy to go downstairs and thus we skip dinner. We didn't starve, btw.

Anyways, why am I even blogging about my family's eating habits? I got carried away I think, haha. So I was suppose to say that after eating my dinner today, I went for changkat. Yanting was kinda depressed, so she didn't train, cheer up Yanting! (: After training, Mr Tan sent Joyce, Jeremy, their mum and I home. Talked, laughed.

Ohyah, Mr Tan is short short short! & my post today is very interesting hor? :D
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Tell me you care about me.

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(Heyo)


I'm sure you all have realised by now that I have finally made my new skin. Yes, I love my new skin, I think it's cute.

Anyways, I felt like puking yesterday after consuming 2 spring rolls. Then Charlene was very nice as she made me a cup of tea. That was so sweet of her. But I want to take back my words because today, she chased me away so that she could use the computer to play Monopoly. What the heck. So I had no choice but to use another computer, the one i'm using now to patch my maple which is taking really really long.

I had my tuition today with the ultra superly duperly cute tutor!

I skipped SS lesson because I OVERSLEPT and I skipped POA because I had tuition. Okay, I was just lazy to rush back for tuition after POA. I seriously do not wish to go back school.

End.

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(Geee)


I was doing some maths questions from 12.30pm or so? Of course with breaks in between lah, Im not superwoman lei. I realised I haven't been going for remedial lessons, like Maths, POA and Social studies which I'm not going tomorrow. I really feel like staying at home. Anyways, I skipped the Singapore Poly activity today. Felicia didn't feel like going, so did I because we didn't know what the time was and no information or whatever were given out. Lousy planners. Wenjie called me earlier, asking me if I was going SP. I said no. And she said that her course thingy was at 7.15pm, and I got blur.

Okay, my mum was such an asshole yesterday. She didn't buy dinner for me on purpose. Kanasai. She was mad at me anyways and we quarrelled. Anyways, I asked her in a very nice way, pretending nothing happened if I could eat the pau, and she frigging ignored me. Darn it, I was definitely angry lah. So I just went back to my room and slept @ 9pm.

Seriously, mothers can be so annoying at times. & she totally favours my brother with his sedentary life.

Unfair can.

Maojie sorta tempted me to play maple this morning because there was this new job and stuff. But in the end, my maple couldn't load and I was frustrated, so I decided to study. I was suppose to have my maths tuition which I had anticipated all week, then my tutor changed it to tomorrow. Dang it.

Alrighty, time to study.

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(Shooooot)


I think I will do another blogskin, Ima getting sick of this skin but Ima too lazy to do another one.

Let's see, Charlene and I were talking last night before we slept. Talked about our dreams and stuffs. For me, I will know when I am about to fall alseep. There will be this scary monster/human/whatever that will appear suddenly when Ima closing my eyes, preparing to sleep. Then this will definitely scare me, so after that image appears, I will fall alseep after awhile. Cool isn't it?

Also, my dreams do tell me when Ima having a fever. Yes, I know it's hard to believe but it's true. There is this special feeling that I can feel in my dreams, that indicates to me that I am having a fever. It's hard to explain how the feeling feels like but yah.

Anyways, I dreamt of that person again. I don't know why. It was a nice, sweet but short dream. HAHA.

End.

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(Im back)


Tuition in the morning. There was this replacement teacher, he was uninteresting and he was practically dragging the time by reintroducing himself whenever a student walks in late. Anyways, there is this girl in class whom I don't really like. She has the answers script with her so she's always answering the questions correctly. It just annoys me.

Anyways, went for dance. Wanqi joined our class for her make-up lesson. After that, trained back home with Ivana as prissaye went to meet her papa. Shared secrets with her and it was nice talking to someone who had expirenced the same thing as I had. Recalled things that made, uneasy perhaps? She dropped at dhouby and I bumped into Prissaye at serangoon. Haha.

Bought dinner for Charlene and bro, Ima such a nice sister.

Elaine: Thanks for tagging
Fionaa: Facts my ass :D
Ernest: -.-
Hao: Thanks for spotting that mistake, haha.
jeremy: welcome

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(Stupid)


Tkd bbq coming up, I don't know if I can go. Sian.

Dance yesterday without any instructors. It was fun as usual. We were having a 'picnic' there, Ziying and I were enjoying our cup noodles. Then we planned for an outing for escape perhaps on 22 june. Seriously, I can't wait to go out with the dancers, (: After dance, Jiaxin suggested to play majiong at her house. So the people who went were Adelle, Jolene, Shufen, Wenle, Ziying and I. The only people who knew how to play were Wenle and Jiaxin herself, so they taught us the. We only played the basic of the basics, but I managed to win a few rounds myself lei. At around evening, we went home.

Training yesterday was okay. Yanting and I were half talking, half practising. Then she went to practise for her poomsae tournament with Joyce and Kaixiang. Anyways, I made new friends, I think those girls are funny and nice. Anyways, Ashely got angry because AndyT said that the new 5 or 6 years old girl is cuter than her. I've never seen her that angry before. Haha. Anyways, AndyT is like hitting on that 5/6 years old girl, and he said it's socialising. What a joke. Then Mr Tan, with his arm fractured, drove Joyce, Jeremy, Andy and I home. I was wondering why he could still drive his car.

Woke up and went for Yangzheng. It was still okay.


This is Marco and KaiXing.
I think they are the cutest students there (:

End.

[edit]
I was just reading through my Diary then I realised that I've forgotten many things that have happened for the past 2 to 3 years. It reminded me of all the sadness, happiness, guilt, regrets and whatever.

Perhaps in the other parallel universe, I would have said what I really wanted, to you.

But I didn't, in this world.
Why?
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(Heyo)


My started with me waking up early at 6.30am when everyone else in my family is still sound asleep. So I bused to school, chatted with Wenjie in her class before heading back to my class for the English mock tes @ 7.45 am. I seriously wanna' complain about that teacher, Miss something, but I know she's the high pitched voice teacher who was in national judo team. Her way of collecting was so frigging slow, and she had to count and recount before letting us off, plus she didn't allow us to leave after we have finished our test. Every other class were dismissed except my class.

Went back home and I mapled. Maojie was online hence I mapled with him.

Then at 1pm, I went back to school for dance. Dance today was extremely enjoyable. While Jiaxin and some of my juniors were in the storage room changing, I went to off the lights for that room. And you guessed it, they screamed like crazy, serious. So I ran back and pretended to pack my bag. Jiaxin marched out, searching for the culprit, and somehow she knew it was me, so she started attacking me. Then I said it was Liying, lol. So poor innocent liying got attacked by Jiaxin, Sharon and others. Feeling bad, I laughed and said it was me all along :D. So they went back in the room to change again. This time round, I went to close the door, since there was no handle on the inside of the door, to prevent them from coming out, then i made the light flicker. As usual, there were screams and the dancers outside were laughing and laughing. Ohgosh, it was hilarious. I opened the door, and just when I was about to run back to my bag, Jiaxin pushed the door and saw me. Immediately, I ran for my life and she chased me. In the end, I got attacked and she almost pulled my shorts and shirt off. LOL. Kanasai. I seriously think that Jiaxin and I are always bringing laughter to dance. Haha.

& I'm so tired, perhaps I'll do some revision before I go and sleep yah.

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(Omigosh)


I just had my maths tuition and let me tell you folks, my maths tutor is so CUTE. (:D) At first, I thought he was from China due to his name but in the end, he was from Myanmar. He has a small little mole below his left eye, just like me lei. I was super attentive, and it's because Ima good student lah. Anyways, Ima not crazy over him or anything, it's just that he's cute. Cute guys can attract girls sometimes okay. He laughs whenever I present my answers wrongly, that's so cute too. And he's 20 I think, waiting to go to university.

Don't worry, you are still cute to me.

Okay, I shall stop boasting that I have such a cute maths tutor. Anyways, we were doing graphs and I realised that I couldn't even solve for the coordinates or stuffs. I shall study hard now, I realised that I don't have much time left to restudy Maths. Kanasai.

I still have tickets for the Arts Fiesta, and I can't seem to sell them. Anyways, the principal is corrupted. Just like the corrupted leaders in Venice which lead to the fall of Venice. Anyways, I heard he is using the school funds to built a built-in movie screening thingy in his office, a x-box, PS3 and wii too. All these to allow his kanasai children to stay in his office and play all day long during the holidays. Seriously, why do we have such selfish Principal. I guess he would be spending 10% for the needy students, and the 90% on upgrading the school facilities which would be his office. Kanasai. So I guess almost everyday, he is watching movies in his office during school hours. The life of a principal is so easy eh? Anyways, I seriously wonder why his wife agreed to marry him in the first place. He is ugly, with the Elvis Presley hairstyle. A lousy command of 'Yinguish', I meant English. He is totally destroying our school AND IMA SO GLAD AT ITS THE FINAL YEAR FOR ME. So the price per ticket is $20, and there is 4 shows, 2 on 3rd July and 2 on 4th July. The total capacity per show is 6,00 heads, so 4 shows would be 2400 heads. If all tickets were to be sold, he would earn a total of $48,000. Sighs! He forced the poor teachers to sell the tickets to the students, and said that no one would be forced to buy during assembly. SO HE IS TRYING TO BE THE GOOD GUY. WHAT A JERK. I pity our teachers.

End.

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(Shagged)


Woke up early today, for a stupid social studies mock test. I didn't study as I was busy playing harvest moon yesterday night. Wenda and I were late and we were ordered by Mr Jude Ang to sit right at the front. Kanasai. I was preparing to cheat, so there goes my chance. Anyways, I only did the souce base, I didn't know how to do the essay section. I turned to the left to see Cindy's paper half full of words and I turned to the right to see Rachael's answer 3/4 full. Then I looked at my own paper with only 3 lines and I felt frigging pathetic. (Lol) After writing down the 3 lines, I packed my bag and left with Wenda who definitely wrote more than 3 lines. Anyways, while doing my paper, Jiaxin messaged me and I didn't silent my phone, so it was ringing and I couldn't find my phone. I don't know why, I panicked, somehow. (Haha)

So I saw, "I will be late for dance."

I totally forgot about dance practice today. But luckily, I wore PE attire to school. HENG SIA. So dance was tiring, changed steps and blah. I'm too lazy to elaborate.

I'm having maths tuition later, so that means I have a new tutor. I hope my tutor is handsome. Hahahhahaa.

(Grins)

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(Tired)


Mummy dragged my sister and I out of the bed at 6.30am. The reason? To go jogging early in the morning with her. Charlene and I were so tired. We reached the park, where my mum always jog at, at around 7am. I totally prefer swimming to jogging lah. Charlene and I were lazy to jog, so we walked for the first round. Then we tried jogging for the second round but in the end, we went back to walking. My mummy went like 8 rounds without stopping, crazy. I'm sure if she keeps this up, she will slim down! (Haha)

After 45 minutes, Charlene and I went back home and made pancakes! One thing I learnt while making those pancakes was that my sister is such a lousy cook. She cannot even flip the pancake over, in the end, she accidentaly poked through the pancake and thus ruining hers. And people, Ima going to boast now, the pancakes I made were perfectly round and cute. Charlene was totally jealous of my pancakes. (:D)

So later, Ima going back to school for parents' meet @ 1.40pm. Siannn.

I had a dream yesterday night. It was about someone becoming my boyfriend. It was somewhat, I don't know, weird in a good way? Haha. At least I didn't dream of some monster becoming my boyfriend right?

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(Sian)


Just when I thought Ima free from Maths tuition, MUMMY WENT TO GET ANOTHER TUTOR. I SO DON'T WANT MATHS TUITIONNNNNN ):

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(Yesssss!)


Happy birthday Jiaxinnnnn ! :D

I spent the last few days studying Chinese everyday, memorising phrases and so on. So I woke up @ 7am. I actually left my phone behind, on the sofa. When I got to the bus stop, I panicked because I couldn't find my phone. Kanasai. I even thought of calling my sister to check if I left my phone at home, then I realised I have no phone at all. I wasn't thinking properly anyways. I reached school and there were a lot of people sitting at the place where I usually sit. Stupid. BabyTan saw me sitting alone, therefore she accompanied me. Thanks Baby. Talked for a while before moving to the hall.

It was kinda stressful in the Examination hall. I am totally mad at one of the invigilator, the guy who briefed us. He actually "Tsk" me, kanasai. I left that piece of sticker he was supposed to collect under my answer booklet, so when he came over to collect it, he couldn't find it. He tapped on my table and I looked up, and he pointed to the sticker thingy. I, too, couldn't remember very well where I put it and I was searching for it, then I found it. THEN HE FRIGGING "TSK" ME. What a jerk!

Anyways, the composition question was surprisingly easy, Ima not saying I wrote my compo well. I'm just saying that I didn't except“ 写一建事让你感动，也写出它怎么影响你”or something. Anyways, I was glad that it was that question and I chose it. I wrote the same story as I did during our CA, where the question was about 温情. The other two was about some litterbug and the other was something which I couldn't remember. MdmChua once gave us the modal answer for the litterbig thingy and it came out for our CA, it's a pity I didn't memorise it. As for the letter writing, I chose the formal letter as I didn't know what did the informal one meant. But overall, I think I did okay lei, I hope.

After that we had a short break, then we had our paper 2. I was actually happy that I could do certain questions. That was definitely a sense of achievement! HAHA. But of course I know that I would have manymanymany questions wrongly answered, but oh well, it's over anyways. But I do hope I'll pass.

I'm having endless activity, BORING! So I don't have much holidays left.
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Thanks, much thanks.

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