Hello.


Once in a while, or perhaps a long time, I'd blog about.. I don't know, whatever that comes into my mind I guess.

Recently, I've been thinking a lot. About how confident do I feel about myself. But sadly, it's near zero. I don't know if all girls do feel this way about themselves but whenever there is comparison in place, I just feel like shutting up and wish I didn't hear any because it makes my heart feel heavy. Just by listening. It's not that I don't accept the fact that I'm not good enough, it's just sometimes, I wish I don't have to accept. Especially if it's to the person you perhaps have feelings for. But oh, what am I even saying now.

I don't know if what I want is the right thing. I don't know if I should persist on in getting what I want. I'm afraid everything will end up the same like how all others end up. Fear, is what keeping be behind. But then, how I wish sometimes things could just stay this way. I feel happy that way..

Aimless chatter, I'd say.
But will it all work out in the end? Or will I be the one who falls first?

;♥