I'm just another human being and hence like everyone else, I have my own dislikes and times when I get really annoyed. I'm either quiet or noisy, depending on the group of people I'm with. I believe I can hide my emotions pretty well so I guess I'm harder to understand. Apart from all these, I guess I'm okay. I'm just a typical girl who got her heartbroken.
Sometimes people just have to understand.
It's not that I don't want to smile. It's not that I hate to smile. It's not that I'm angry or anything. I'm just lost. Lost at where to go and what am I supposed to do even. I ask myself everyday, what am I doing, why am I even here. Why can't I just leave. I belong neither here nor there. I have no one to turn to, I have no where to go to. Maybe I just simply don't belong.
But perhaps I'm the one to blame. Perhaps I brought it all upon myself. Or even perhaps this is what I deserve. I don't know, but who the fuck knows. I'm just sad.
I wish I can quit, be a quitter for life. Because at times like this, I wish I never have to face anything again. Because at times like this, I just wanna' run away and hide and cry.
;♥